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Thursday, November 30, 2006

erm okk..im back to post le i have nt been posting for 4 days le cos im tired n oso lazy to post...hahas...nth much happen tis few day...im working everyday...=( n ya ytd mii n nydia told boss tat we work till end of dec jiu dun wan work le...i told her i really v tired lo n everytime i have to work 6 to 11.30 n have to do closing...argh i dun like closing la....i wann work 1 to 6 they dun let...so nvm lo i dun wan work le...then nydia say school wan to open le so she gt to study so dun wan work lei...but still will miss them la haiz...bo bian really v tired n sian working there lei...so i make up my mind to tell them i dun wan work le...n is like every 1 leaving lo shi jie oso tell boss tat she work till end of dec only...haiz...dun noe la....

argh toopix la i can't post e pic i took a few week ago...=(nvm will post it next time....


Leaving Only Memories, wat is happening now???
hu can tell mii???argh im tired to care le....=(
now i found out tat my heart for you is true.
n i will love you till the end of time....
but will yOu???i dun noe...
dun yOu noe sometime i really wanna tell yOu how much i care 4 yOu...
how much i love yOu..but i jux can't...=(
wat i can do now is only WAIT...
n i will wait till e time come...[2years]
I WILL!!!!




i gtg nth to post le so i will end here le...oya i will be leaving on sunday morning to malaysia then to KL...erm will be back by e 8 or 9 dec ba...now i gtg n pack my thing le...nite nite..tc!!!=)



uuoyssiimi!!!=(
only yOu can stop e rain tonite...
yes only yOu...




"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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11:10 AM




Monday, November 27, 2006

argh!!!my skin drop le n sososo pain...=( bo bian gt to ren a few days...erm when service 2day wif nydia mel n my sis=)...then after service gt photo taking thingy then lunch then we oso had netball too...im in e church team...=)FUN!!! we play till 2.30 call boss say we will be later about 3.30 then will reach...then leave e church at 3++cos we working at 3.30 n u noe wat we r late we reach there is aready 3.40 but nvm la actually we work at 4 de then they changr to 3..hahas so we late she oso gt nth to say...after tat mis eunice sms us say e church team win...wow...hahas...

yaya...ytd was nydia Birthday...soso HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear...hahas...i love u...=P...muacks muacks...=)

now im so tired slp 3.30am ytd then wake up at 9.15am...=( then jux now end work at 11.40 we[melvin ,theng ong n mydia] took MRT hm to smb to help nydia to celebrate her bdae.haha.then reach hm about 12.45 ba???so now posting n chatting wif theng ong=)...

saw him 2day=) as in ytd...but did nt really tok...=(
cos is like every1 is looking n e hu is oso like looking at us
so did really wanna tok to him...
he try to tok to mii but i act like i nv hear then nydia jiu ans him lo...hahas....
argh!!!fann la...dun noe wat is happening la...
where is him???hu is he???argh!!!i dun noe...
im scare wat if i put all e hope onto u n u jus let go...
how mi going to live...without u???
i dun wan empty hope again n again...pls im really scared le...
one by one of u coming into my life n leave mii all alone...
wat is tis...if yOu dun love me or is jus some puppy love pls dun come in my live n make mii rmb u n think of u...seriously if they really get back tgt i will really be happy n oso sad la...happy cos they r happy..she is happy he is happy...sad cos i have lost e man of my dream...but i will still BLESS them...nomatter wat happen to HIM or SHE...
so now..."You Walk Your Path And I'll Walk Mine"....
if we gt e fate then we will meet again ba...




i gtg so slp le...really tired le n oso gt nth to post le so gd nite...tc..=)
[off to my sweet lala dream land]=)
theng one-tc ar...rest more...=)...




where is e man of mii dream???
iimissyOou...=(
iwilloveutillyOusayyOudunlovemiianymore...


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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3:10 AM




Sunday, November 26, 2006

im back from work le...im tired n still red like a lobster....hahas...v pain lo...=(...

haiz...feel so toopix...dun noe why...argh!!! im nt ur wat lo...u wan mii to call i must call ar...then u dun need mii jiu 4get mii take mii as in i die le...argh!!!toopix...
hu will be there 4 mii??? i dun think u r e one??? u dun seen to care 4 mii le...now u r wat u r n im wat im...we r like a normal ppl hu dun really noe each other....haiz....
i need 2year...pls jux give mii e 2 year ba...can u???why thinking happen like tis??wat i wan is to be a happy ger hu have no problem to care...argh!!!now i feel wired...dun noe why...gt some think wan say but will nt say it out here till i noe wat is happeing...

nydia really got her everlast jacket...i oso wan tat everlast jacket...=( now looking for sponsors... anyone wanna sponsor me???HAHA!!!

erm im tired le...nth to post le...tml still gt to work...sleeping soon..nite nite...tc ppl...
theng ong-tc wor...sick lei must rest more...!!!ok?...GOD BLESS!!!
[off to my sweet dream lala land]=)


iimiisyoouu...
doyoumissmii???



