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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Dissappointed & tired...haiz...


it's ok....nvm...life still have to move on even though i dun wish to... [failuer =(]
someone asked mii: what is the most important thing in life.-friend/ur love ones[gf/bf]work/money...???
my ans:erm...i dun know...[thinking for very long but my ans is still dun know]
ok then wat is ur???...do u know???....

ok back to my post...
when back to work today...erm i think i too long nv work lex so do thing abit slow then last time...count money oso got problem...haiz...=((
working full tml 9am-11.30pm...so dun think have the time to post lex...
n dun think got the mood to post oso...
argh got to wake up at 7.45am...
but now is already 1.35am i still can't even though i tired...
what can i do now???
argh!!!!...


argh why mi alway have to cry to slp...
i miss mummy badly...=(
[imissHIMbadlytoo!!!]
[yup he have his choich...iam nt his anything anyway...]





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1:40 AM




Thursday, June 28, 2007

well wake up dam late today...at about 12++ actually 10 jiu wake up lex but headache so when back to slp...yup...then watched vcd alone till 4++ my aunt called say she is now her way here so waited for trishia n tanya[my sis] to come home then when sun plaza for dinner...
reached home watched tv till 8 then checked my GPA grades on the net....
damn...my GPA grades was like argh!!! i fail!!!i get only....nvm forget it...haiz...spoit my mood la...pek chek wif my result =((

[see how useless iam...haiz...
now i got no place to go if next term i fail again....=((
but even i nv fail oso hard to get in to higher nitec lex...
wat can i do???...where can i go...???]


haiz...another sorry!!!...
feel bad when i say no/can't...
[missinghimagain]



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12:30 AM




Wednesday, June 27, 2007

wat did i say wrong....or wat did i do wrong...

tis is jux another sorry...
i have being saying sorry from e start till now...
iam sorry again...im always nt e one yOu can tok to,im always nt there...
iam sorry i can't help yOu in anything....
iam sorry i always say no/dun wan/dun feel like to yOu as an excuse....
but i have no other choice then tis...
how i wish i could say YES when u ask mii out...
when u say wanna meet...
but for our own good so i say NO...
i dun wan papa to call you again to scold or to tok to yOu...
understand....???
haiz...papa jux dun wan us be tgt now or maybe 4ever???...
i dun know...
"nt tat i dun wan is tat i can't...."

-pray tat papa one day will understand n allow us to be tgt...

is so hard for mii to stop crying....
cring to slp again....swollen eye again....
i miss my mummy!!!=((...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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12:05 AM




Tuesday, June 26, 2007

ok well iam dam tired now slp at 3++4 then wake up at around 8.15 to help to prepare thing to pray my mummy...argh!!!...my eye can jux close any time now...jux now wanna slp a while de but no one pei my ah ma, so i can't slp got to pei her watch tv till my sis come home then pei her go out cut hair then walk walk...then when back home she cooked n had our dinner then when out again to find my uncle at North point walked around then when home so now here posting...

yup...erm so i will be working on fri 2.30pm to 11.30pm...sat 9am to 11.30pm[full]...sun maybe off still dun know....mon 2.30pm to 11.30pm...tue 2.30pm to 11.30....ya so tis is wat i know from my boss...

im sorry...i know i should nt have judge him...
thax...!!!
[immissingyOuagain =(]



愛是多麼可貴,貴在有所做為,只要同去同歸,成敗也無所為.
[love is very expensive,expensive in doing everything for the love one,if can go thought every difficult problem,success or failler dosent matter]

***mood swing....



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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10:30 PM





i still can't slp!!!
iam dam angry n pek chek ok...f**k la... [mood swing!!!]

