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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Iam somehow in LOVE wif FOOTBALL now(:

^^^be it rain or shine i wish i could be there^^^
if you wan me too~


^^^South Korea!!!No.03# 'SUNGMIN'!!!^^^

he's SHY & CUTE lah!!!hahahs
see HIM again in e Finally round!!!JiaYou(:

^^^Lao's player!!!e most HANDSOME one,i think....hahahs^^^

e friendly Lao's player!!!

^^^saw he again!!!and he wanna take Photo again!!!hahahs and he can speak Chinese!!!^^^




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10:03 AM




Monday, June 29, 2009

It's today!!!(:

D:is nice seeing you again!and knowing tat you are not leaving as soon as it tot(:

then LOVE they give ME.
THANKS(: love you both LOT!!!(:
meet up soon~

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7:57 AM




Sunday, June 28, 2009

Follow YOUR heart~
iamtryingtoo...

working working and working~
tired tired tired....Dark Circle is getting worse):
Youth Festival,was FUN!!!job was nt tat bad as wat i tot actually(: [5more event to end tis work(:]

Veera Me & Aloysius(:

And days pass,today's alr 2nd day of AYG.
it's FUN we get to see e live GAME without PAY and bring PAY!!!hahahs
our jod is just to keep the place there CLEAN!!!hahas,cleaner...nope we are call manger!!!okie.hahahs
damn didn't enough sleep form e pass 2 days.when to help out in PR run today in e morning 6am we got to reach and really THANKS to LEONARD for sending me and sanjit there(:
e day before went to work for Youth Festival from 2 to 5.then rushed to Jalan bersa stadium for AGY all e way till 10plus reached home only at 11plus12...damn TIRED~
sleep at 1plus2?!wake up at 4.45am!!!till like now!!!which is 1am!!!


alright,will be in AYG all e way till 7july.only tis 2 days are off if it comfirm.3july & 5july.
see me in Jalan Bersa Stadium(:
okie shall stop here alr!!!nitenite PPL(:

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Thursday, June 25, 2009

long since i nv update(:
busy busy or should i say lazy(: hahas...

today had training in e morning 8.30am.
wake up,stomach not feeling well must be e steamboat i eat too much ytd.and durian dayy bought.heehee
sorry ppl didn't go for training...

so when back to sleep after texing CY and Miss P.
wake up by a call from e Boss,saying tat i got to go down to her office by 3pm wif my friend...
so prepare then headed to meet e rest then to ubi.
after everything,when to had late lunch then to bishan then to ikea(:

tml work alr.WAT a JOB huh marcus!!!
walking around wif tat): nvm.HOPE it would be fun...
will be v busy after tml.
Friday-work.
Sat-work plus HX bday Party at nite.
Sun-RP run in e monring 6.15am till 11plus then AYG event 3till 10plus
DIE DIE DIE just DIE):
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8:58 AM




Sunday, June 21, 2009

Sometime there's only one thing left to say.

From e movie P.S I LOVE YOU.

Lost without you-Delta Goodrem
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

nice song,huh?!(:


HAPPY FATHER DAY(:
guess daddy is Vhappy today!!!(:
even dun we use to fight evertime,but after all his still a good father
then...nah,forget it....

ahhhhh,i just feel like going K now.
to shout all i wan,sing all i wan!!!): just somehow feeling down now.
my time is so PACK!!
monday-meeting in school for e AYG thingy.
Tue-netball friendly.which iam always scare even it's only friendly.
iam so blur till u all can't imagine.LOL.
Wed-Class outing to Sentosa(: LOVE<3
Thurday-Netball training?!
Friday-working.
Sat-working.
Sun-working.
the following week,will be e AYG week.still not sure helping out in which day or maybe e all 9days.
till tml meeting.
sorry to say i can't attend netball traning or friendly for e following week): IAM SORRY,really~
ihadtogiveupsomethingtogetotherthingdone.if u ppl understand me.i'am sorry~
alright,should stop here alr.
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YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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10:00 AM




Saturday, June 20, 2009

IT's about Time,OGDM~

O
maybe iam trying/alr geting over it?!
i still need time~give me e time ppl...
stop/dun ask me things about it anymore.
i noe ppl care.but
i,myself dun even noe e ans sometime.
i noe it bring us no where...till now.
but sometime iam still a little too not over yOu...
so let it be ba~

G
u seem good,seem fine out there(:
glad tat u are.takecare friend~

D
u caught my eye e v first time i saw u.till now.
my dearesteyecandy takecare.
maybe i dun have e gut to meet u for e last time.
maybe we'll nv had our lunch tat we say we'll have.
but thanks.
from u,at least now i dare/did make e first move ever.