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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2:50 PM




Saturday, November 25, 2006

im back from my chalet...erm it was really FUN staying in a hut...hahas...now im totally tann n become a RED LOBSTER...as was they say...

first day of chalet...22/11
i slp only like 4am in e monring....n wake up at 6.30am...erm was qiute early la..hahas...then meet nydia at about 7.30am...reach vivo at 8.45...walked around 4 food..hahas..then when sentosa at 10...reach there we stay tanning..hahas...but too early la e sun nt tat strong so we play-ed in e sea water then after a few min i feel something is biting mii n like so painful but i nv eally care la still stay in e water till like erm...3?? call e rest they say they r reaching so we packed n when to meet them to book in...ya!!!..after we book in then it start to rain =(...so we gt like nth to do so we jux stay around our chatlet place to slack n chat chat...then 4 mii n nydia we went to bath cos we when tanning jus now...then till like 5++ when 4 dinner at palawan beach...then oso tool alot of pic there...ya we oso went to e bridge there...was quite fun there la...have being a long time i nv been there le...hahas...n e wind there was really cold n great hahas...=)...then they went to 7-11 to buy tidbits then sit outside coffee bean to caht chat...after tat when back to our hut...did nt do much thinks la...jux walk around n slack lo...then some went to slp first...ya...

2nd day of chalet...23/11
mii n nydia did nt really slp cos r hut was like really really small so we did nt go back to e hut...we slacked at e chatlet place n online watch tv till like 6++..we went in to e hut to wake miss eunice up cos she gt work...then went back tat place again till like 7++...went back all like wake up le...then mii n nydia was tired so in our turn to slp...erm i think they went to tan n had they'r breakfast n when to play e skyride and the luge thingy ba...mum[miss jia ying] came in to wake as up at 12++....then we took a few pic be4 jocex, jolene, mel n cherx go back...after taking e pic only leave mum[miss jia ying] ,nydia n mii...so we went walking around e beach n look pic till like 2++ we went 4 lunch at subway...then we oso went 4 e skyride and the luge thingy....mun[miss jia ying] she pei us till like 4++ then she gtg hm le cos e next day she gt camp[yc]...so now only leave mii n nydia...=(..we went to e beach to tan again but e sun was nt tat strong lei cos was like 5 le n oso look like it going to rain any time...we had tidbits 4 our dinner...then we watch tv use com till 8pm then we went to e musical fountain walk walk n watch e show...then 10 we walk back to e chatlet slcak n watch tv talk on e phone till 2.30 we went back to our hut to slp...

last day of e chatlet...24/11 (today)
wake up at 8am when melvin call...cos they came n find us...erm actually we r e 1 should give them monring call de hahas...we change n wash up then went to e beach to play...then book out...when to subway again to eat...then when vivo n walked e whold vivo like mad ppl...n they keep call mii "LOBSTER" argh...!!!nvm...then walked till 4++ nydia friend came to meet her so we [mii ,melvin n theng ong] when back to smb...reached smb at 6++ ba...then they pei mii walk hm...thank!!!=)...


then now im here posting...i dam red lo...n feel so pain...my face look like im drank...hahas...
erm i think i should stop here le...i really tired le n tml still gt work...=(...Oya..i will post e pic next time when mum send it to mii...
ok bye bye tc...
[off to my sweet lala dream land...]=P...LOVE YOU!!!


theng ong- aiYo u r sick le...must tc wor...drink more water ok??...GOD BLESS...



iimiissyouu...
howrRyouunow???

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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1:15 AM




Thursday, November 23, 2006

erm...haha...i'm still at sentosa costa sands resort!!! n here had a free com to use hahas...so good n FUN...but all of them have gone back le now only leave mii n nydia =(...now we r really sian lo got nth to do....haiz...argh!! my back was like dam pain n red now...hahas...erm i thing i will post went i get hm ba....=) oya...i oso gt aot of pic to post too...hahas=)c ya...



iimissyouu...
[wu kei jiu yao]


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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7:40 AM




Wednesday, November 22, 2006






im back....erm ya..to si...sorry ar nv pei u all go play...=(
went IKEA wif nydai at about 3++...buy our think then wanna go back yishun watch step up de but e rain dam big lo...then we r rush 4 time oso...e show start at 7...but is alrealy 6.20 we r still there lo...so we was like OMG... no time le...=(...so we change place went lot 1 to watch...then call theng ong to come over hahas..since e show start at 7.30...=)...
e show was really nice n HOT!!! hahas...then after tat when take neo-print....=) jiu when hm le...i reach hm at about 10.45...then now im packing thing 4 tml as in 2day CHALET...hahas...so won't be posting 4 tis few days...till friday ba...ya...


ok now my mood was nt good, cos of my papa again...i really dun noe how to say him lo..argh...toopix...haiz...


now i noe even yOu dun understan mii...haiz...

argh...wat can o do now???=(



now i gtg rest le..nite nite...tc wor..heeheh..dun miss mii...hahas..jkjk...=)
[off to my sweetlaladreamland]


iimiissyoouu...=)
do u noe???