argh!!!okok...watever la...why every thing i do seem so wrong in ur eye....
why can't i do wat i wan...iam nt always wrong ok...n u are nt always rite oso...
im still here cos i still have two sis to take care of...n i have promises mummy to take care of them...if nt i dun think i will stay here i would rather go back to Malaysia to stay wif my aunt....more freedom then now...after all now u r nth to mii ya u r maybe a stepfather but wat ever u or ur family do or think is all because of THEM nt mii...i know ur family use to hate mii n mummy alot...so wat i dun care i dun give a dam oso..."i am wat i am hate it or like it up to u... "I DUN CARE!!! understand..."I DUN!!!" now mummy had leave i dun see e point for mii to stay oso...haiz....sometime i think back why mummy wanna bring mii here why dun mummy jux leave mii wif my aunt n come here herself n get marriage without bring mii along...maybe she will be more happier n will live longer....

**I DUN WAN TO MOVE HOUSE!!!!
i have being say tis for so many time...
why r u still asking mii whether i wan move or nt...
if u insists of moving...then dun ask mii jux move...

GOD iam trying very very hard to listen n obey him but there is oso a limit to it ok...i can't jux always doing wat he wan...i need my own time my own life....
GOD pls help mii iam really loss...sometime really think of giving up everything include u my lord...i know tat im wrong i should nt have think like tat but........argh i dun know how to say it out la...forget it...SORRY!!! i know tat im wrong...pray tat i can still obey you in ur word n have more wisdom in doing thing...
"open my eye that i may see wonderful thinks in your law" psalms 119:18



hate crying to slp...wake up confirm eye swollen...haiz....TOOPIX!!!
hate being alone in e night when there is thunder or lighting...
feel so alone now...hate being alone...i m scared!!!... without yOu
haiz dun know who will understand???who will wan care???who will wan share???
maybe there is jus tat i dun know how to share wif tat person...
ok my back start aching lex...i think is time to go to bed lex....
so will end here lex...sorry for e long post or maybe a long "xin si"...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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3:10 AM




Monday, June 25, 2007

erm ok..im back ytd night from my aunt house but did't nt post cos was v tired n my laptop oso abit siao siao de so jiu nv post lex...slp at 12++ wake up at 8++9...stayed at home alone as my sis they all start school lex...yup...argh going to rain soon hate it n love it....hate it cos my back n leg will pain n iam scared of THUNDER n LIGHTNING... =( love it cos can WALK/RAN n PLAY in e rain...=) im going to become panda liao....[cos i gt panda eye] so sad....nt enough slp...argh!!! how i wish i can slp 24hours dun need to wake up... flu flu flu toopix flu i hate it la...so xin ku....argh!!!erm think will post till here lex nt in e mood n im v tired n lazy to post...sorry!!!

This song is nice...=)
but abit sad sad de...=((

Cry on my Shoulder
By: Deutchl


If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They are free

Chorus:
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
love can do



i really dun know wat happen to yOu...
asked yOu but no reply....haiz....
wat should i do now...=((...i DUN KNOW...
argh!!! take care of yOurself ba...
[imissyOu.imissyOurvoice...=(( ]



*mood swing=(
thinking so much but i still dun know why...
how toopix im...haiz...
[mummy i miss you i LOVE you too!!!]=(



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11:50 PM




Friday, June 22, 2007

well slp at 5++ then wake up 7.15 to bring my sis to 313 kpt to buy her food then to school...reach home packed my living room then had my medicine around 8.45 when back to slp till 1++2 then wake up cos PIG!!! called...every day he called to check whether i got take my medicine anot...hahas he can be come my ah ma lex la...like to called to check wat we r doing n eaten lex mah...hahas...
let see nth much happen today...stayed at home did nt go out then for dinner we when 313 kpt to ta bao...yup...so tml will be going to my aunt house to stay lex till Sunday then will come back =((...argh i hate TOOTHACHE[swollen gum]!!!...it killing mii la...pain till like hell...
iam recovering soon....in progress hahas...=)...fever is gone...left wif backache ,headache n toothache...=)...erm haven take my medicine dun feel like taking it...but nvm....

