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Friday, March 30, 2007

erm ok let's see im back to post lex...i jux can't online n can't do anythink wif my laptop...=((
cause of e toopix connenction ba...but thax GOD ,when i on my laptop jus now i tot i can't online again but e MSN thinky jux signed mii in...hahas...=))

hmm...for e past few days when back to SSS to help out in e fancy drill thinky...yup...but speech tis year speech day is so much different from e past lo...argh!!! everything was like last min de lo...at first we dun even know tat we r to have a fancy drill thinky till e first rehearsal (which is on Monday)...toopix lo...dun know wat to say lex la...haiz....
so everyday after e rehearsal at about 5 i jiu got to go work lex...tired lo..=((
then tis few days keep raining...so we did play-ed n walk-ed in e rain =))
[heehee i jux luv waking in e rain...]


having headache n flu now...i think im going to have fever soon...haiz...=((
im really useless lo...only walk in e rain for 3day jiu sick lex...argh!!! nvm
gt really no mood to say y we walked in e rain...haiz....
tml got to go work again...=(( dun know i can make it till tml mah...

dying!!!tired!!! but jux can't slp...haiz...


erm...thing have really change lex...
maybe wat yOu think was rite...argh!! nvm lex...

i dun wan anything to happen to e both of you...
jux take it tat i nv came to e both of ur life...
jux be wat we use to be can???
IM SORRY!!!...dun blame urself no1 is wrong...
i reaaly dun wan thing to end up like wat happen in e past...
im scare...=((...n i dun wan to loss a friend too...



now is all most 3am lex i think i should go rest lex...
bye bye...NITE NITE!!! tc ppl...=))



不如就放手 ba...=(( haiz....
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生....
i maybe smiling every time , but it doesn't mean im ok im find...





"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"






YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
3:00 AM




Monday, March 26, 2007

IM HUNGRY!!!argh...=X

I gt nth to eat for my dinner...mum but de food nt nice de, i dun like...=((
i hungry till i wanna die lex...
erm im oso lazy to go buy food la...=P...
wahaha...i skipped my 3 meal today...wake up only at 11.30 so didn't take breakfast then for lunch oso nv eat cause no time hahas but i still gt drink something la so still ok...


jux now when to work from 2.30 to 6...erm nt really go there to work la...jux go help out...
heehe...saw theng ong he came to buy drink then oso wait 4 mii to go hm tgt...heehe..thax for waiting =))...

any1 have tis song 爱情学测 sing by 棒棒堂...
tell mii if u have???ok...i wan it..thax..=))

i wanna talk to yOu de,but i dun know how to start...
dun know wat to say...im scared...haiz...nvm 4get it...
seriously,i need yOu...i think!!!
but thing seen to be different now...argh!!!
IM SORRY!!!i really dun know wat i can say lex...
how i wish i could go for a walk wif yOu now...
haiz...i feel so lonely now....
anyway tc of yOuself...
dun work till sick...



**To all P3 GB ger: the date for the outing will change to 7 April ok...???

tml will be going back to SSS to help out in e speech day thingy at 2.30...
oya..im off for two days..[Monday n Tuesday]...n will work for e following days...
[wed , Thu , Fri ,sat n sun...]yup...
i should go slp lex so i would feel hungry...
nIte nIte ppl...
off to my sweet lala dream land...
bye bye!!!


就算继续结果还是没结果...
[will my lala dream land still be sweet without yOu???]
breaking down...
having headache...=((
dying...[wo de xin hen tong]


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
12:35 AM




Sunday, March 25, 2007

im back from my aunt house lex...nth much to say lex...jux feel so fan again...argh!!!
IM REALLY GOING MAD!!!
LORD save mii...im really loss...really!!!



haiz...really out of mood...feel like crying again...argh!!! i think im going back to my old life lex...*sign*...toopix!!! no1 is here to listen to mii lex...there is really no1 i can speak to...maybe there is ppl who is willing to listen is jux tat i dun know how to say it out ba...or im nt comfortable wif tat person...argh!!! i really dun know!!!