M
u told me u have change.u wan to change.
i can see tat,u did make an effort to change.good for u.

*friend u should noe i care~

im hoping you’ll sing along
even if its not your favourite song~



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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10:48 PM




Monday, June 15, 2009

Kris Allen - No Boundaries

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever
If you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am — still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe


You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

Stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don’t know where’s the future’s heading
Nothings gonna bring me down
I jumped every bridge
I risked being safe but i always arise
I always arise

So here i am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

With Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries



i guess iam going to miss you,my dear friend
it's deep down from my heart~
even duo we're nth at all.



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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9:10 AM




Sunday, June 14, 2009

the waiting got to end~


tank -如果我变成回忆
作词:陈信延 施人诚作曲:tank

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么

如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记
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damn!!!it put my mood all e way down.
tell me tis's not going to happen,tis's not real.Pls~
he'sdavid leaving singapore,may not be coing back anymore!!!
tears drop,once i saw tat.argh...damn!!!!
no Wonder you asked me for tat lunch,tat we say we'll gona have...
i pray tat's something tat happen so he won't have to go...
as a friend,as a eye candy of mine...



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6:22 AM




Saturday, June 13, 2009

time now,2.18am.sunday.but...
daddy is still out there working hard.just for US...
waiting for him to get back home then go to bed.

iam a little HUNGRY now):

found e bag i WAN,but it not PURPLE in colour.
well nvm,PINK look fine too(: i guess.LOL
i wan e other one should go and get e black or e brown one soon(:

iam tired alr actually,out since 12.30pm till 9plus10pm.
helped out in my aunt stall at karllang.
Tanya,Joleen and marcus came over too.
had durian wif them there.
then east coast walk wif Joleen,Marcus & SKY.
then acc Leonard to eat subway.
as he came to pass me thing(:
[thanks for e help,buying e memory card(:]
then HOME SWEET HOME.
shower.
watch TV.
use LAPPY till now.
alright,shall stop here.
nite or shall say morning ppl.LOL.
BYE~



会长大的幸福~
we chatted,like wat we use to be!?
*running away bring u no where!?



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:07 AM




Friday, June 12, 2009

Photo Of the Day~
Couple/Sibling/Classmate?!hahas...

Classmate!!!
WongYeokLing & Freddie Ng XinGuang!!!
ppl say we look like couple,LOL,but i think we look more like sibling lah.
young/small boy~
^^^hahahas^^^
*btw i kind of like tis pic lah(: "random".

alright was suppose to meet melvin for movie not fred.
but mel suddenly got thinks to setter.hope it all find and done now(:
so called fred!!!and YES he's FREE to go for movie(: heehee.
if not i'm gona be alone walking around like CRAZY women!!!hahas.
so i when to setter my thing first then meet him at cityhall.
meeted,toopix loh.we took so long to find each other in e control station.LOL.hahassssss.
[well waiting for him,i saw FAITH she's going off to work(:]
so walk over to marina sq GV.got e last pair of movie ticket,e first row first 2 sit.LOL.
"Ghost Of My GirlFriend Past"(: it's nice,sweet,touching?!hahahs...3/5 i'ii rate.

after movie,get e cake "strawberry sweet heart" and start
walking around to find present.nth caught our eye.dun noe wat to get.give up.LOL.
so waited for YaoHui to come at e station.
he came and fred when off.thanks for watching movie wif ME!!!hahahs...
i'll still box u even duo you are so so so good to ME,hahahs=P
then me & YH walk over to suntec IT fair to find PingHui.
while otw I SAW thengong!!!LOL
i didnt noe till he shouted my name.so damn long since i last SAW he lah.and finally!!!hahahs(:

oh man,so many ppl at e IT fair lah.but it's much better then e previous one.hahhas.
when in first thing saw COMPAQ.opps...Badboy!!!his's working for tat brand!!!LOL
start finding for Toshiba brand where PH is working for.
saw HER,hahahs.pass her e cake!!!she didn't know we going down to find her.i wanted to surprise her.
were she surprised i dun noe lah...hahas...anyway:
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY-GOH PING HUI<3
Meet up soon again(:
then walked over to COMPAQ,heehee.just to see see.hahahs.LOL
then walked around,HOME SWEET HOME(:
i say to him,'you got small eyes lah.
then he's trying to make his small eyes,BIG.
See my BIGBIG blueblack on my leg!!!):
dun noe where it come from oso...
tml gona go to my aunt stall to help out.
got to sleep alr,if not DIE.hahas.
NITENITE(:
get over and done with...
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Thursday, June 11, 2009

It needed to be complete~
w/o yOu my life got to go on...

Today had netball Carnival!!!
and we got CHAMPION!!!hahas(:
yeah yeah!!!well done to all e team tat play today!!!(:

before e netball Carnival had test FQC.i did my best to rmb but still i when soooo blank when i get e paper when i see e paper!!!"faint".argh~
then in between e game got pract test.
after tat when back for e game.
all e way till 6plus,it ended.

then headed to ahma place as i told her i'll be going down,
asked Jie to go back to see ahma as yah she's old alr and stuff.
so she was thinking and thinking and decided to go visit her.finally,after like 6 7yrs.ahma almost dun noe who she is.hahahs.
so had dinner tgt wif Jie & shiashia first then headed back to ahma house tgt.


reached,got e letter.yah it seem like tis time round they finally approve?!
but i got to keep going down to ICA to setter stuff.hope,pray tis time round i could get it.
if not tat it!!!~

it got so much to be done:
-Family
there's sis for me to takecare of.
there's thing in e house waiting for me to be done.
-School
it's my late yr,i wan to do my v best even duo i noe it maybe too late alr to put e GPA up.
-CCA(netball/track)
i love both,but i just got to think far.
tis 2 are sport tat i love,but there's more thing i got to do before it too late.
-PR thingy
got tat letter alr,pray hard it could be approve ASAP.
dun drag till next yr.
-i got to work to get my own income,even duo daddy didn't say anything.
but iam use not getting money from him since e day i work.
yah some time he will still give.but i know it hard for him to support we 3 and oso giving ahma money.he left not much.
i leant to earn my money to get wat i need wat i want.
sometime ppl just got to give up something to get something.true?!
i got to think now,give up or not give up~
to get or not to get....

yah,ppl may think we are only like 18 19 20yrs old.still young still teenager.
should just enjoy tis time,why care so much.
yah, as i say diff ppl had diff life~
*Complicated family back grond if u ppl understand.
e LOVE tat only mummy can give...
but still i iam Happy wif my life now i guess.(if only i have more time,if only i got my PR~)



later meeting Fad in school to pass her my note(:
can't wait to see her<3<3<3>
out tml!!!MOVIE time!!!

is always good to stay a distance away,not to get any closer~
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9:11 AM




Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Everyone has diff LIFE,good/bad we can't decide.So As I~


dun force anymore,it need time...
you wan something,you got to give up something too.
is time for me to decide now...
so much i got to do before it too late,before e time is up.

Nydia & Joell came all e way to my school to surprise me(for dun noe why) and to just pass me tis CHOCOLATE(:
THANKS~
my NEW toy!!!
Mr Nooses & Miss Chatterbox!!!
my classmate wif e fake tattoo!!!hahas...Ruddie~
ME & zeda(: too boring in lecture...my nose look Sooo BIG and look sooo fat!!!):
***FAD IS BACK~
LOVE LOVE<3
*maybe iam just nth to YOU,a passes by???a entertainer i guess...itfeeldiff~
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Sunday, June 07, 2009

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TRISHIA~

sat celebration wif cousin only.at KTV(:Bday Girl!!!TRISHIA~ ^^^e cousin and we 3!!!(: ^^^2nd part: today is e day!!!080609 12am!!!
Happy Birthday!!!

