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Thursday, February 28, 2008

time now is 3.30am...
i'm still awake...
okie,it's normal...

hmm,so wat did i do ytd[27/02]...
wake up at only 1plus,did nth slack-ed at home and watch-ed TV...
prepare and when out about 6...head-ed down to TM to meet my cousin...
years didn't c her le,really miss her alot...she's only 1 yr older then mii...(:
nth much change on her still e same old crazy girl...hahas...lol
so yup,went to have our dinner then we watch-ed JUMPER...
hmm...can say a nice show...hahas...actually dun inten dto watch tis show at all but she say is nice
so yup...hahas...(:

erh,nth much le i think....
will just end here le....

Bye bye!!!

______________________________________


Tattoo by Jordin Sparks

Oh, Oh, Oh
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
sooner or later I'll get what i'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)


I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus X2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you




more then a friend...
yes,more then just a friend...
argh!!! i'm like going crazy!!!
i just can't stop thinking!!!
***let start all over again...



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3:36 AM




Wednesday, February 27, 2008

i can't slp just can't slp...
slp only for like least then 2hr ytd...
then now i'm tired...but i just can't slp...
argh!!!
fan fan fan...

Big Girls Don't Cry
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da




*hmm...big girls dun cry...lol...

______________________________________________
婚礼 by Du Hui Ping and Le Sheng


词曲: 蓝智峰

(女)那教堂钟声太微弱 却敲痛心中的伤口
台上庄严典礼 纪念我输得彻底

(男)他揭开你面纱时候 一枚戒指将你紧扣
掌声将我吞没

#
(女)面带笑容和你握手
(男) 祝福你们的生活
(合)怎却 那泪莫名地流

%
(男)你洁白的婚礼 你多么的美丽 台下我的独角戏
(女)走进院子里 昨天的回忆
(合)如今随着花儿慢慢凋零
(男)你庄严的婚礼
(女)我演出的悲剧
(合)最后唯一的结局
(女)教堂的钟声 梦已破碎
(合)祝福声中听叶儿随风飞

Repeat # % %



*okie....
for now i really like tis song so much...
dun noe y oso...hahas...
is nice...





***hmm...GF, dun thing too much le...u goner be okie...
we'll be here wif u always...(((: we'll pray tgt oso...okei...


hiax...i'm still awake...
everyone in my house slp le...
only left mii alone haven slp yet...
always like tat...
tml(later),hmm...like got nth for mii to do...
go out???,no place go...
no one s free oso,i think...
so it's okie...nvm...
hmm...i'm really worry about my pass thingy...
wat if i got in to e couse le but can't get tat pass oso like tat...
hmm...
toopix!!! toopix!!! so TOOPIX lah...
going back malaysia on wed(5march)...
argh!!!going back again...
wat can i do there man...NTH okie!!!is really nth loh...argh!!!
staying there for 1week again i think then come back then must go back again!!!
i dun wan!!!i dun wan!!! and i dun like okie...))):


这感觉不对...
(i'm sorry for e long and personal post)



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2:45 AM




Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Let go,let God & let time prove and tell it!!!

hmm,can i???

i dun noe...

but i'm trying...

and i'm really trying now...

i must prove it...


i'm back to singaopre le...
but going back soon...haix...
nvm...
i'm like so fan about my pass thingy...
toopix toopix just so toopis lah!!!
forget it...




i have nth much to post le....




bye bye!!!








and it's really take time.......

O,G,B,R...lol...



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10:12 PM




Wednesday, February 20, 2008

HELLO READERS ! I'm back with updates again. hehehehe. Anyway, Yeokling today called me
& told me that she won't going online or using the computer anymore. I think. Because, she's
staying with her grandfather BUT not her cousin. So, it's rather difficult for her to go lan & get
online. If her readers got anything to tell her or whatever, maybe can try contacting me & will try my very best to help you all to pass the message to her. Anyway, she'll be back in 2 weeks time. She's trying her best to come back to Singapore if they allow her to do so. Please pray hard for her. One more thing, she's now having fever. So, her readers. can you all please pray for her health & everything. Thank you(: Once again, you all can either contact Nydia or me ( Joleen ) to know more about Yeokling. Take care & good night (:



