heng xin ku=((...
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Sunday 22/07/07
DONUT!!!
hehes...Q-ed up for DONUT today...the Q was not tat long la...i jux Q-ed for less then 40min i think hahas...hmm...i brought 24 Donut...6 for my boss, 3 for feline then e rest r all for my famliy de...
Double chocolate!!! tis is NICE...
Tis is e web :http://donutfactory.com.sg/ go n take a look...hahas...
okie...back to my post for today...hmm...when to meet nydia & miss eunice at MOS around 12.45...then had our cell there till 2+...after tat meet my sis headed down to RAFFLES CITY for our DONUT!!! yup...then after tat we when walking around too n oso had our dinner there...reach home about 8++9...bathed n watched tv till 1.15am then when to slp...
Monday 23/07/07
okie as for today...i jux reached home nt long ago...yup later going to work leh so will post now...hmm...tml nt going to school as i got something on in e famliy so can't attend school... erm i think i got nth much to say leh so will jux end here ba...bye bye!!!
OFF TO WORK!!! =( GOD bless i won't brun my hand again...
Back to square one!!!
hmm...yup wat Miss eunice say was rite...we should give each other more time to know each other...And i should have tell yOu wat happen so tat yOu won't get e wrong thinking...hmm...but now i think i arealdy too late to say anything leh so jux let go ba...As wat Miss eunice had say "if e person really love u n care alot about u he/she won't put u in a difficult situation..." erm i know iam oso wrong in e first place...i should nt let him think tat i really do care about wat he do for mii by tis iam like give him a hope in mii...so wat if i really care i should jux act like nth...argh!!! okie watever it's i dun wanna happen again...Let start it brand new again!!!...
nt in e mood...
~mood swing...
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*idontloveyOulikeidoytd
my ans is:-i won't...
so wat about yOu???
*running nose again & knee cap still pain!!!
so sad loh...=((
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[iam not over yet!!!]
(sing lala bey for mii...i can't slp... )
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hmm actually wanna post ytd de but was thinking n thinking wat should i post n i was so confuse...about something??? [n it's was about yOu] ...talk to my sis but they dun seem to understand wat i mean n how i feel argh!!! they say tat iam think too much lex...erm maybe is the age gap between us ba...so nvm...
okie tmr will be work from 2.30pm-11.30pm then sat 9am-11.30pm(full time)...yup...will be a long day for mii...so need alot of slp now...
it's all about time...
SORRY!!! SORRY!!! SORRY!!!
Iam really SORRY!!! =((
i know i should at least let yOu know wat happen...
i know yOu do care,but jux tat i dun know how to tell yOu wat really happen...
n even yOu know lex wat can yOu do or wat will yOu do...
so one person sad/cry/kanna scold better than then the both of us...rigth???
wat will happen next i dun know...
but watever happen in the pass or future i won't blame yOu...
is yOur choice after all...
[thanks for every thing yOu have done & all the memorise yOu give mii...
even thought we didnt get together after so many thing but yOu r always there]
tis is wat yOu say: [我也放你一个人生活,我知道就算继续结果还是没结果]
n i will jux take it as wat it mean...[yOu should know i take yOur word in heart...n i mean it!]
i will be strong n won't cry any more...[but it v hard it take time]
hmm i jux wanna say tis to all ppl...i know u all do care n concern about mii n wanna know wat happen to mii...but iam a person who really dun know how to express my feeling out to other so will choose to jux keep it to myself...and i really dun like being force to say or to do thing tat i dun wan to do...
freaking hate it lo...argh!!! angry!!!! iam like tat hate it is YOUR problem...
心碎心痛....
到此为止...???
[hate those feelng inside mii...]
[waiting...]
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Back!!!
Firstly
Happy Birthday to WYNNY !!!! =)
love you lot...take care!!!!
I AM TIRED!!!=(
argh!!! ytd dam ANGRY!!! **** **!!!! argh...toopix la!!!...
i jux can't take it lo...
nvm dun wanna it say any more...
hmm...ok my leg is aching till i can't really walk....especially e knee cap there when i walk is like damn pain lo =(...
so sad lo...tmr having PE dun know can play ma...
it a small world after all...???
i so wan to see yOu,when they told mii they saw yOu...
i was like "WHERE WHERE WHERE???" in my heart...
but yOu r no where found...haiz..=(...
we jus dun have e fate...
yOu take care of yOurself...
[missingyOu]=(
离开的理由....
wo hen tong...hen tong...
it so blessed when you found the right person to be in your life...
it jux so sweet to be in love & be loved!!!
so treasure & cherish them dun regret it when u loss it...
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argh!!!=(
i dun know why i become like tat...
i asked myself too...
why ami so cold shoulder toward yOu...
why ami avoiding yOu...
haiz...
iam missing yOu everyday but
even though i am online I'll still choose to appear offline...
cause i dun know wat to say to yOu...
dun know how to face yOu...
(anyway thax for coming over,at lest i got e change to see yOu...
but i still feel very bad toward how i treat yOu..=( hope yOu dun take it too hard...
erm i can see tat yOu r tired n ???...take care of yOurself!!! dun slp too last...
hmm...???hope nt because yOu r angy then yOu walk away....I AM SORRY!!!)