actually feel like talking to nydia de...but every time call her she is busy or outside wif friend or wif(him) so dun really have e chance to talk to her...n we r nt in e same school now...is really v hard for mii to find e time to talk to her...haiz...i know tat she has her own thing to do ,prob to solve...n i oso dun really wanna to disturb or fan her...so end up i didn't tell her anything...
erm at here i wanna give them all my blessing....for e both of them(dia&mel)...
is gd tat u two r tgt lex...=)) hope tat u two will last long long...ok!!!stay sweet & happy always!!!
*mel-u better treat her gd gd hor if nt u will give it from mii hahas...



i really feel tat im all alone now...without anyone by my side...erm maybe there is nth for mii to fan la...but i make myself fan...???haiz...i dun know wat im talking...listening to music now (tears jux started rowing down from my eyes again)...u all may think tat im v toopix to cry...but wat else can i do...nth, there is nth for mii to do then crying in my bed...[breaking apart...]


To all P3 GB ger:
erm...Kampung Huts will be available for booking for the next 3 months due to renovation work so there will be no Huts for us to stay in...so our outing we change to 1day at sentosa... On 6 April...ok???pls relpy..thax=))[[ or u all wanna go other place oso can...]]




[Mii blog song]
**放生**

作词:武雄
作曲:梁可耀
编曲:蔡庭贵


地点是城市某个角落
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出没
交换一种寂寞
我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就


就彼此放生留下活口
就彼此放生彼此留下活口
爱的时候
说过的承诺
爱过以后
就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得


jux find tis song has a link to wat i think...
[dun bothered...and let go]

ok lex...will end here lex...tml still got to go my work place to help kai xin at 2.30pm...
tc...bye bye!!!nite nite...



im SORRY to show my toopix attitude out...=((
n putting my anger n fan on yOu....
[pls do tc of yOurself...ok???]



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
3:15 AM




Saturday, March 24, 2007

i really can't slp!!!
(tears start rowing down from my eyes)

haiz...why...wat happen...maybe u thing those word is nth...but it hurt mii dun u know???
why u become like tat...why can't we be wat we use to be...why??? is jux because of HIM???
u leave mii alone when he came...why???
u use to tell mii ur problem ur everything but now u keep it wif to urself...hiaz...watever i say is nth...nvm...

im crying now nt because of HIM, is because of YOU...

sometimes, i really wonder did i came to e wrong world, the wrong place...???
im always e one who bring out e unhappy thing to other...haiz...
IM SORRY!!!....


erm maybe im jux thinking too much ba...so haiz...forget it...
maybe u r still wat u r...

imSORRY...
didn't talk much [to yOu] jux now
cause im really nt in e mood...
SORRY!!!


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
3:10 AM





Toopix!!!=X...ok im back from work lex...i got something to say...

Firstly...
I miss my bus home by jux ONE SEC...argh!!! tat uncle la, didn't see mii then he drive off without mii...angry lex...so i bo bian got to walk all the way to MRT station to take train...then walk home..sad lo...

Secondly...
My eye dam pain...dun know y...erm like gt think fly in like tat lo dam pain lox...so toopix...=X
then my hand oso kanna burn when i cook e ball ball thingy...

then now...
waiting 4 my friend to send mii song...n oso chatting wif some of my secondary friend...
really miss my secondary life lo...haiz...so many thing have change lex...even friend around u have oso change or maybe im e one have change???dun know...

everyone seen like leaving why???
*sigh* argh!!! fan la...=((

oya...tml will be going to my aunt house to help her wif something so can't go for cell group...and there will oso be no cell group for nydia n mii for the coming week ,i think cause miss eunice will nt be around...yup...
tat all for now....

erm...i can't slp again, and theng ong oso can't slp so he when out for a walk lex ba i think...
aiYoyo so late lex told him nt to go he still wanna go n is going alone...haiz...dun know wat to say lex...any way tc ar...u sound really different for e past...


im really BORED now...wat can i do???slp???haiz...erm feel like eating CHOCOLATES now...
hehee...
nvm will jux end here lex..BYE BYE!!!