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8:19 AM




Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Will be helping my boyfriend ( Yeokling ) to update her post today & other days too ! Hmms. Let's see. Today, met boyfriend at Yishun to wash photos for her "mummy" ( ms jia ying ) After that, went back to her last time work place to buy drinks than bus-ed back home. Went to boyfriend's house & see her packed her clothes. At around 7plus in the evening, accompanied boyfriend to kranji together with tanya & nydia. She didn't want us to follow her but we insist)): She took public bus & we 3 see the bus went off. After that, we took dinner at kranji. Train-ed back to Sembawang, Saw melvin there than nydia , melvin & me accompanied tanya go block 313 packed dinner for her father. On the way there, tanya & me cried )): SORRY boyfriend ! Promise you that we're not suppose to cry)): blah blah blah. After buying dinner, went over to boyfriend's house again. At around 10pm, nydia , melvin & me went off le. Just reached home. GUESS WHAT ! Boyfriend messaged me ! HEHEHEHEHE ! Got Jealous?! LOL. She told me that she's bored at malaysia & she can't really messaged much cause, it's expensive. She told me that, she'll be back in 2 weeks time. HOPEFULLY ! Please pray hard for her ((: Till here. Anything that you people want to know, can either ask Nydia or me. Will update soon once boyfriend messaged me. Anyway, I'm JOLEEN(:



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6:18 AM




Friday, February 15, 2008

Happy valentine's day again...

e chocolate we made is nice okie...
ate almost all i made de myself!!!
abit sad huh...it's okie de...
then give one of e dolphin to PH...
i still have one wif mii...
bu sh de to eat...wat ever lah...
hmm...saw alot of ppl wif rose today!!!
even my GF oso have 1 loh...
but where's my purple rose...):
anyway...
i oso have my vday present...thanks!(:
-a preious moment musical box from nydia!
-piglet from joleen!
-a neaklace from leonard!

haix,is so heart breaking knowing someone u noe pass way out of a sudden...))):
wat to do...he's still so young 19 only...like tat jiu go le...
so sad can...):
i dun really noe him,dun even tok to each other,but still a friend of mine...
i believe God have it's plan for everything tat is happen...

moving my things to bedok tml...dun noe still coming back here or staying there...
i dun noe!!!
l'm still having my sore throat,then tanya is sick...poor thing...

hmm..so later meeting PH to go find my cousin to repair her phone & change my phone case...
okie till here...Bye bye...






y u treat mii like tat too...argh!!! ))):
**PM:
yes,i did'n give...abit sad,but i'm okie...
mi???haiz...dun noe...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:50 AM




Thursday, February 14, 2008

GF...i'm sorry!!! it's just break down...i can't stop it...
and it ____ inside out...
i'm silly!!!yah,i'm!!!
as wat u say i'm v v v easy to bluff to cheat to believe
and too soft hearted...
so now tat 'thinks'...i'll just eat all up...
or can just throw all away...
wat D lao pa say was right...
gastric pain...))):



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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3:06 AM





hmm...okie slp at 3 plus 4...then suddenly wake dun noe y...saw my msg reply then when back to slp...then GF msg mii,nv reply...then she call mii...okie then nvm...went back to slp again,then her msg come!!!argh!!!nvm ,i didn't reply again...then she call...argh!!!damn sad lah...so end up toking on e phone...after tat she came over to my place & waited for mii to bath prepare then head-ed to poly clinic...then to ICA...

yup,then meeted melvin at AMK...to help him to buy vday present!!!
then mii & GF noe wat we can do le so we both keep looking for e thinks need then plan wat to do...hahas...
so then,we went back to sbw get all e things we need then went to my house to make!!!
after tat yao hui came too!!!...hahas...funny lah seeing them doing!!!but is fun lah!!!
wanna noe wat we do...come ask mii loh...
will post e pic next time!!!hahas...


so okie,tml is valentines day...
so watching P.S I LOVE YOU.
wif GF,nydia&melvin...
er,i noe is funny to watch movie TGT...but!!!...
long story...nvm...

sian,still having sore throat...
moody moody so moody!!!anyway...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!




*PM:
i dun noe how mi going to put it to u...
give or dun give???
tis is e qus...
:1day...???