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

IM SICK!!!...=(...argh...i walked in e rain when i went to work...now feel dam cold n having headache , flu n abit of fever...=(...nvm tml nt working...can rest...erm ya going out to celebrate ying si bDAY n oso going to watch STEP UP wif nydia n theng ong at nite...

nydia will be very happy when she gt her bDay present ba...mei xiang jux call mii n ask mii wat type of jacket she wan...er mei xiang n her group of friend maybe will buy tat everlast jacket 4 her ba...gd lo she gt her's....i oso wan but no $$...=( argh...($99)...now looking for sponsors... anyone wanna sponsor me???HAHA!!! tell mii if u wanna sponsor mii ok!!!....HEHEE....jkjk...=X


u give mii tat feeling tat u r still wif mii
but u oso give mii tat feeling tat u r nt wif mii le...
argh!!! do u noe u make mii v fann n toopix...
can u pls tell mii wat u r thinking so tat i can dun think so much...
now i really dun noe wat u r up to...really i dun noe!!!
we chating jus now...n u say to mii n u give mii e care n e word like b4...
argh!!!...y...wat happen???
your everything keep flowing through in my mind...
really make mii feel like crying...i noe i was wrong to be like tis...
but i jux can't stand strong...
i noe i was wrong by falling in love wif yOu but something jux somehow put us tgt...
but now wat happen again was tat feeling was wrong maybe tat time u jux got a later feeling 4 mii but nt now...now im e 1 hu is puting on tat feeling...argh...im going MAD...dun u noe???

i gt nth to say lei...so will stop here...im tired le....will try to slp now lei...nite nite...tc...
[off to my sweet lala dream land]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR WONG YING SI...
all e best wor...love u alway...=)

[your everything keep flowing through in my mind...]
[wu kei yao]
-waiting...


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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3:40 AM




Monday, November 20, 2006

boo..im back le...woow was quite happy 2day=)heehe...i wake up dam late 2day at about 3+ i think...i really dun noe i slp till so late lo...erm 2day at work place gt a guy v e fann lo...ytd he came wif a group of his friend a buy 2 cup of drink then he ask mii how old mi so i told him lo..then i jiu walk away le...nv care him...then he came again 2day,argh saw he jiu sian but no choice still gt to serve him...erm his friend order a dirnk...after i take his order i when to e back n asked nydai to pass he e drink after she make so nydai asked mii y...i told her cos i dun really like to serve tat guy so she help mii to sever him...after tat i jiu when back to cook le...o my god he came back again...he ask mii 4 number...ofcos i nv give la...but he v fann lo...keep ask mii y dun wanna give say jux wanna be friend wat...argh!!! then nydia hear she came out looked at him then he walk way...heng ar...but after a few min he came back again...say give la...y dun wan...i was like argh go alway la...i told him sorry i really dun wan...then he walk alway when he saw nydia i dun noe y??? may be he scared of nydia ba hahas...ok then...i when inside doing my things then nydia was standing infornt to help mii serve ppl...then e guy came n ask nydia : ur friend really dun wanna give ar??? nydia reply:ya... tat guy: y?? nydia reply:erm...u really wan ar??? tat guy:ya... nydia: ok! 999 wat anot.... tat guy still can say i dun wan...o my god toopix lo...then nydia say dun wan ar then jiu go away la....then he jiu walked away...
tat guy was really fann n toopix lo...

erm...then i think nth much happen 2day le...ya we rush 4 last train again... =( was dam tired lo every time gt to rush 4 e last train...now my hand quite pain i kanna cut ytd i think...=(
i can't slp again...now chating wif theng ong=)....he oso can't slp i think???hahas...dam sian...haiz...will end here le n will try yo go to slp...bye bye..tc...nite...




days had passed
hours had sliped away
every second seems like an agony for me
since the day you left.
your face
your smile
your care
your everything
keep flowing through in my mind.
i think of
the moments we shared
the days we spent together
the sweet memories we had.
i wish we can be like before
i will be waiting for you
right here waiting for you.


i was really happy when i saw u...
but u jux give mii a face tat u dun really care an more...
haiz...i really dun noe wat im thinking lo....
jux feel so alone now...feel like crying...=(
u r no longer ther wif mii le...
now hu will still care if i crying
hu will care if im sick, hu will care if im hurt...
no 1 will...

i'm thinking of you day and night even
though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you every day?
do you even know how much i miss you?
i wish you knew...
[wu kei jiu yao]
im waiting...