DUN FORCE MII WHEN I SAY NO!!!....
I HATE IT!!! ok....


PIG when to drink again....toopix PIG!!!....everyday go for drink...siao de...
argh!!!...dun wan tok to e PIG lex la...shhhh!!!!....



=((..i miss my mama...haiz...mama mama mama where r u???...=((....
who will understand mii like u do???
who will luv mii like u do???
who will care for mii like u do???
who will stand for mii like u do???
who who who??? no1 but only u....haiz...
it will nv be e same ever again....=((

mood swing!!!...



missHIMsomuch=(
pray tat his leg will recover fast...
u take care of urself too wor...
MISSYA!!!



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:45 PM





ok let see slp at 3.15am n woke up at 7am did't bring my sis to school cos i was having headache so she when wif her friend...sorry=(...then when back to slp till 1++2...forget to take medicine again...nvm take or dun take still e same...still will pain...

so yup...tml or Saturday maybe going to my aunt house again to stay till sunday nigth...so won't be able to go for cell group again...have nt being going for cell for dam long lex...sorry!!!... so will be going back to work next friday...

erm ok jux now when chong pang meet my grandma then to dinner...dam pek chek when dinner time haiz dun wanna say lex...argh!!!...after tat waited for my ah ma to cut her hair then reach home about 9.45 , watched tv n pack my room...then now posting here...errr so tml as per normal gt to bring my sis to school...so got to wake up at 7 again...but now a days i jux can't get to slp early, always gt to wait till 3 4++ then can slp then my back will start aching...i am really old lex la here pain there pain...

~Nydai => Suddenly Miss her so much!!! very long since we meet each other lex... she called mii jux now...=) hope tat she is doing well...take care ger!!!....Miss you lot!!!!meet up soon...ok???
~mum[miss jia ying] called jux now...chatted on e phone for a while yup...Thax her for e care n concerned!!!...miss her too!!!hope we can meet up soon too...ok???


PIG is DRUNK!!! say nt drunk...still wan to drink....drink drink drink....drink his head la...toopix PIG!!!....


dam pek chek, dam angry!!!!!
why can't u all jus listen to mii??? F**K la!!!...argh!!!
mood swing...=((
"問世间情为何物, 只叫人生死相許...."



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:00 AM




Wednesday, June 20, 2007

wake up at 6.50am today,bring my sis to Mac to had her breakfast then send her to school...came home can't slp so online till about 10 took my medicine then when to slp till 12.15...woke up when sun plaza buy food for my sis n oso buy my medicine...then reach home do house chores till 3++...when to bath n waited for ying si n ping hui to come...
yup...they came at 6 then chatted wif them till 7++ after tat they jiu when for dinner then to voon ho house...as for mii we when North point for dinner...

~ying si n ping hui =>THANKS for coming over to visit mii...=)), you two take care too...ok???

argh!!! my tooth gun is swollen...papa say too heaty lex...i have be eat n drinking so much medicine but still haven hao...dam pain lo...then when it start to pain headache will oso come...
e feeling is dam xin ku de lo then will oso feel very very cold...
then now only down wif flu n backache n e toopix toothache...
pray tat will recover soon...!!!=)...yup...


things may look perfectly fine for you , but inside is jux look so different...
it may jux change in a sec...
"word tat had say out from e mouth ,can't be taken back..."
-erm would u or who will give up ur love one cos for ur friend/best friend/sister???
why???ppl always say LOVE is selfish...itz true..???maybe is true...???
for mii i still can't overcome it ,sometime see her n friend will still feel wired wired de...dun know y oso...then we like got nth to talk nth to share but last time we use to quite good de...but haix...


his leg haven hao....
he say maybe it's infected...
haix...pray tat he will oso recover fast!!!=)
must tc care of yourself ok...


another 50min for mii to take my medicine....haiz...SIAN!!!
gt to wake up at 7am tml again to bring my sis for breakfast then to school...
hope tat i can get to slp earlier later....
mood swing...wtf...agh!!!=((
so pek chek so angry...argh!!! wat's now??
waited n waited but haiz....
只要相信真爱, 梦想都会成真...
人世间情为何物...haiz....