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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12:05 AM




Wednesday, February 13, 2008

HAPPY CNY!!!
back back...i'm back!!!lol
let start from where i stop...
i will just post wat i rmb...hahas...

wed(6/02)
after work,head-ed down to my aunt house near east coast there for dinner.
then stay there watching TV play games...then leonard & dia came over to find mii hahas so nice of them!!!(((: so went walking along east coast, toking laughting all e ways...like mad ppl...hahas...
yup,hahas then they went back about 2plus...hahas
*thanks for coming!!!(((:
for mii,i stay at my aunt house...lol

thur(7/02)chu 1
okie wake up at 11 plus...bath,prepare head-ed to my aunt husband tat side then to my grandma house...then send my uncle to airport as he is flying off to australia(sydeny)
hahas...
then head-ed back to my grandma place...then back to my aunt place(east coast)
stayed there again!!!):
fri(8/02)chu 2
okie,slp late so wake up at only 12 plus...hahas...so yup,bath prepare head-ed to my cousin husband house...they just move house so first time going there hahas...e house was BIG 3 story high...hahas...hmm,stayed here for a whole days till like 12plus then when back to my aunt house to stay!!!hahas...again!!! lol...

sat(9/02)chu 3

wake up damn damn early at 7 plus 8....cos got to go 'pray' my grandfather...yup,then when to my 3 aunt house then back home...after tat to malaysia!!!hahas...then stayed there for 1 nite...

sun(10/02)chu 4
wake at 11 plus...=)
bath,prepare then went out to eat...then head-ed back to singapore!!!
reach home...rest for like one hr plus then head-ed to my grandma place for dinner again!!!
was like going here and there loh...v busy!!!hahas
yup,after dinner...PH mgs mii to go YS house pai nian so reach sembawang head-ed to YS house!!!
xui li was there too!!!hahas...damn long nv c her le...dun noe wat to say!!! hahas...
so we play card then i went home early!!!they all stayed till morning i think...

Mon(11/02)chu 5

okie!!!wake up at 11 plus...watch TV,pack e house...then prepare to go out for MOVIE!!!hahas...
meeted PH for movie at AMK...we watched jay show kung fu dunk!!! haha...nice & funny show...hahas
after e show we went walking around then went for dinner....
then meeted nydia sarah & diana to go ms eunic house to pai nian!!!=)
after tat head-ed home about 10 plus...
reach home...some how dun feel right!!! so headache & sore throat!!!argh!!!
then so took pandol, try to slp early as i'm working e next day!!!=(((
e feel like is like damn bad loh!!!

Tue(12/02)chu 6

it's today!!!lol...
so force myself to wake up in e monring to go work!!!
today is my last day of work le!!!hahas...
work there for like almost 3yr le...haahas so fast!!!
GF came ACC mii...thanks!!!=)) then tanya came oso...after tat trishia came hahas...lol...
so yup...work alone till 4.30pm then end work at 6!!!
then dun noe wat to eat so end up eating BK!!!
having sore throat still eat BK...hahas lol...
must 'yi du kung du'...i dun noe lah!!! understand jiu gd dun understand then nvm!!!hahas...lol...
so yup,after eating went home...then GF went to watch kung fu dunk wif dia & mel...
after e movie they came mu house to take thing and buy mii pandol & soya milk...hahas thanks GF & dia...!!!=)))luv ya e most!!!hahas...

hmm...so maybe going down to ICA tml...

will c how...
i hate sore throat lah & fever!!!:(((



some toopix pic!!!hahas...




^^ tanya!!!=)^^

^^ trishia=)^^



e day i bring here out to buy CNY cloth!!!hahas...


GF where is my purple rose!!!


Their is a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through
She’s never going to see the light
No matter what you do...
*:2days!!!

*
PM:i dun noe!!!i dun understand!!!...haix...))):



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1:29 AM




Wednesday, February 06, 2008

i'm Physically & mentally tired!!!))):

just came home after work!!!
i'm lack of slp!!! slp only at 3plus4...wake up at 7.45 by my dad!!!
argh!!!angry angry angry!!!

then going over to my aunt house soon for dinner...
not coming back home today,staying over there!!!
argh!!! sure damn alot of ppl de....sure damn sian de...))):

hmm,PIG going back malaysia later...wow...so early!!!hahas...