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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3:30 AM




Sunday, November 19, 2006

erm...ok...im back le....im really tired now...wake up at 8++ on myself...dun noe y???then wanna go back to slp de but can't,so i stay in my bed till 9++ then when to wake up , watch tv...call nydia n meet her at 10.45 outside Mac...2days cell group was fun n i leant quit alot oso...yup...
after cell group pei them go eat...then we [mii n nydia]went back to school, wanna play netball be but jux only 2 of us so nt playing le...=(stay in school till 3++...when s.p...we was like dam tired lo....went walking around like toopix ppl...cos we gt nth to do n we r waiting 4 time to fly cps we r working at 6...hais...then went Mac sit sit saw jin jie...he was GOOD he pei us till 5???then he went to my laopa[tony]house...=)...he v wat de lo..make mii laught le cry...then say i siao...but was fun la...he keep saying toopix thing to make mii smile...hahas..thanks...

erm maybe nt going to k-box on 21 le...cos all nt going only mii n nydia...diana nt sure???
so if nv go mii n nydia will go watch STEP UP!!! go town walk walk n ton outside...yup...

i gt tis funny feeling, is this true??? i dun noe???
had a dream ytd make mii quit worry n scared...
im happy if they r really back tgt...but in e other hand im so sad... [to loss him]
argh!!!dun noe la...i can't face her...i feel im e 1 hu cause all tis to happen...
*have i let go n let GOD???...i dun think i have...
i need more time...PLS give mii time...
will yOu???
i sunddenly miss yOu so much...
y???y???y???tell mii y???
im toopix...tell mii wat to do???

i gt nth to do so when around n saw tis so i do lo...
here it goes...

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like today?
-yes...
2. Realize anything new?
-erm...no
3. Talk to an ex?
-NO
4. Miss someone?
-ya...him???

LAST PERSON WHO...
1. Slept in your bed?
-my sis??
2. Saw you cry?
-my sis??my mum???
3. You went to the town with?
-nydia=)
4. Went to the mall with you?
-???
5. That made you laugh?
-nydia=)
6. Said they loved you?
-li han ba...saw her jux now b4 i go work...
7. Called you in the middle of the night?
-nydia=X
8. Do you have a crush on someone?
erm...gt ba???

JUST PLAIN QUESTIONS
1. What book are you reading now?
-bible??
2. Best feeling in the world?
-when i fall 4 him,when he tok to mii...when he smile to mii...
3. Favourite location?
-???
4. Piercings/Tattoos?
-piercings...
5. What are you most scared of right now?
-tat funny feeling to become true , GHOST ,to be alone =(
6.Where do you want to get married?
-dun really plan to married...
7. Who do you hate?
-my self!!!!
8. Does anyone hate you?
-erm...how i noe...yes ba???
9. Do you like being around people?
-yes=)
10. Have you cried?
-yes...of cos...
11. Are you lonely right now?
-yes=(
12. Song stuck in your head right now?
-yes...[wu kei jiu yao]
13. Been on radio/TV?
-erm...nope
14. Ever liked someone, but you think they never noticed you?
-yes...
15. Ever like someone who treated you like crap?
-yes ba???
16. How many beds did you lay in yesterday?
-2
17. What colour shirt are you wearing?
-pink
18. Name three things that you do every day.
-slp,online,eat
19. How much cash do you have on you right now?
-erm $40++ ba...
20. When was the last time you saw your dad?
-1 hours ago...
21. Who got you to join myspace/friendster?
-4 get lei...
22. What did you have for dinner last night?
-i nv eat dinner...
23. What website do you visit the most?
-friendster n blogger...
24. Do you have plants in your room?
-nope...
25. Are you hurting?
-erm...hope nt,,,
26. Where was your last car ride?
-ytd de ytd ba???when my boss send mii hm...
27. What's your favourite starbucks drink?
-dun really gt any favourite drink...

ask your friends that i want them to do!
-theng ong
-ping hui
erm any1 hu is free lo....

ok im done...gtg rest le...having headache now..bye bye...tc...
[off to my sweet lalal dream land]

[wu kei jiu yao]
hu will be by my side again???
hu will an wei wo???
hu will pei wo???


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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3:30 AM




Saturday, November 18, 2006

wow....back!!! erm 2day ar???nth really happen la...when meet nydia then went to work 2gether lo...then 2day was quit alot of ppl dun noe y, they like never eat be4 like tat keep buying n buying...argh!!! they buy i jiu must cook...=( tired lei...then always kanna burn by e oill...pain lo u noe???..hais...
i wanna go slp le...but can't lei...my mind wanna rest but my eye dun wan...argh...siao le la...
oya tml gt cell group in e moning 11 at MOS... aiYo i scared i can't wake up lei...now a days i always slp till 12++ de...hais...=( dun noe y i now feel so xin fann....every1 ask mii y???cos of him ar??? aiYo u all ask mii ,i oso dun noe lei....how hu can tell mii???haiz i DUN NOE LA...!!!=(....
im thinking wat if tml nv come wat will happen???
erm then wat if i suddenly die, hu will be sad??? hu will cry???
hu will miss mii???hu hu hu???
hais...=(...im toopix la...dun care mii...argh!!!
im going MAD!!!
[wu kei jiu yao]

*theng ong-dun fann le...jux tell her tat u need more time n how u feel lo...i think she will understand de...dun think too much le...tc=)...

i will stop here le...gt nth to say le...hais...bye bye
*having flu now...=(

when it all comes to an end,
will yOu be there holding my hand
n say yOu will never leave mii???