笑一笑什么事都过得了....=))
who will be there to catch me when i fall???
[[will yOu???]]

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
2:25 AM




Friday, March 23, 2007

ok..i will have a short post be4 i go to work...erm 2day lesson start at 10.15am till 12.15pm...is like only two hr only lo...actually dun feel like going de cause call-ed si at 9.30am n she jux wake up so she say she nt going lex...haiz...then call-ed ping hui...she say they all going so ask mii to meet them...so i when....=)) i did't PON school ok..hahas

*sigh*...gtg go work soon lex...erm dun really feel like going to work lex..but nvm 2day mei li coming for training...so it will be FUN!!! hahas...=))
**heehee so do drop by and visit mii as in US ok...**=))

will post later when i come home...
BYE BYE!!!



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
2:15 AM




Wednesday, March 21, 2007

argh!!!IM BORED!!!gt nth to do...erm but nt really nth la...i gt my REO exam tml but jux don't have e mood to study...yup...my hoilday coming so great!!!hahas...can go shopping , can work , can DUN GO TO SCHOOL....wahahas!!!

haiz...sunddenly feel so lose and out of word...after hearing something...
maybe im jux thinking too much ba...so i would post out wat really happen...

ok...err..nth much lex...tml lesson as per noraml so gt to wake up at 6.50am...=((
and will nt be able to post or online tml ba, cause im working tml from 5.30pm-11.30pm...
so do come n visit mii if u r free...hahas...



haiz..where r u???
where did u go???
immissingyOu...
do tc of yOuself...
rest early too...=))
luvya...



Do thing before u regret...
before the person leave u...
before it too late...
and
if u really love tat person u must trust Him...nomatter wat...



ok...gtg lex...will post as soon as i can...
off to my sweet dream lala land...nite nite...=))




imstillwaiting,
causeitrustyOu...
nomatterwat...
(pls dun faill mii)


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
10:55 PM




Tuesday, March 20, 2007

BACK!!! haiz...so sian now raining...can't slp too cold=X...and i hate THUNDER!!! scared mii lo...

reach hm early 2day at about 12.30pm...bath lex jiu slp till 3.30 when my sis came home and wake mii up to help her wif something...toopix lo destroy my dream...hahas
ya...today is oso my mum birthday...heehee...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!!=))

hehee..jux now had pizza for dinner...v long since i had pizza lex...so nice...=P...
so good tml lesson change to 12.15pm...so i can slp till late late...

erm wat can i do now...too cold can't slp...then nth to do...argh!!! SIAN AR...!!!



pic we take jux now...hehee..






nice??hehee i make de...=))




ok..will end here lex n continue tml ba...

Nite nite...tc..=)) off to my sweet lala dream land...

im breaking apart... =((


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
11:50 PM




Monday, March 19, 2007

ok im just here to do a short post...im realy out of mood to do anything even to watch my 9pm show...i really dun know wat happen to mii...i jux feel so tired ,so lazy to do anything ,so so so SAD...n so so so anger with HIM(my papa)...toopix

haiz,tml still gt mock test but i still haven study...
now nth can get into my brain la...argh..
wat e hell is happening to mii...toopix...


why sweet thing must always end with only a sweet memoriess???
why only dream can be sweet??? why can't it be as sweet as it in e real life???
why dream always nv come true???
haiz...

please leave mii alone for e time being..thax...



how amazing if yOu could
speak right to my heart...




"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
8:45 AM




Saturday, March 17, 2007

IM BORED!!! i can't get online argh!!! so im here posting....wanan go to bed lex but can't slp so when back here but e toopix MSN can't work...anger lex...

Thursday
when to school then lesson was bored and we keep asking for break hahas...then when for PE, i dun need to run cause i have done wif my 2.4km & my 5 station lex...erm my 2.4km was nt as gd as compare to e past now was only 12m20s was really bad rite??late time better 11m15s i think...im old lex long time nv run lex...and IM be coming FATER and FATER =((...so now im on diet hehee...ok then after PE straight away rush to work lei =((...