-i wish i could!!!=(...
PIG!!! got back wif her lex ar...hahas...last long long hor...treat her gd gd hor...take care!!!
(especially those who tagged mii or called mii)
To all ppl out there: Thax!!! for the care n concern n all those encourage word from u ppl...Iam fine!!!...=) and really Thax!!! GOD tat i still have u all wif mii to cheer mii up even though some of them dun know wat happen but at lest they care...I'll take care of myself n my family de...dun worry!!!
erm dun really e mood to post anymore...will come back to post when my mood is back...
BYE BYE!!!...
headache n flu....=(
the weather is so COLD!!!
[So near,yet so far...]
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Sorry!!! Sorry!!! Sorry!!!
the only thing i can do now is to ran way for yOu...
n MIA myself...
it hurt mii tis way oso...
but i got no choice...=(
"leave it all to fate"
"-headache n flu!!!x("
hate it...
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argh!!!
it him again!!!
WTH i did wrong again...
i hate it...i hate it....i hate it la....
yup "HE"when to see mii n send mii home...
[thax!!! iam really happy]
reched home ytd he waited for mii outside the house...
i was like ok...nvm i know he will know so i dun care when to bath do my thing...
then he called for mii...i ans...then he started kp n nag at mii...ok nvm... i keep quite n did't tok back....i ans evey thing he ask...but he dun belive at all lo...then wat is the point of asking mii...[WE ARE JUX FRIEND!!! understand...how many time u wan mii to say!!!]
tat wat now!!! he say NO MORE GOING FOR CELL GROUP & CHURCH!!!!....
argh!!! wat is tis...is like two diff thing lo...damn pek chek n fuck up...
walked back to my room...my tears start to drop...argh!!!
i can't slp....all the way cryed till 5++ then fall aslp...[swollen eye...sian..]
think alot last night...wanna find someone to tok to de but there is no one i can tok to or share wif...i really dun know wat's the point of staying in tis house...
wat he wan i try to do it of him...but wat i wan i alway can't get...
**Sorry!!! i think i can't join u all for cell anymore...sorry!!!
i dun know how to face u all...i dun know how to tell u all...
sorry!!!
haiz...maybe we jux dun have then fate to go on...
i know u still care for her...i know she still care for u too...
why dun u jux go back to her...n forget u use to know mii...
wo hen nan gou, wo de xin hen tong...
pain pain pain...stop it...can!!!
i can't breath anymore....=(
take mii alway...pls...
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Lin Yu Zhong!!!ok...well iam back from my work lex...erm so tired lohx...my back n my leg is giving mii problem again...i can't stand too long lex cos of my old injury =(...papa say better dun stand or run too much if not old lex will become more pain n worse still can't walk =(...argh he's alway trying to scare miii...he say wan bring mii go see the chinese Doctor but i scared pain i dun wan go...xP...
erm my hand oso got problem, every time i live up thing it will start to pain...they say my bone lose lex cos carries too heavy thing...must go see chinese doctor to push it back....argh again chinese doctor...can nt make it la...i will pain till cry de la...=(
but haiz will see how some how some day i got to go de...if nt i will pain forever...later old lex no one take care...v kei lian de....
ok...now i already 3.05...tml as in later i still got to go work...argh!!! but i still can't slp now...nvm going to watch my VCD lex...heehee...bye bye...tc...
***when will real love exit's...???
[missingHIM]
luv,luv,luv....hahas...
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ok yup when cell group and service in the morning...then when lunch wif nydia after tat jiu when home lex...cos damn tired....reached home chatted on MSN then when to slp till 8++9...wake up bathed then got nth to eat n iam oso lazy to go buy so ate chocolate n potato chips... heehehe... argh still having flu but only night then will have....sian...my panda eye getting more worse liao
err tmr still got work....2.3opm-11.30pm...yup...
sometime really can't stand mii younger sis...she jux got tis toopix attitude like mii or evern worse then mii...i know my attitude was bad sometime i feel bad oso...especially when iam sleeping i dun like ppl to make noise/kp or wake mii up...n when i wake up i will easily get irritated by small small thing then will start kp here n there...heeehee..sorry!!!
pray tat i will change my toopix attitude n oso pray tat my sis will oso change her's...yup...
Boi seriously i need time now...
will yOu wait till iam ready???
will yOu wait till "HE" agree???
[hope can see yOu there tmr]
[missingya!!!]
Happy Birthday to Jonathan Goh and li wen...
hope you all have a Blessed Birthday every year...=)
***被你一个温柔的表情骗我爱上你...
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argh i can't slp cos of the toopix flu n headache!!!....
damn xin ku la...=((
tired till can slp for 24 hours lex la...
tml still got to wake up early again, cos got cell in then morning AT 9am so i got to wake up at 8am oooNO...argh...!!!
cold cold cold sooooooo cold...=(
[missHIMtillsiaolexla...]
dun u know even though iam so tired n xin ku i will still choose to go online to c where the yOu are there...
haiz sometime thinking of give up every thing....
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