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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3:40 AM




Friday, November 17, 2006

FUN!!!!=)...im off 2day...i when out at 3.15 to meet nydia n mum...actually should be meeting at 2.30 de...cos mum(liss jia ying)she gt think to do so we meet-ed later lo...we when gym first then meet mis eunice at causeway at 7++ for dinner n moive...erm but be4 we meet her we when walking around n planing wat to buy n make 4 her cos all of as r graduateing le so wanna give her something...erm we two gt some idea le now jux wanna noe how e other p3 ppl think...yup...then we meet her le we when swensen's 4 dinner...=) after tat went to take neo-print...then rush to yishun 4 our show cos start at about 9.20???...we watched e show call The Guardian...erm was nice n quit sad la cos e last part e coast guard die =(...kei lian lo...
i gt a short videos of e show from youtube=)...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WCKrwtslrqM

erm reached home at 12++am...then now was quit tired le la...was out like 4 e half day le...
hehe...gt quit alot of pic we took 2day wil up load when mum(jia ying) sent mii...=)

i like a song from tat show call -Never Let Go sing by Bryan Adams

Lyrics

Can you lay your life down, so a stranger can live?
Can you take what you need, but take less than you give?
Could you close every day, without the glory and fame?
Could you hold your head high, when no-one knows your name?
That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say.

We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, 'coz you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.

Can you lose everything, you ever had planned?
Can you sit down again, and play another hand?
Could you risk everything, for the chance of being alone?
Under pressure find the grace, or would you come undone?
That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say

We say goodbye, but never let go.We live, we die, 'coz you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down, and never let go.

Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.

We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, 'but you can't save every soul.

Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.

erm hu gt tis song i wan..send mii???=)

FUN!!! HAPPY!!! 3 more days to my chatlet=)...
now i nedd to go slp le...bye bye ppl nite nite..tc=)


Everything I do - I do it for yOu ...
always waiting...

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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3:50 AM




Wednesday, November 15, 2006

erm im back from work le...quite tired n im having headache will im working jux now...cos outside of my shop there is ppl selling thoes VCD n DVD then they play the soung till SO loud n nt only one player is playing lo gt 2 or 3 is playing at e same time lo...argh...=(



haiz...fann fann so fann....toopix...wat can i do la...dun take oso kanna kp...
argh!!!! dun know wat to do la...everything keep on going round my mind make mii sososo fann, headache n can't slp...argh!!!im jux a 16yrs old ger wat else can i do la...i have do all my best to help le then now u keep tell mii u short of money...u tis u tat...argh!!!TOOPIX!!!! then do u think of how i feel???do u noe how tired im???working 6days per week...do u noe when im sick???do u noe wat im up too???do u noe wat i really wan???u DON'T!!!...u will jux say"try to work as much as u can...cos tis month im short of money" wt*...every time i work i like get nth de lo...last month my pay was $521 he took $250 mum only take $50 then i give grandma $100...i jiu left wif $121...then i still bring my sis go out...then i oso gt went shopping wif nydia...now left wif $30++ ba....then wat now???he told mii he no money le...haiz...wan mii to take from my boss first...i dun like lo...he is always like tat....i jux HATE it...TOOPIX!!!!



tml im off n nydia oso off ...so we r going out to meet mum(miss jia ying) n miss eunice....
meeting mum at 2.30 then will be meeting miss eunice at 6++ 4 dinner n movie i think...
erm...now wanna go rest le...still having flu...bye bye ppl...nite nite...


huwillbehere4miiagain???
ihopewasyOu...
waiting...
its only a matter of time,before we meet again...

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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im BACK to post le...haiz cos my laptop spoiled then must bring 4 repair so till now then hao...=(
i oso dun really know wat happen la...but nvm le now hao le must take good care of it hahas...
erm nth really happen tis few days...jux tat im still having flu n keep having headache....
n was quite sad no mood tis few days...then keep can't slp...so always slp at 4++ or 5++...
my life is really meaningless...wat im doing was e same 4 every day...slp, work,online,slp work, online then again slp work online...nth more le...hais...now im work 6days per week n can online off on thursday if nt jiu nv off le....cos they need ppl so im only e 1 hu is so free every day...hais...so jiu work lo...this few day im working wif nydia or kai xin...n always gt to rush 4 e last train cos we always clean n pack till quit late so no more bus le...n boss oso nv come le so gt to go hm by ourself...=( erm ya tat time when im working wif nydia we really miss e last train so we WALKed back from yishun to sembawang erm we walked quite fast la tat time i reach home at about 1.20am like tat...erm so i think we spend 1hours to walk back ba...yup...
sunday mii n nydia did nt went to church [cos our papa mama don't let] but we when shopping...we brought a bag n a top n there go our 2day pay hahas....erm ok la nt bad but now i gt to save up 4 my chalet n my everlast jacket..aiyoyo...ying si n nydia bday oso coming...argh dun know wat to get 4 them...erm..???will c how...=)
i hate wat im doing now...argh...im toopix v.v.v toopix...