Friday
when to school as per noraml at 7.30pm...i was really tired n dun feel like going to school in e end i still when cause have mock test...i did nt study for e test u know so haiz was like how??? i wanna study de but after my work reach hm bath lex my eye v pain n i really v tired so jiu when to slp lo...=((
2day lesson was like nth cos we keep asking for break so there is like no lesson lo...first period were like free periods cos is self-study...then second period were e mock test then break till e next lesson...oya..yao hui was in our school 2day,we saw him on e train then he say he dun wanna go school so he follow us to school lo...siao de rite??haha then nvm when we r having lesson he came in n tell e teacher he is from our class de n staff la..so fun lo...
after school when for Ice-cream hehee...then jiu go hm lex...
N now im here posting...im really sian...ya, tml gt cell group at 8.30 so i think i should go to e bed on lex...after cell maybe will be going to town wif nydai then to meet theng ong for a show "stomp the yard"...but will c how ba, cos maybe nydia nt going so...yup will ned here lex..nite nite..tc=))
off to my sweet lala dream land...=))...
luvya...=))





"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
1:30 AM




Wednesday, March 14, 2007

to all ppl out there...白色情人节快乐!!! =))

weehee, im back again...school ended at 2.15 then mii,ying si,cai xia n yee tze when to town...when there to pei yee tze cause she is working at 5pm so pei her till 5 lo...n oso pei ying si cause she wanna to buy things...then reach hm at about 6++...now having headache n flu now ...=(( haiz...dying soon lex la wanna go slp de but i wan to watch e 9pm shown...then tml still gt to go work after school at 4pm...=((...sian lo...
haiz..okok will stop here lex...im tired n lazy to type lex...
NIte NIte...tc...=))
off to my sweet lala dream land...=))


i so wish to c yOu now=((
immissingyOu...haiz..
tc!!!

*watashi dai-suki anata*
我不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经永有...
yOu r e one n only one...=))

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
9:15 PM




Tuesday, March 13, 2007

okay...im here to post lex...jux eaten my dinner n now im watch e 9pm show...2day school end early as wat i say ytd so i reach hm at about 1pm...as ying si n e rest of them when to town to eat...i did nt go cos my mum friend is coming to visit us...yup...reached hm when to bath then watch my VCD till i fall aslp heeheeh was too tired lex cause ytd did nt slp well...then wake up at about 5.30pm when online chatted for awhile watch tv n have dinner till now... =))
erm ya..tml start at 9.15am n end at 3.15pm so can't slp till 7.30am...argh!!exam coming le gt to start study for now lex..n still gt project haven done...aiyoyo!!! so toopix...

thought we have e same thinking but wat i thought was totally wrong...nvm pass is pass i dun wanna say any more lex...



pic i took in school n at hm...wehehehe...

my ITE friend=)..









TO ALL GB p3 Girls: mii n nydia wanna plan a p3 outing, so wanna check wif all of u n c where the u all r free on which days...erm, we planed to go sentosa for 1 day outing or 3 days 2 nite outing at e same hut in sentosa...so hope to hear from u all soon...=))...
okay...i will stop here lex..
Nite Nite...tc...off to my sweet lala drem land soon...

im very happy
by jux chatting wif yOu...and
knowing tat im still in yOur heart..
hope tis will be ETERNITY...
luv ya more n more each days...=))
ImissingyOu..tc wor...

*watashi dai-suki anata*
it will never e same without yOu...=))

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
10:45 PM




Monday, March 12, 2007

weeheheh....im back from cell group lex...erm nth mush happen 2day, school start at 8.15 end at 3.15 is e same so sian lo...=((
tml will end early,hehee good good will end at 12.15...can go hm slp...
now i feel very e cold lex dun know y...=((
cold till i can't slp lo...argh...