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Friday, June 05, 2009

060607 and now is alr 060609.
it has been 2yr mummy left us.
hope she's find and doing good in other part of wrold.
Mummy I LOVE YOU LOT(:
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Thanks(: for everything~^^^CHOCOLATE and JellyBelly!!!:D^^^^^^Red Camera!!! and nike bagpack(:^^^
thanks!!!2 thing to cancel away from my wish list:D hahas... ^^^all tat we got from HIM...^^^
^^^tis's cute mini camera!!!^^^
for tanya & trishia each got one(:
all thanks to Leonard(:
alright,tot will really stay at home e whole day and just rot!!!
but NO!!!atleast i went out for Dinner(:KFC,as shiashia wan it!!!hahas
Leonard came over to find me,pass us everything tat he bought for us from oversea.(which i forget where)LOL.
then waited for shiashia to reach home then headed out to expo to pass Tanya cloth as she's going to watch BARNEY!!!hahas...
then we headed to had our DINNER...my first meal of e day!!!LOL...
then HOME SWEET HOME!!!(:
-shower
-watched TV
-use lappy
-now listening to song & updating my blog.lol.
tml going down to bukit gomba stadium for e track event again,got to reach at 1pm.i think~
then back to katong mall for shiashai bday celebration.hope she will have FUN tml.
she's going to be 14yr old sooon.....in 2day time(monday) so fast,tis show tat i'm old alr.hahas...
Bless her in everything her PAT too!!!hahas...oppsssssss....=P stay strong ah girl BGR is not easy~
i'm in PAIN having CRAMP NOW!!!
till i can sleep)':
HELP!!!
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Thursday, June 04, 2009

AYG(: here i COME!!!lol

will be helping out in e Asian Youth Game tis yr(:
it's confirmed!!!if there's nth when wrong,heehee(:
from e 29 jun till 07 jun 9days(: $50-$60perday(:

i'm so borriinngg at HOME NOW.
didn't go out,didn't go to watch Movie just rotting at HOME wif SKY.
toopix toopix,stomach pain.... DaYiMa came LOL
and I'M HUNGRY now))):

alright,one more week to HOLIDAY!!!
I CAN'T WAIT!!!
oh,LENOARD is BACK!!!weewee(:
FAD is COMING BACK soon too(: LOVE LOVE~


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you say,you both were only close Friend~
LOL...silly~

alright,practical exam was argh...
just wish i could PASS(: but i guess it hard):
TML i got NO school,as there's no SW(: so i got a day off.
actually i dun have to attend SW oso.but it's fun to play soccer,badminton or any game wif my classmate(: hahas...

*Movie tml???maybe?!should be?!i think so?!LOL

today after practical exam,sian till i decided to had Trippe CHOCOLATE ice cream before i go home.heehee(: i need tat to bring myself back...hahahas=P

after which headed home,shower.when out again!!!headed to TM to meet my cousin wanted to watch movie but e show we wanted to watch dun have.
so went to MOS to had dinner first.then walked around.
went to Top Shop,e purple shoes i want dun have my size): too bad.
then went to check see any old movie we could watch BUT tanya is under AGE!!!hahas...
then too bad,hahas.
went to get tanya school shoes then to fair price bought chip bought CHOCOLATE then HOME SWEET HOME(:

i'm tired~
yousay:youbothwereonlyclosefriend~=whyshouldicare!?youasked:whereiselunchtatwepromissetohad~=oh,well.you still remember?!


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Wednesday, June 03, 2009

Is no longer e same as it use to be~

SICK!!!
Headache,fever on and off,whole boby aching~
it should be e BIG BIG HOT HOT SUN on sat&aun!!!

alright,had netball friendly ytd didn't.as i'm so dizzy,and cold at e wrong time~
after tat home sweet home.
shower,rested then SLEEP~
wake up at 9plus but drag till 11plus then get out of bed.
prepare headed to school,THEN practical was CANCEL!!!argh...
then went to tmp wif some of e class mate.as there i puma sale.LOL.
walked around didn't get anything,but saw tis shoe for TOPSHOP tat i kind of like it.
It PURPLE in colour!!!(: those light purple...think i'll go get it someday~hahas.
money money COME COME!!!PLSsssssssssssssssssss...

Holiday is coming-will be working,traning 3time a week.
i dun noe how ami going to...shall see how then~
i wanna go singK,go Marina Barrage go alot alot of place.
but i guess i dun have e time to.




-I miss e pass where we hangout tgt and do all Toopix thing.
If only u ppl still remember it~
*if i could decide...thing could end up so long and is still e same...
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