"Sometimes I wish I could disappear"
im always thinking wat if tomorrow never comes wat will happen???or wat if i slp le n never wake up wat will happen???

haizzz...sososo fann...maybe everythings has over n seem to come to an end le...nth more i can do le...erm...so now i can only wait 4 e 2yrs ba...i don't wan any more toopix thing to happen le...hiaz...
*theng ong-hahas i saw u 2day...i dun think u gt c mii haha...nvm...hais...im so fann dun noe y???
then now i can't slp again...argh...=(...
we can wait 2gether hahas...=)...our 2yrs...(2008)very far de...
erm now i dun noe wat to write le...dun have to mood to continue le...we post next time ba...
try to go to slp now...[off to my sweet dream lala land]
life is meaningless...
life is n0thing...
life is just t00 empty...
im sadness..
im in e pain...
lies unknown...
maybe time will heals wounds...but will still breeds new one...
-broken hearts take time to heal...
i jux wan to be that special somethink in yOur heart who will always be there with yOu in good time or bad.Because i love yOU...

waiting 4 my 2yrs to come...
hopeing yOu will know n understand mii...
GOD BLESS...

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"




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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

back!!!argh...still having headache & flu...feel so cold now...im tired le...slping soon after i upload some pic...

e BEST class i ever have...=)



soon kei de uniform...cool rite???Done by our class...




i will nv 4get e fun e joy e toopix thing we do tgt...hahas...=D really thaks 4 every thing my friend...without u all im nt wat im now...hope 10 yrs down e road we r still like wat we like now...


Esplanade...

a place tat i wanna go wif him...maybe 2yrs later ba??? *Theng ong-we should wait tgt...hahas...2 yrs???

sleeping now le...nite nite!!!tc...
[off to my sweet lala dream land]

iwillwait...icanwait...

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"




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Monday, November 06, 2006

erm ok im back from work le...feeling really weak now...having headache,flu n a bit dizzy...Sickly
my eye oso dam pain cos of thoes smoke in my shop jux now when im BBQ-ying e chicken...argh my kne es oso pain cos of e cold wherther ba...haiz im so weak...old le la...=( Old Lady

tml as in later working at 3pm wif kai xin...cos nydia having paper...so she won't be work 4 tis week days...ya!!!haiz....xin hen fan...wat can i do???wat should i do???2yrs???argh...4get it...


ALL e BEST TO THOSE HAVING PAPER TML AS IN LATER...good luck!!!=)Jia you...

i should go slp le..feel really dizzy now...Good Night...tc...
[off to my sweet lala dream land]

*Stand up for what you belive in, & even if you are standing all alone...can i???

icanwaiting...
canyOu???

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"








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Sunday, November 05, 2006

Message: Can you name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions under neath until you write the names of all 11 people... This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!


  1. HIM
  2. Ying si
  3. Ping hui
  4. Nydia
  5. Theng ong
  6. Melvin
  7. Mei Li
  8. Ying qi
  9. Diana
  10. Li han
  11. wynny

How did you meet 10?
-when im in sembawang primary school...

What would you do if you had never met 6?
-i would nv be so happy n stay strong till now ...[my BF=D]

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
-erm...impossible ba...we r not lesbian lo...

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-cos of...yes!!!

Do you think 1 is pretty?
-erm...wat should i say???he is nt pretty la...hahas

Tell me something about number 11?
-she is cheerful...=)

How do you know 8?
-erm...i know her through Li han...hahas[i think]

Would you ever go on a date with number 5?
-will!!! y nt as a friend wat...hahas but maybe his dear will kill ba...

What's 7's favorite color?
-black???

What would you do if 2 confessed he liked you?
-to bad 2 is a she nt a he...

Fact about 9:
helpful

Who is 6 going out with?
-erm im nt sure...wei bin???

Who is number 5 to you?
-a gd friend hu always lend mii his listening ear...hehee=)
thanks alot!!!
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Would you ever live with 11?
-yes!!! y nt???

Is 2 single?
-ya!!! but she is nt unavailable 4 u...

How much does 3 mean to you?
-quite alot la...she is always there to an wei mii...=) luv her lot!!!
wo ai ni!!!
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What do you think about 1?
-erm...haiz...i dun know wat to say...a friend???maybe...

What's the best thing about number 8?
-BasketBall???
cool!!!
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What do you dislike about number 10?
-er..nth ba...[must love ur enemies]but she is nt my enemies la...lol

11 people that I want them to do
*Theng ong
*Ping hui
*Ying si
*Diana
*wynny
*Cherie
*Mei li
*li rong(sec 5 de)
*lawrence
*Ying qi
*soon kei

Boredgot nth to do so i took tis from celeste blog to do...=)

have fun!!! =)

wake up quite early 2day...9.15am...tot of going church de but nydia nt going cos she tml gt paper so i oso dun wanna go le...sorry!!! then wanna go back to slp de but jux can't slp...so when online,chated wif theng ong...hehee...erm now i think he is studyng ba tml he gt two paper [mathe p1 & S.S]...all e best!!! jia you!!!

i really gt nth to do lo..so sian...waiting 4 time to past...going to work at 4+...erm gt nth to post le so will jux end here ba will post after i com back from work...bye bye...tc...