"Someone mentioned your name and asked me if i knew you, i just smiled, looked down and thought of all the good times we had once shared as a tear slowly rolled down my cheek and i softly whispered 'yeah' i used to..."

i had say very cleanly is imposable for us to gt back tgt le...
and pass is pass it will nv be e same ever again...understand???
u dun treasure and cherish e time when we can be tgt now i had

put u out of my mind n wanna 4get u then u wanna patch back...
wat 4???u had nv take mii as a wat im...
so im sorry to choose nt to believe in wat u say again...



ok, im LAZY n TIRED to continue le going to end here n go rest le!!!
Nite Nite...off to my sweet lala dream land..=D



by jux seeing yOu, is jux more then enough...
thanks GOD for e time...=))
luvya!!! tc wor..


*watashi dai-suki anata*
i can't bear to leave yOu...=((



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
10:45 PM




Sunday, March 11, 2007

MY BODY IS ARCING =(

did nt when out 2day,i wake up only at 12pm when my sis say BYE BYE to mii n go to my aunt house...sian lo my sis so gd holiday lex can go my aunt house can go shopping...then mii lex still gt to go to school....=(...i oso did nt go to school for e dinner was to tired n lazy to go lex n nydia oso nt going so i nv go lo...then now having sore throat n my body is arcing since ytd =(( dun know y lex...haiz...old le la...

OMG...die la i haven study for my mock test lex...=X...sian lo...

erm...oya will be having my cell group tml at MOS at 7.30pm...
now im very tired n sleepy...gtg rest lex then later must study for my test...
but hor i study lex oso can't get in to my brain lex how???


im SMILES everyday....
im LAUGHS everyday...
but nobody knows how I really feels...


will stop here lex...Nite Nite...tc..cya..


where r yOu,y r yOu still nt back yet???
immissingyOu...tc...luvya...

*watashi dai-suki anata*
it maybe hard to believe
but i choose to believe tat
yOu are the one tat i need...=))


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
10:15 PM




Saturday, March 10, 2007

heeheee..im back from LDC camp lex...was so fun!!!heheh...i did nt stay in e camp,i when 2day to prepare e outdoor cooking n help out in e game jiu come back lex...so i reached hm at about 8++...hahas...=)) actually i no need to go de...but nydia is e one who is planing e outdoor cooking so i go help her lo...hahas i go there "zuo siao" =P...plus she is my dia dia wat so must go pei her...heehee...n im so happy 2day...wahahahahs!!!!

But now im v e tired lo...2day wake up at 9.30am then meet Nydia at 11am...then follow by meeting mei xiang at 11.30 at e bus stop where we can take bus to"sing song" mi correct??...whatever la...next reach there when to buy all e things we need then when back to school...err..we reached school too early liao so gt nth to do...then jiu when to play bball n find our mum Miss jia ying=)) v long nv c her lex miss her soso much lo..hehee... after tat we start to arrange e food n e place where they will be having they outdoor cooking... then we start e outdoor cooking at about 5.10pm to 6++ i think...then start e cleaning n end at 7++...after e cleaning wanan go hm de but nv..we stay to help in e game...then dun know hu started to play wif e hair gel first then all of us jiu ran around playing with e gel...heehee...i v bad i play till e gel kanna ken hehee sorry ken =X...but v fun lex!!!=)

erm tml dun know wanna go for e dinner in school ma??must c nydia gt go ant...=P
haiz still gt to study for my CRN mop test on moday...sian=((...argh!! i study or nv study oso faill so should i study???dun know la...
er...i feel i will fall sick anytime now cause my body is arcing n i can feel e heat coming out of body...=((



SO WHAT IF IM NOT THE BEST OR IM NOT WHAT YOU THINK...
IM WHO IM...I DUN NEED TO CHANGE MYSELF JUST TO SUITS YOU !!!
AND PASS IS PASS NV WILL IT BE THE SAME AGAIN...

wuzun,he is so cold=))...wahaha

http://www.seikowatches.com/asia/criteria/criteria_l.asp

hehes..is tis watch nice???i saw it on a magazine...


heehees...thanks for yOur concern=)
i'll tc of myself de...
u too must tc of urself hor???
luvya....!!!

