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Thursday, March 27, 2008

haiz...

26/03/2008
firstly
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR YAO HUI!!!(:,u'r 18 le...hohoho...=P
(i still got like 5mth...-.-hahas....)

left home in e morning 7.30 head-ed to yishun to open shop...
hmm,almost 2 mth i didn't step in tat shop le...so do thing abit slow...hahas...
so,work-ed till 5.30pm alone...

Thanks to GF,she came to pei mii(: around 1plus all e way till 3plus...
had donuts(: for lunch,then meet-ed trishia&tanya for dinner

hmm...didn't eat much only chicken wings...
then now I'M HUNGRY!!!): feel like eating donuts eating chocolate(:
but my throat is like better now le,wat if i eat le become worse???hmm
I'M HUNGRY lah!!!):

i'm v itchy too!!!my back my face!!!e skin is coming out!!!so ugly!!!
i just can't stop scratching it...):
and and and i dun like taking bus home!!!
e feeling of vomiting is so bad...car sick???
but sometime is becos of e bus driver loh...argh...

oya,i'm going back on friday instead of later[thur]...(:

okei,will end here le...
Good nite,
chocolate dreamzzzzz....(:




mood was bad,really bad!!!
on e way home,tears dropped i just couldn't control anymore...
i dun like e feeling been shouted for...
in ur eye,i noe,i'm always doing things wrongly...



***ps:(:
nomatterwat,ihavetrustinyOu...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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2:21 AM




Tuesday, March 25, 2008

wat a "good day" lol...

wake up by a call then 12plus head-ed down to pick tanya up from her school(OPSS)...she is sick not feeling tat well...cab-ed to yishun polyclinic, but e system was down!!! got to wait for like 2-3 hr...so bus-ed back home...then bring her to e near by clinic...doctor say she had stomach flu/ stomachful...after tat send her home,then head-ed to bugis to meet trishia...she's e blu one lah...forget to bring her phone back ytd...so reach-ed bugis,then it started to rain!!! sian!stay-ed at my aunt shop till 8 plus...

PIC(:


tat chocolate from LR(:





we play tis ^^^Chelsea(mii&tanya) Vs Manchester United(dad&trishia)
we lose...0/6...): tat's bad!!!


NYJ^^^(: i still look e same...right???...lol
dun have e mood to type...
going back in 2days time...
sorry,N&J...i feel bad...

***PS- ):
receive e letter from ICA le, saying tat
my appeal for PR is not been successful.
expect-ed...haix..
dun ask mii how.
cos,i have no ideal...
instead,can anyone tell mii???
i did more then wat a sis should do,wat more do u ppl still wan???
just feel like crying & shouting out loud!!!....



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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2:20 AM




Sunday, March 23, 2008

RED RED LOBSTER(:

hahas...shall start from...
Friday
21/03/08

was planed to watch movie de...but end up in K-box(:hahas...
we were damn HIGH lah...jumping & shouting like mad...lol(:
till my throat become worse...):

after k-box took neo-print(:
and bought chocolate from heren...
6 for like $11plus..is ex but nice(:
walk-ed around then walk-ed to lucky plaza for dinner...
after tat home sweet home(:

Saturday
22/03/08
was today(:


so meet-ed them[Dia,GF & my cousin] 9.45am at HBF...
but drag-ed till 11 plus then reach sentosa...hahas cos long story...nvm...lol
so sun tan-ed at palawan...
thanks god for e nice weather!!!(:
we did alot alot of funny & toopix things there hahas...i'm just lazy to type it out...(:
we took lot of photo too(((:
but can't up load it now cos my card reader can't work!!! angry!!!hmm...
we stay till 2 plus 3 jiu go bath le...cos e weather start to change...
after tat head-ed to vivo for lunch cum dinner!!!hahas...
then slacked around taking photos,went coffee bean too...
had "white chocolate dream" (((: nice nice!!!i luv it...hahas
slaced at coffee bean then jiu home sweet home(:

now e way home i bought DONUTS!!! was nt from donut factor...
was from"donut donut"a shop near bedok interchange...
e donut there nt bad,but donut factor better(:

i'm too fair,tis is wat ppl always say...
now i'm tan-ed,and i like e colour i have now...
hmm,but i think my skin will drop of 2day later then will become white-fair again...hahas...
woow,my back, my face is so red now!!!
i can feel e heat too...hahas...
i'm a half cook Red LOBSTER!!!
Dia is blackly!!!hahas
GF is hmm,Black-cow...wahahas...
then my cousin is tan-ed giraffe!!!
so funny lah!!!hahahahs...

oya oya,today (22/03) is oso one of my aunt BDay hahas...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!(: luv yah...hahas(:


): i'm broke!!! i'm jobless too...
i wan to buy jacket!!!
i wan tat NUB tang-top...
i wan i wan...
i wan a job too):
can i?