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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2:05 PM





back FROM work le...im very tired nowTired...slp less then 5 hours=(...ytd slp at 4++ then wake up at 7.2o??? wash up,Brushingbath then go 4 cell gruop till 9.30 then pei nydai till 11 cos she got lesson at 11.30...from 9.30-11 we really gt nth to do lo..so we walk-ed around at sun plaza then went N.T.U.C to buy chocolate Candy ...then i saw e strawberry-milk-tea guy???hahas erm is a guy hu always come to our shop to buy strawberry-milk-tea...then i tell nydia: there tis is e guy hu always come n buy e strawberry-milk-tea...OMG!!! nydia say-ed very loudly STRAWBERRY-MILK-TEA then e guy look-ed back at us...oOo NO...he only know mii lo cos i always serve him...argh so ps lo... Blushy ...after tat when outside 7-11 to wash time???[chatted n let e time past]till 11...then reach home online chatted wif theng ong again=)...found gt tat we have e same view...2 yrs???haahas...but we oso dunno y 2yrs lo...=(...haiz... Feeling Blue...
[(對不起)-我的心真的很烦,不知道应该怎么做...可是如果可以我会一直等待...]
then dunno y we keep say 2yrs 2 yrs???hahas he say if 4 him he will wait 4 2yrs...then i say if 4 mii i will oso wait 4 2 yrs...but really not every1 will wait 4 2yrs...cos 2yrs say long nt long say short nt short...anth will jux happen no1 will know wat will happen after 2yrs...rite???
but now at least i know tat some have e same view as mii...=)
i found out tat always after chatting wif theng one i will feel better...=) dunno y le???
maybe wat we r think is e same ba...THNAKS to him alot...
*theng ong-must jia you wor!!! 'O' lvl starting on monday le...all e best...jux do wat u can e rest leave it to GOD...heehee!!! we c wait tgt...=P...since we have e same thinking...
*BF-we very long nv chat le very long nv go out tgt le...hope evey think is fine wif him...=)



28 Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul.Rather,be afraid of the One who can destroy the both soul and body in hell.29 Are not two sparrows sold for penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father.30 And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered.31 So dun be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.


-Matthew 10:28-31
[off to my sweet lala dream land]...nite nite...sweet dream tc wor...
我会一直等待...
will yOu???

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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4:05 AM




Saturday, November 04, 2006

BACK from work le...im tired...nth much happen 2day was like normal to mii wake up at 2++ then wash up online chatted wif theng ong n ping hui...then 4+ when to bath jiu off to work le...every day was like e same lo...oYa tml will be having cell group in e morning 8am at Mac...was like super early lo...Sleepy ...will be having a cell group & p3 chatlet on 21 nov till 23 nov??? i think...n ya i mabe nt going 4 YC le cos of some reason ba...but im still going 4 e CHATLET!!!=)...heehe i can't wait le...im really looking 4ward to e chatet...


im feeling really down now... feeling toopix feel like a fool...
im always wating 4 him to online to chat wif mii...but he dun seen to know...but nvm...
now it seen tat im e one hu have fall deep le...how come???yyy???
he change my heart to start over new...he show mii e care e luv i long 4 it...he encourage/ console mii when im down...he give mii hope to believe in new relationship...now he make mii fall so deep...make mii believe tat my dream will be true again...i truthed him...but now wat??? thing r nt e same as i tot...will be/like...ok im e 1 should be blame oso...i know tat i can't start a relationship cos my papa dun let...but i still let him to enter my life...arghhhh...but im oso a humanbeing i oso need some1 to care some1 to luv some1 to be pamper some1 to be by myside...haix...y can't my papa understand mii???Teary
now everything seen to change...nth will be e same again...but my dream will aways stay e same
jux tat maybe e person in my dream will change ba...[still waiting 4 e rite person to be in my dream, but i hope 2yr later will still be yOu...]
[hu will wait 4 2yr la hahas yeok ling ar yeok ling 4 get it la...i know 2yr tis like dam long no1 know wat will happen no1 know hu will change first...no1 will know...so now i dun wanna hope so much...n sad so much...i will jux let GOD tell mii wat to do...]

*letting go and let GOD!!!


*[yOu asked me what was wrong and I said "nothing"... after you left I whispered "everything to myself"... cos i dun wan yOu to worry n think so much]

*From now i should throw everything into e sea n let e wave bring it away n let e water to wash in away 4 mii...