I just want to show you
She don't even know you
Baby let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me we could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable
Instead of just invisible...
:) nice song...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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5:44 PM





Back Back Back!!!
i'm back here posting again...
erm,will start from

monday(4/02)
e day started wif my work...sian!!!
worked alone from 9 till 4.30,ALONE okie, sometime u can be damn busy like mad!!!sometime there's just no ppl...lol...
while working,tze chen came!!!argh!!!damn shit!!!so call-ed GF for help...so we were like toking on e phone trying to dun care him...but he still stand down there listening to mii toking on e phone...lol...argh!!!damn angry lah!!!GF say,just tell him to so alway lah!!!but how can he oso customer leh so bobian...he stand down there trying to tok to mii but i like wanna care dun wanna care...[hmm,i'm bad i noe!!!):] so for like 10-15min then walked alway...
i just dun noe y i'm so scare of him since last yrs vDay...argh!!!pls stay alway from mii!!!
so yup,then end work at 6...when to buy cake for melvin then head-ed home...bath pepare then went s21 for dinner wif nydia,melvin & GF...
had a NICE dinner hahas...thanks for e treat melvin!!!
then head-ed to BLK 306 for some GAME...hahas
tanya & trishia came and join in e game...so we played 'ahlibom'...i'm e WINNER!!!hahas(((:
we played 10 round...started wif melvin first then tanya was 2nd then was trishia...but trishia was too 'young'so she pls melvin to help...hahas..so from tat game onward melvin loss...
so e sore was like 8/10...hahas!!!so fun can!!!
pic will be up went i have e time...(:

yup yup,reach-ed home about 10plus...bath-ed then watch TV cum chatting on e phone wif dia,GF & leonard...so yup,dia hang up first then we hang up about 1plus i think...cause we are all in our lala land le...hahas...after awhile i falls aslp...

tue(5/2)
it's today!!!
hmm, now e time is 2:11am wed!!!
i'm still here,goner go work in 6hr time...sad):
okie watever...

so yup,when to work in e morning...worked alone again till 4.30...):
end-ed work at 6...bus-ed back home wif tanya...
bath then went out again,went to shop for GF short & tanya shoes...
so we to went bishan...
hmm,for mii i didn't buy anything cos tanya say i have spend alot le so i'm not allow to spend anymore!!!))):
but i wanna buy bag...she say NO!!!she say i have alot leh...lol...where have???
end-ed we spend 100plus...she spend e most la...i only buy my chocolate & dia vDay present loh...
angry!!! i'm not allow to shop for my bag!!!))):
each[mii,tanya&trishia]of us is given $200 to shop but i spend more then tat loh...))):broke i'm really broke...argh!!!tis yr CNY we 3[mii,tanya&trishia] spend like $500plus for cloth & shoes...

after shopping we MRT-ed back....
then saw....(:
reach-ed smb went Mac for lunch,dinner cum supper!!!(:
then tabao for my dad & trishia then head-ed home...
chatted wif dia on e phone just now...
i'm sad!!!i'm moving le...
she is sad too))):
i live here for like 10ys le...now got to move to bedok!!!
i dun wan!!!
she asked mii "will u cry on tat day u move???"
hmm,dun noe...will ba...10yrs for memories leh...hiax....

okie...will be v busy for e next few days...going to my grandma place then to my aunt place...then chu 2 or chu 3 to malaysia...then to friend place...then to???dun noe where...lol...

hmm,i realize TP student dun like to go for lesson & like to PON lesson!!! mi right PIG???hahas...
and u are one of them!!!


Leonard where is my Bah Kwa???hahas...
**backach!!!))):
not in e mood to work later...how???hmm...






Like shadows in the faded light
Oh, we’re invisible
I just wanna open your eyes
and make you realize how much i love you...
(i love tis song!!!)
yup,isaw&readurpostle...
friend!!!
Gf,it just so hard for mii to dun think...):
'it should not have even started...'
***:09days...



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2:28 AM




Monday, February 04, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN OH!!!(:

cherie just left, she is going there for 6yrs...wow, is damn long loh!!!
hmm...all e best to her!!! take care too!!! GOD BLESS!!!

haix...
i have a mixed feeling now...
it just can't put it in word...
it keep mii thinking...thinking...& thinking...
........


*working tml(9am till 6pm)...tue(9am till 6pm) & wed(9am till4pm)...








And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be...
(i love e music & e lyrics for tis song invisble)
it started wif a hi,and ended wif a goodbye...
***:11 days...



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1:05 AM




Sunday, February 03, 2008

"I should not have when"
"I'm up sad,i dun noe wat can i to do"
is all messed up!!!
argh!!!))): watever it is,i got nh to say!!!


i get it le...
i'll try to keep a distant from u now onward...
it is better...
***:12 days...