ok, im LAZY n TIRED to continue typing le =))
going to end here n go rest le!!!
Nite Nite...off to my sweet lala dream land=))


*watashi dai-suki anata*
yOu keep my heart beating...=))


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
11:45 PM




Wednesday, March 07, 2007

argh!!! my mood was funny dun know how to say la...=((...
haiz...tml gt 2.4km ran, so toopix lo wan us ran in the afternoon at 2.15pm...
at tat dam hot de lo...then tml PE till 4.15...2hours lex dam long...=((
i very long nv ran liao how...die lex lo...

jux finish helping my friend yee tze to type her EFC work...she do very fast lex..i haven even write hao lex...sian lo...haiz..nth much to post liao...

gtg to slp lex..vrey tired=X...nite nite
off to my sweet lala dream land...tc...


where r you haiz....really feel like crying lex...
i really miss you do you know???
maybe you really wan a goodbye ba...
anyway tc...and slp early...sweet dream...
i'll hold on till you told mii nt to...


*watashi dai-suki anata*
imsad.vreysad=((

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
11:30 PM




Tuesday, March 06, 2007

well im back to post liao...erm ytd did nt go 4 netball hahas..cause was too tired n lazy =X...
ya..when to take my pay after my lesson 2day...then now i jux loss my mood haiz...=( im sad very sad...how???=X dun know wat to post liao la...argh!!!! will post next time ba...

i maybe very cruel but i dun have a chose...
For three years gone, and you would think he has changed.
Two years gone and still the same.but to you it's nothing,
nothing but another day....so now pls leave mii ALONE...

and pls stop calling mii...

____________________________________________________________________

I found this two poems?? in someone blog n i think is meaningful so i jux wanna share....

1) Heart and Soul

From my heart to soul, I can't find the difference.
Where love come and goes, I can't see it.
It fly's bye without a single thought in my mind.
Have I found the right one or lost him long ago.
I feel like I'll never know.
It's like a ghost that you see one moment, but is gone the next.
I can't even read what I write in this text.
For every poem I write I come a little bit wiser.
For wise I think I'm not, but all I want is a shot.
A shot with the right one to love,
With the right one to hug.
But it seems like each passing day all I do is wait.
Wait for the love that I want in this life.
I try so hard, but what I'm doing is right.
I leave a bit of advice in the end of this poem.
When you find love,
Don't be stupid and let it go.




2) Life’s Advice

Life has no definitions.
There are no ties that bind.
Make of it what you wish.
Never look behind.
A Brilliant man once told me,
“Today’s Problems Come From Yesterdays Solutions.”
I take that as wise advice.
Everyday you reach a fork in the road.
It’s your choice to choose left or right.
You choose which path.
Don’t make it with spite.
Experiences leave impressions.
You can change in day.
This isn’t a suggestion.
It’s your choice to stay.
I look back and I don’t see myself.
It’s hard to think.
That used to be me.

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Here is e neoprint i took a few week /a few moth ago...


mii & nydia =)











ok..gtg lex..nite nite...tc ppl!!!
off to my sweet lala dream land...
bye bye...



*watashi dai-suki anata*
Do let me stand by you, loving you in secret...
immissingyOu...


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
7:10 AM




Sunday, March 04, 2007

well...im back from work lex...tired =( is wat i can say...2day got to slp early cause ytd slp less then 5hours jiu go to work liao then tml still got to go school n oso having netball training till 7.30...argh!!!sian...i would be working for e next 2 week if im nt wrong cause of my school project...ya tat all 4 today nth must to post liao...n i jux can't post my pic i dun know y so will post it tml ba...




it took my a long time to 4get u to let go on u...
do u know??? u dun....
now i have put my mind to 4get & let go on u...
u r back with all toopix words...
saying tat u had nv 4get mii...telling mii all things for e past...
wat is e point...past is past it would be e same...n u say u nv lie to mii but u did....
i dun wanna call u back is because im scared,i scared i will like u back...
i dun wan to be so toopix again to belive in u...so pls leave mii alone...
N Please do not treat me as if i'm nothing but a replacement of her....