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:55 PM




Tuesday, June 19, 2007

a day had past...haiz...

erm ok didn't had a good slp last nigth...when to bed at 2++ can't slp at all cos my back n my tooth are really pain...so wake up took medicine at 4.30 then when back to slp wake up at 6 wake up at 8 then jiu nv slp lex...haiz...
bring my mei to 313 kpt to eat in e morning then came home do house chores till 2++...hen xin ku...so rest on bed till 4...then miss hennan[sorry if i spell wrong]call say they wanna come over my house so i when to bath n waited for them to come...yup...they come at about 5 then chattted till my papa come home then they left....

erm then when yishun for dinner n also to but my medicine can't find e same medicine i bought ytd so bought a new type of medicine they say was good so papa say buy lo n try see where the good or nt...then i jiu buy lo...but i take lex like nth stil e same still v pain erm i think tml got to go sun plaza to get e medicine i take ytd is better lo i think....haiz...so ma fan...

tmr gt to wake up early at 6.45 to bring my sis for breakfast then send her to school...
haix...scared i can't slp again tonigth...


argh!!!my back, my toopix tooth , toopix flu n fever
haix dam pain la...help!!!
hate it...=((...

he is so good =))...he bought food for my sis today...
THAX!!!....tc wor..=)
iammissingyOu...




YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:45 PM




Sunday, June 17, 2007

back from my aunt house lex...
argh!!! now having FEVER!!! headache,flu,cough & nose stuck....hate it la...
it making mii so xin ku...plus my toothache still haven hao can't eat hard hard de food only can eat porridge...argh!!!feel really weak now...
erm yup when sun plaza de pharmacy buy medicine...
then no choice gt to eat before i eat e medicine so jiu when food court had a bite on some thing...
haiz...gt to take 2 tablet every 4 or 5 hours...argh!!! so ma fan...


erm think should i go back to work or not???
haiz...i oso dun know...so fann...
my boss wan mii go back to work but papa say dun work first...
but stay at home oso nth to do wat...if i work 5 papa 5++ jiu come back so gt ppl tc my sis...
but still...argh nvm la...

erm jux taken my medicine but can't slp yet....dun know y...haiz...
nvm will stop here lex...

haiz really miss my mum so so much...
it past so fast now already the 11 days lex...
feel so useless....sorry mum...


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:45 PM




Friday, June 15, 2007

argh...!!! i'm having a terrible TOOTHACHE!!!=X...so pain...
haix...pain till u can't even slp...argh!!!
mum....ILuvYou!!!...




wondering how are yOu now???
wondering wat are yOu doing now???
i'mmissingyOu...tc!!!



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:45 PM




Wednesday, June 13, 2007

woaini!!!!=))....
heehee...thax for everything...
thax for being there when i need yOu e most...
tc!!!



hiaz i miss my mum =((...
thinking of her make mii cry...argh!!!
TOOPIX!!!



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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6:20 AM




Tuesday, June 12, 2007

erm dun know wat i can write now...dam alot of thing jux happen in a sudden...
have being thinking alot tis few days WHY! WHY! WHY! argh....???
iam really nt a GOOD daughter n nt a GOOD sister too..i did nth for them be4...iam jux so useless....HATE myself so much...!!!
she jux leave without even saying a word to mii...WHY?
why u take her away jux like tat why why why........
[i would rather thing happen to mii...nt her...but if only i would turn back time....]
have being staying at home for 1 week lex...still thinking should i go back to work mah???
but if i work jiu no one tc my sister lex...but if dun work jiu no income...argh!!!haiz...
so much thing in my heart but is jux so hard for mii to say it out...
i miss you mum....*crying*
[haiz is all my fault...]

i loss it once , now i loss it again...WHY???