*Pls dun ever enter my life n give mii hope then live my all alone...


woow now is aready 4am...im still here posting...erm i should go get same rest le...
gt to wake up at 7am later...nite nite ppl..tc wor...*sweet dream=) GOD BLESS!!!
[off to my sweet lala dream land without yOu]


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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4:00 AM




Friday, November 03, 2006

heehe...im back!!!went shopping wif nydia jux now=)...fun!!!
moring she waked mii up at 11++...then we meet at 1+...
first we went bugis cos wanna c n buy bag...we walked around n c alot of nice nice de bag...hehee
but den dunno wanna buy which 1...=P...saw one quite nice then maybe we will buy e same bag...hahas=) argh saw tat everlast jacket again...mii n nydia really like it lo...[$99]...will have to save up n buy=)...

after tat when LJS to eat =P....then when to suntce n marina square walk walk...i saw tat sandals/slippers i wan it very long de...but jux can't find...but hor I SAW IT 3 time 2day le...argh...but no money to buy $39.90 le...hiaz but dunno wan to buy mah when i get my pay...cos still gt alot of thing i wanna buy=(...n still have to....nvm dun wanna say le=(...

then we dunno walk till where then saw a chocolate shop call CANDY EMPIRE...tat same chocolate shop i saw at vivo's =D...heehe CHOCOLATE!!! so we went to buy it...nice nice =P...
after tat when walking again...nydia brought a pair of erm sandals...[i think is sandals la]
then i brought a top...hehee nth much la cos we haven get our pay...but nvm geting it soon le...
[nov 5th]...but can't spend all la still have to save la...=(...

erm then nydia when to meet her mum so i when home lo...reach home at about 7.20...then bath...watch tv till 11.30...i like nv watch tv very very long le cos every day work online slp work online jiu slp...hahas...toopix rite???=X...argh jux now walk till my leg now still very pain...i think i to long nv go walk walk le la so will like tat..hahas...sian...


now i should go slp le...heehe is aready 3.45am tml still gt to work...
[off to my sweet lala dream land =)][ilOveyOu]
GOD BLESS!!!

waiting,day to day it gone through...
waiting,hoping & praying...
[iw!55yOu]

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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Thursday, November 02, 2006

back from work le...dun know wat to post gt nth to post n oso nt in e mood to post...arghhhh!!!
sian la...i feel very tired now wanna go slp soon le ba...haiz....

jux change my blog song...hear tis song from dunno huh la...but nvm i like can le...heehe...
tis song is like how i feel now...haiz...=( 4get it...im really tired le dunno wat i can do le...

wanna go slp le...nite nite ppl..sweet dream=) tc..rest well!!!
[off to my sweet lala dream land =)]
nt working tml...im off tml =D -going out with nydia...but still dunno wanna go where...will c how...

thanks my BF...really glad tat u r still with mii now...helping mii...listening to wat i say...
u r always my BF =)...will oso be here when u need mii...must tell mii ok...

waiting,hoping & praying...
dun force mii...nth can change mii...
GOD BLESS...

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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3:00 AM




Wednesday, November 01, 2006

ok im back from work le...haiz TOOPIX my hand kanna burn again =(...but now nt tat pain le..arghh!!! not in e good mood today...dunno y...feel so fann n tired...plus im still having e toopix flu...
wo de xin hen fann!!!
haiz...maybe thing will be e same again...=(
n will be a broken dream again...
if it really happen again...
it will be e 4th broken dream ba...
why im so hopeless,useless n TOOPIX always holding on e broken dream or maybe a hopeless dream...wat i wan is to have some1 by my side listen ,care n love mii...but why can't my papa understand mii...n always wanna break my dream my only hope...


song LYRICS:IN LOVE WITH YOU

JUST A GENTLE WHISPER
TOLD ME THAT YOU'D GONE
LEAVING ONLY MEMORIES WHERE DID WE GO WRONG
I COULDN'T FIND THE WORDS THEN
SO LET ME SAY THEM NOW
l'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME
TELL ME THAT YOU CARE
TELL ME THAT YOU NEED ME .
I'LL BE THERE
I 'LL BE THERE WAlTlNG
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
I WILL ALWAYS STAY TRUE
THERE'S NO ONE WHO LOVES YOU LIKE I DO
COME TO ME NOW
I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU
I WILL STAY HERE WITH YOU
THROUGH THE GOOD AND BAD I WILL STAND TRUE
I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
NOW WE'VE HERE TOGETHER YESTERDAY HAS PAST
LIFE IS JUST BEGINNING CLOSE TO YOU AT LAST
AND I PROMISE TO YOU I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
LIVING LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS MORE THAN I CAN BEAR
HOLD ME CLOSE FOREVER I'LL BE THERE
I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU I WILL ALWAYS STAY TRUE THERE S NO ONE WHO LOVES YOU LIKE I DO
THIS I PROMISE I WILL NEVER LEAVE
I WILL STAY HERE WITH YOU

this song IN LOVE WITH YOU is really nice....
can go n listen...maybe you will oso like it=)
can oso go ying si blog n listen her blog song is tis song...
or click


im tired le wanna go slp le...nite nite ppl...sweet dream!!!tc=)rest well...
[off to my sweet lala dream land=)]im still waiting 4 e time to come!!!to be wif yOu always...


maybe WE need no time ba...
waiting,hoping & praying...
imthinkofyOu...doyOuknow???



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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