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i'm now addicted to tis song(:
亲爱的,那不是爱情
张韶涵

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明




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okie,will end here le...(wat a long post...lol)
i'm tired,but not sleeppy yet...hahas will c wat i should do next...
hmm...maybe...east coast tml morning as in later...?
tata!!!,good nite(: chocolate dreamzzz...(:
***tanya,sorry i dun mean to shout at u...):
SORRY!!!
PS:(: willitcontinueandlast...




YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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12:40 AM




Friday, March 21, 2008

tearing...):
-how come...???sob...
time for check-up...

[20/03]
rot at home e whole day...
did nth but watch TV...
lol(:

movie tml(:
wif my beloved cousin & nydia lim(:
hmm...i wanna watch step up 2,but my couisn watch le...
so now thinking of wat movie we should watch...
-sky of love
-Rule#1
-10,000BC
hmm....


my throat feel better le(:
hmm...who say sore throat can't eat chocolate i eat okie...
i dun care...
i'm addicted to Dars-bitter dark chocolate, nice nice(:




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Never Thought
by Phath


never thought that i could be
loved by someone like you
always thought that i would be
with someone beside you
i will always treat you right
hold you close right here by my side
i will never let you go
cause you are the one for me

every night i pray
every day i think of what to say
but if you only knew that im here for you
you wouldn't wait this long to be here with me

ima fly to the moon up high
grab a star write your name inside
tell the world that you are mine
hold you close to the end of time
your the treassre i've been searching for
a pretty girl that i adore
i dont ever wanna let you go
stay whit me and our love will grow

never been so happy
to be alive in this world
and i feel so lucky
to have you as my girl
these feelings im feeling
hopefully im not dreaming
please tell me how you feel and kiss me in between it

every night i pray
every day i think of what to say
but if you only knew that im here for you
you wouldn't wait this long to be here with me

ohhh oh oh ohhh oh ohhhh..hmmm

ima fly to the moon up high
grab a star write your name inside
tell the world that you are mine
hold you close to the end of time
your the treasure i've been searching for
a pretty girl that i adore
i dont ever wanna let you go
stay whit me and our love will grow

never thoguht that i could be
the one that makes you smile
never thought you would be the one who would drive me wild
never been in love like this
never cared for someone else
only wanted you to kiss me whenever there is timeeeeeee

ima fly to the moon up high
grab a star write your name inside
tell the world that you are mine
hold you close to the end of time
your the treassre i've been searching for
a pretty girl that i adore
i dont ever wanna let you go
stay whit me and our love will grow (x2)


as long,as everyone is happy...
[i'm okie, i'm okie tis is wat i alwalys like to say...
but mi reaaly OKIE???]
noone noe...argh...
*saysomethinkwillu...
*chocolate is always my best fried(:
it help to heal e pain...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:40 AM




Thursday, March 20, 2008

Mydreamguy...lol
hahas...(:
kim jeong hoon(:
wu zun(:
i really got nth better to do loh...
time now is going to 2.35am le...
i'm still sitting in front of my lappy...
doing nth...
sign...):
***sentosa on sat???
anyone wanna join us[e NYJ]???(:
-pray for good weather(: pls dun rain...


it stop-ed at e num 300...argh!!!
going crazy soon....
i must stop all those toopix thinking...
and continue wat i'm suppose to do now...
[o LORD,i pray...]



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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2:40 AM




Wednesday, March 19, 2008

My throat still hurt!!!):
*i'm hungry!!!

went back school[bishan]to take my cert...
then had lunch outside wif PH & HX,
head-ed home about 4...
walked in e rain....back home...
wait-ed for my sis to come home...
then had our dinner outsied...


i'm angry wif myself!!!argh....kill mii can!!!
i'm trying to control my temper...but!!!argh...
some time she is juxt too much!!!too much okie!!!
[i'm nt in a gd mood noe just feel like eating chocolate!!!argh...,i dun care!!!]
[mummy,'bday'in 15more min...haiz...): i miss her so much...]
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- Breatheless -
by Shayne Ward


If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless


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bring my mood back pls...
chocolate!!!chocolate!!!

PS:[i'm worrie about my pass thingy...how???]




YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:45 AM





My throat is killing mii...):
i should not have take LJS for dinner...)':


-18/03[tue]
went out e whole day...
11.30am bus-ed to sembawang to meet nydai,then train-ed
to RP as she need to buy notebook-laptop for her school use...
stay-ed there till 3 plus 4,to setter her install of RP program...^^
then head-ed down to suntec to change my phone case to BLACK...(:
-thannk kor kor...(:
walk-ed to MS,had dinner there too,stay-ed till 7plus then head-ed home...

reach-ed home i'm like half died...lol...
erm,now everyone in my house is all aslp,but my ah ma is still not home yet...hmm...
she must be play mahjong again...hahas...
so i'm goner wait for her...yup yup!!! lol...

okie,will end here le...
Good Nite,chocolate dream...(:
bye bye~~~

***i'm broke!!!i need a job!!!
to pay my school fee & my expense...




i wonder...
uOyssimi,???uOyod



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:01 AM




Monday, March 17, 2008

BACK!!!from LTC/LDC/RTC...

it went smoothly i think...
after all a wonderful camp ba(:
nth much to say!
but
TRIED!!!
Thanks GOD for giving us e power to keep going on...(:
[ pray tat 6 of our P8 girls will stay wif us for e rest of their sec school life...pray for more girls to join us too(: ]

so yup,break camp went Mac for lunch then meet-ed LR there as he say too long nv c mii le...
die die oso wanna meet...lol...but didn't tok much as i'm tired already...
then train-ed tgt as he is going to work oso...
oyah...thank for e Box of 'Sins' chocolate...
so nice of u...hahas(:
but i can't eat now having sore throat...

didn't go anywhere today...
was lazy & tired too...
stay-ed at home to pack e room...
tat all for today...
bye bye~~~





i'm trying not to care wat other think/say but wat u ppl say & do is just so diff...
is tis wat ppl say living wif 2 faces...


i'm trying really hard not to think,not to see those pass msg...
but i can't...
all i have is only those msg...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:54 PM




Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Is nt because of anyone...but "GOD"...

*time now:2.42am-i'm still awake...lol...

i'm back here after one week in malaysia!!!
hahas...finally...(:

hmm...nth much to post about wat i did over there...
but e weather is nt tat good i think...
keep raining since e first day i went over, it make mii so sick!
so for e pass few days i'm like having flu, fever (on & off in e nite)
cum sore throat i have no ideal y oso...
plus my back in still aching like pass...
then sometime i just can't breath normally,is like i have hard time breathing...
even went i'm walking...
wanna go for check up de went i'm over there but there's no one free to bring mii...
only my grandpa...he is old le so i dun wanna 'ma fan' he too much...
(i'm oso scare,scare if really there's some wrong how...it keep mii thinking...)

but well, staying there make mii feel more Independence...
by doing thing all by myself...without my sis...):
hahas...

so i'm going back again,e date i'm still nt sure yet should be 24 march on monday ba...will c how and update again...(:

oya,camp are coming,tis friday(:
let's pray for good weather!!!



time fly fast...mummy bday coming le... (in just 8 more days...)
): haix...she have left as for like 8mth plus le...
sometime ppl still do ask mii things about mummy,
i'm nt sad or wat to tell/say but i just dun wanna/feel like saying it anymore...
ppl ask-"so u are e last one who saw ur mummy huh?'
-"did she say anythings to u or wat?"
-"wat really happen to her?"/"how it happen?"/"where it happen?"
argh!!! i just dun like all those qns...
i have being ans it for dun noe how thousands many times le...
(sometime i still can't accept it...)
-some time i just wish i can find/noe who is my real father...





*Talent is GOD gift and no one can abuse it.
Having the right attitude plays a big part and it's the one think that lets us go the distance...
***agree???hahas...


no one will noe wat will happen next...
*ps:i'm trying to control myself for nth thinking...
it's really take time...




YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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2:51 AM




Wednesday, March 05, 2008

okie a last post before i go back to malaysia...
sad huh...):
hmm...staying there for 1 week again i think...
hopefully i can come back before RTC/LTC to help my bf & dia...
i noe they are oso stress,tired wif they work, school work & many many more..."sorry):"
argh,wat to do...i can tell u, i'm really nt use to stay in malaysia...really!!!
staying there is good cos i dun have to do anythings as my grandfather will do everything for mii so even i wan to do he will always say no no leave it to mii...if not he will angry...lol...
but by doing nth & just eat ,watch my tv & slp & eat ,watch my tv & slp i will growth fatter & fatter loh....die die die...

Mummy[jia ying] is back...(: ,meeted for dinner ytd...she is still e same didn't changer much...hahas...

hmm...weather has being so cold for e pass few days...
my left brain keep giving my problem...it hurt some time i have no ideal y...
like kanna hit by something damn pain...

erm,time now is 1.50am...
early???to mii only...hahas...
okie i have nth much to post le...will post more when i'm back...



'hate that i love you'


mi tat toopix???hiax...
where have my mood gone to ???):
lalalalalala.....boring....
*pm:
as a friend,
i so wish to ,i so wish i can but it seem so impossible...
nth would change...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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2:05 AM