THAX to all ppl who have come to vist mii....n who have call mii to an wei mii...
THANK alot!!!!...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:46 PM




Monday, June 04, 2007

Strawberry Yoghurt!!! is nice...
erm nth much happen...2day meet ping hui at 7am at Mac to study but i like nv study like tat so...haiz nvm...then after exam when causeway walk walk n eat till about 11++12 jiu reach home lex...bath lex wanna slp de but drag till 4 then slp,then wake up at 5.45...nt enough slp lo..x(
yup...wake up lex when sp wif my neighbour to help my friend buy thing....then reach home bath ed watched tv,chatted then now here posting n eating Chocolate!!!!...heeehee..
hiaz dam tired...having headache & ful now...keep feeling cold cold de...
but inside is like burning lo...heng xin ku x(...
plus i still haven study for my tml de exam...toopix!!!
"TOOPIX PIG!!!" name leo theng ong!!!
keep slping n slping...eat lex jiu slp....so PIG lo...lol...=P
erm suddenly gt no mood again...
er...nvm..4get it...
[imissyOubadlyx(]
you reast early ar...tc of yourself ok...
going to slp lex...really heng xin ku...
BYE BYE!!!
our name in jap:
"Shigehioro Junko"
"Mari Toshiaki"xp"
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:09 PM




Sunday, June 03, 2007

suddenly jux feel supper down supper sad...dun know y???
jux feel like shouting out loud & crying out..
i jux feel v pain inside....really...=((
[suddenlyimissyousomuch]



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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10:20 PM





well well...when church for cell in e morning actually papa dun wan mii to go de but i jux go la=X..hehe then after cell when service then to KFC to eat after tat jiu go home lex...=))reach home at about 1.35pm,good ger rite???lol...hahas...so early reach home...heeehee..
but dam sian lo, reach home helped mama to pack e house & clean my room...so tired lo...
after everything is already 3pm,so watch tv and chatted in msn till 4++5 wanan go slp de but was disturb by "some"one so did nt slp at e end....=(
then now chatting wif two toopix ppl hahas...erm maybe going to study later ba now dun feel like studying...
pic took long time ago...
^^^edit by ping hui...hahas^^^
^^^ edit by mii^^^
[i jux luv i so much=))..do you???]

indeed u'r always there to cheer mii up to pei mii...thax wor...=P
i will fly up one day ok....hahas... dun play play ar...
(we can still be friend rite???hahas lol...)
[I always wonder will you out of a sudden like "her"???...or will you go back to 'her'???...erm...
im scared ok...haiz but if it true i oso can't do anything to stop you...but pls a lest tell mii earlier so i can prepare my heart for it...AND pls i dun wan to be e last one to know about everythink ok???it will onli hurt even more...]
argh!!! feel really useless,i jux can't do anything to for you...
anyway you must tc of youself hor...dun aways play game till last late...nt good...ok..=(..


woohohoo...i wan to fly high high,fly far far...
so tat u can't find mii...[fly to heaven=))]
(MIA)hahas...lol...


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"




YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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9:25 PM





=((...argh!!! haiz seeing u like tat iam oso sad...but sorry i can't do anything to make you feel better or to take away e pain...you take care of yourself ar...rest more ok???




YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:35 AM




Saturday, June 02, 2007

hellow!!!....hahas...
erm...still haven study yet,dun know where to start lo...21unit...sian la...=((
ytd onli look through unit 21,20 and 19...errr still got 18 unit to go...=X
jux now when yishun my shop there to buy Strawberry yoghurt...hahas nice nice....luv it...
then my neighbour bought Grape green tea...hahas...oso my fav drinks...
**cute cute***

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25 THings to see if u found a good guy