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1:55 PM




Saturday, February 02, 2008

hey hey hey!!! i'm back from cherie farewell cum ms eunice bday celebration le...
hmm,i'm TIRED & SLEEPLY now!!!

okie,wake up at 9 plus by mgs again!!!lol
can't slp again last nite,dun noe y???
i was on my bed about 3am listening to 98.7 trying to slp but could not slp...
argh!!! but fall aslp at 4 i think hahas...but then wake up at 6 when both of my sis wake up for school...): then when back to slp again...

so yup,then meet dia at AMK mrt station at 12.30pm then head-ed to buy cherie & ms eunice present...cum shopping!!!hahas i'm broke!!!how how how???
i wanna buy alot of things!!!
NUM=tan-top(white cum green & blue cum black)$69
NUM=Havaianas sandal(purple)$49.90 & brown $29.90
e BAG i saw today $49.90(vivo)
e green top in FOX $43
but when i'm broke there's things for mii to buy but but when i have e money seem like nth for mii to buy!!!lol...hahas...

okie wat i have for my whole days meals just now...
-sabway cookies
-cookies & cream cheese cake
-DONUTS!!!
-Hot chocolate(drinks)
-sweet & chocolate!!!
erm i think tat all...hahas...

hahas,ooo ya we bought 30 DONUTS for ms eunice as her bday cake...hahas!!! cool!!!

later having Cell in school before parade!!!so,hmm...meeting dia at 10.30???should be ba...
erm...roller blading tml!!! fun fun fun!!! hahas...(:

now is almost 2.05 le so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS EUNICE!!!hahas...
and thanks for e treat just now!!! love ya!!!wahahas...(((:

meeting ys & classmate for dinner???maybe should be ba...
going for ms eunice BBQ???maybe should be ba...lol...
nth much le i think...




GF!!! i saw e purple rose today!!!
i wan it!!! i dun care!!!hahas :P...
GF & dia, no matter wat happen or wat must tell mii okie...
i can take it de...i wont change mood or change face de!!!
really!!!(((: hahas!!!
i dun wanna be e last one to noe...):
yah,i'm xiao7...if i'm i'll cancel every things le okie....
angry angry angry!!!




yup,wat my dad say was right...
u are still studying,u have not yet go into NS,u dun have a job...u are not stable yet..
i'm oso studying...and i'm only 18 tis yr & u're 21....
we c no future now...4 more yrs from now...
we both need 4 more yrs to stable ourself...
and is a total of 6yrs for mii...only PIG noe!!!
GF!!! let's wait tgt???
but now...
pls give mii a reason to keep waiting & keep holding on.
i dun understand!!! i dun i dun i dun!!!...
***:13 days!!!





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2:08 AM




Friday, February 01, 2008

I'm Only Me When I'm With You by Taylor Swift

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to
Let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Living in a crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
The secret's all my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to
Let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
Only you can see

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to
Let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

And I'm only me, who I wanna be
Well I'm only me when I'm with you




okie time now is 2:25am...
ytd(thur),was working from 9 till 6...
after work, came home bath went to c e MP....
then head-ed home...
"mood was not tat GOOD..."
then GF & dia came at 8 plus 9...
**i'm sorry, was no in e right mood so didn't tok much
but but after awhile i'm okie le...okie!!!
hmm,so yup they stay-ed till like 11 plus, then acc mii to 313 KTP to eat my
lunch ,dinner cum supper!!!
haiz gastric again!!!))):
but i did drink some thing in e morning while i'm working okie...
but still like tat!!!


er...okie later will be meeting nydia for SHOPPING!!!
hmm, going where still not sure...
she working half days, so will be meet her about 12 plus 1???
then will be meeting others at about 6,for cherie farewell...


I LOVE NYDIA LIM!!!
i LOVE my GF (JOLEEN CHEW)!!!
*thanks for always being there for mii...(:
hmm...i noe e both of u will **** mii if u c tis...
but i still wanna say:
thanks G for e care & concern!!!(:


i MISS my daughter (WONG YING SI)!!!
i MISS WU PING PING (GOH PENG HUI)!!!
*i'm moving soon!!!))):
let's meet up before i move okie???


i'm sad,i wanna cry!!! GF, where are u???
i'm not in e right MOOD now...))):
O,G,B!!!



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