*Sometimes love, is not whether being together can last anot,what most importantly is, as long you were once happy being with that someone,is just more then enough.So, people who are attached must treasure every moment and even if don't last, don't carry it with any regrets....



i really miss yOu...really wish to c to yOu...=(
haiz...if we really gt to say goodbye here,i will wan to say *thank yOu*...
for all e memories we had tgt..=) n wish yOu all e best!!!...
N wanna say *SORRY* too...for all e troubles tat i have cause...=X...
anyway i dun wish to say GOODBYE...
yOu ask mii to hold on to it so will yOu still hold it on with mii???
*i can say nomatter wat i will, till u say u would...*tc!!


okok...will end here lex...nite nite!!! off to my sweet lala dream land....

你就让我在你身边,偷偷的爱这你....
hao mah???
*watashi dai-suki anata*
我真的好想好想飛飛到遙遠世界....


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
6:56 AM




Saturday, March 03, 2007

ok!!did not post 4 like a week...cause was really busy n dun have e time to post...
been quite busy this few days with school things n my work...
argh!!! school life's bored...=(
exam coming liao must study liao...sian!!! then still gt alot of project have do...erm i have even start lo..i onli left like 11 more days to do...OMG!!! =(
how!!! i dun even know what is happening lo...haiz...

erm for this week netball training is canal so when to watched the show * The Protege* e show is really cool...wanna go watch again...hahas...sian...

erm ok....
i Find these few tests from a friend blog...hahas...go n try n have fun!!!
http://www.quizbox.com

*Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straight forwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education :You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

*Are you still thinking about your ex?

Here is the analysis:You have managed to sweep away any feelings you have left for your ex. You are fully recovered and you don't dwell in anguish over the memories of your times together. You are completely and happily in love with your current boyfriend/girlfriend. Although you may occasionally mention the name of past boyfriends/girlfriend, it will simply be because it relates to what you are talking about. The present moment is what you are interested in.

*How do you behave when in love?

Here is the analysis:You could win the Nobel Peace Prize for being such a good lover! You are a truly understanding person, and put all of your trust into your relationship while also maintaining your independence. You would be many a man's perfect woman.

*Love and Your Sweetheart

Here is the analysis:Your man is a lot of fun to be with. His talk is charming and because of this he always seems to be surrounded by girls. You'll just have to live with this and not let it bother you. If you let him know you're jealous, it's likely that he would turn his back on you without too many second thoughts. To be with him, you have to give him plenty of room to move, trust him, and allow him to be independent. You should also remember to be independent yourself. He enjoys going out to parties and likes you to have fun along with him too, so make the most of his love of life.

*Is He The One For You?

Success Rate In Relationships: 73%

Your relationship is moving forward. Just don't trip over.You and him would be typical young lovers. It would not be all sweet and romantic if you got together, sometimes you would argue or get confused, but those elements would only make your relationship more exciting. At the moment you are probably assuming that he likes you, but sometimes you might not be so sure. Don't worry, you can be sure that he also feels the same way. When both of you sense special feeling towards each other, your relationship is certainly growing. What you should do is try to express your feelings a little more and learn more about him.

*Jealousy Test

Jealousy Level: 55%

You are a jealous person but you try not to let it showYou often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.

*Who is your dream guy?

Here is the analysis:He is always happy. Sports are his favorite. He enjoys parties and being part of the crowd. You can be recruited as his girl if you enjoy being around his bunch of friends, doing the things he does. If you are into sports, it'll be even easier.

*How deep is your love?

Depth: 67%You have him in a corner of your heart. Don't lie to yourself; he's your special guy. Take good care of your heart. You still have a long way to go. Always remember that love has two edges. Being apart for a while might be a good chance to proof his love to you.

wat is happening to us???
haiz...=(
must tc kk...


ok...gtg liao is 2.45am liao gtg slp lex..tml as in late work at 9am...
erm ya..gt pic to post..but nt now...maybr tml ba..will c how...
nite nite..off to my sweet lala dream...=)...

*watashi dai-suki anata*

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
2:40 AM