>1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
>2. Try to secretly smell your hair BUT you always notice.
>3. Stick up for you but still be respectful of your independence.
>4. Give you the remote control during the game.
>5. Come up behind you, put his arms around you, squeeze you tightly against his chest, and whisper softly into your ear.
> 6. Play with your hair.
>7. His hands will always find yours.
>8. Be cute when he really wants something.
>9. Offer you plenty of massages.
>10. Dance with you even if he feels like a dork.
>11. Never run out of love.
>12. Be funny, but knows when to be serious.
>13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
>14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
>15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
>16. Smile alot.
>17. Plan a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally do just because he knows it means a lot to you.
>18. Appreciate you.
>19. Help others out.
>20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
>21. Always give you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each other's company- even when friends are watching.
>22. Sing even if he can't.
>23. Have a creative sense of humor.
>24. Stare at you.
>25. Call for no reason
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erm...nth much lex...gtg do work lex...argh!!!21 unit...=(
JIA YOU!!!!=))
NomatterwatistillLuvyou=))...???
Sotong ball & karage???
lols...hahas...
M&M Chocolate....
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:35 PM





Strawberry yoghurt ,Grape green tea & HL milk...=P
[luv it!!!]


weeheeheee....

iam bored....alone at home my both mei when to Genting wif my aunt lex...my papa mama are slpping...errrrrrr....not good lo i oso wanna go but too bad i have exam on Monday....hate it la...
suddenly miss my mei so much heeheee...did tok to them v long lex...cos always work then go school then come back they jiu slp lex...sad lo...=(( today no 1 pei wo slp le...scare scare=X...

jux now when ping hui house to study,then reach home 10.15 online chatted for a while then when 313 wif my neighbour to pei her eat...after tat reach home chatted again till now posting...
dam bored lo....nth to do then to study!!!

haiz life is e same....have so much inside mii tat i dun wish to say...or there is no1 i can say to...
iam totaly out of mood to do anything, in school did nth then to jux listen to wat e teacher have to say...at work show my attitude to some of e customer...[sorry i dun mean it]argth!!!
oya get back our test papaer lex...REO-62mark over all 74% , EFC-54mark over all ??% , CRN-52mark over all ??%...dam bad lo...die lex la...like tat how to take exam next week...

erm so not working for 10-11 days from now...cos to study n to prepare my sis de BDay...=))[BBQ on friday 08/06 at sembawang park if iam nt wrong]yup so tat all for today gt nth to post lex...now maybe going to go some work be for going to slp...=))

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Breath Again

Have you wondered how it feels when it's all over,
wondered how it feels when you just have to start a new,
never knowing where you're going,
when you face a brand new day,
it used to be that way,
now i just close my eyes and say
*i just want to breathe again,
learn to face the joy and pain,
discover how to laugh a little,
cry a little,
live a little more,
i just wanna face today,
forget about the woes of yesterday,
maybe if i hope a little,
try a little more,
I'll breathe again

starting out again is never easy,
disappointments come and go but life still moves on,
with a bit of luck,
it's a brand new start,
that might just work my way,
no need to walk away,don't want to live on life replay,*

things will work out fine,if you can find the courage to look past the night,
to see the reak of dawn

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iam trying so hard so tat i'll nt show out my feeling,my unhappiness ,my sadness & my tears for you...***where do i stand in ur heart now??? ami still ball to you???

MILK CHOCOLATE!!!
luv it...wahahas...
so Lame!!!



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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3:15 AM




Friday, June 01, 2007

blablabla....=]
hahahaas....=)
lalalala....=P
heehehe...=D


iam jux too bored lax...reached home at about 12...bathed watched tv then now here posting...
can't slp again la=[...ytd offline at 4 but slped at 5...haiz....life is so broringgggg....
exam next week le...so fast lo...argh!!!


erm i think i should try going to slp lex if nt later can't wake up to go to school...heehee...
bye bye...

wat so ever...u r still e bestfriend in my heart tat i will nv forget for my life...tc!!!</s>


Sweet Escapes....
Beautiful lie

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"





YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
2:25 AM