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Monday, July 31, 2006

wahaha...so happy 2day when Bishan wif ying si ping hui cai xia n myy sis...n take alot of neoprint...i spend about $30++ 4 food , a shorts n neoprint hahas...i think im BROKE 4 tis week..haix..=(
so tired le..n my eye so pain now..=?..tml then i post e neoprint we take....hahas..
now maybe going 2 watch my new VCD...then go slp...
"good nite ppl..."tc...hahas miss mii kkk..hahas..=)...


u r still in my mind...
miss u lot..
must tc..



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Sunday, July 30, 2006

a long day 4 mii...wake up so early 2day at about 7++..to pei mii grandma go market...
so tired lo i slp at 1++ le last nite then wan mii wake up soo early...=?..
then when Bugis wif my family n i bought a bag..haha..cost mii $35...
after tat when hm...then do nth...so sian..wanted 2 slp..but my sis keep fann mii so nv slp end when s.p wif her...toopix..
hai fell so sick now..wanna go slp le...good nite ppl...


u r always on my mind...y???
i jux can't 4get u...



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i think im sick now...haiz...(having flu n sore throat)
i think i will have fever soon...haiz...=?
now i at my grandma house doing nth...
so sian..so tired..dun noe wat to do lei...hai
i think i will be slping soon...feel so sick n cold now...
"wo hen xin ku"=((

do u know tat u r going round n round my mind???
im always thinking of u...y can't i jux 4get u...
n y can't u 4get mii too..
"y mi always holding on to a dream
that will never come true..."
*wo hao tong ku*



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12:20 AM




Saturday, July 29, 2006

hahas...back from cell group n parade...so tired...=?
2day was so fun wanted 2 study de but end up playing captain ball wif e B.B...hahas...my group win...but after all is jux a friendly match la...
jux now wanna play in e rain de..but nv coz scared later e officer scold...=(
2day to tired le so they say i blur blur de..hahas..got mah?nvm...

i feel so cold n tired now wanna go slp le then later at wake up watch my new VCD..hahas...=) nite nite!!!hahas...




im still having flu n sore throat...=(
i really miss u alot...
how how???
i jux wanna 2 c u everyday...
but can't...=( hai...
i will luv u more each day if u wan mii 2...



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6:40 PM





soo tried after work...having flu n sore throat now...=(
haix...feel so cold now...dun know wat to write le...
i think i should go slp now , tml still must wake up at 9++...for cell group...
so good nite every1...
i miss u...wat should i do..=(
all i c in myy mind was all u...
y?? y must be u...
y can't u jux leave n alone...



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2:30 AM




Friday, July 28, 2006

having flu n sore throat since last nite..."wo hen xin ku"=(
n my knee is still blueblack....

just come back from Sun Plaza wif ying si n ping hui...we when there walk walk after school
then it rain when we wanted 2 go hm...so si n mii walked i e rain back hm jux now
i really luv walking in e rain hahas...it make mii feel happer...

2day school time was short so nth much happen...e first lesson was EOA (Mr Raj) we suppose 2 have a test de but he was busy wif same case so we did have e test...so we sited at e parade square n wait 4 him...i was too tired till i fall aslp...till he came at e last 10min then i wake up...
after tat was english lesson , CPA lesson , recess then math lesson...after tat hm sweet hm...
2day lesson was really really short...

now i got nth 2 do...jux waiting 4 e time 2 fly 2 5pm...then go 2 work...
i think i got nth 2 write le so i will end here n come back at nite 2 post if im nt tired...



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Thursday, July 27, 2006


i really have no mood 2 write anything here....im really lost...i can't do anything...im really tired...
i jux wanna 2 slp n nt wake up...



i jux dun wan 2 hurt e person hu love mii so much...so i choose 2 leave...

can some1 understand mii??? i have hurt so many ppl around mii...now i jux dun wan 2 hurt them again....

do u know i feel so sad when i treat u so cold but u still treat mii so good...

y can't u jux dun care about mii n 4get mii...or u can even HATE mii i dun mind...

i really need some1 2 tell me wat 2do!!!=(

my knee still blueblack...=?




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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

(im tired of my life...)
as per normal i will meet ping hui 2 school...then in school nth much happen...jux fell v tired n no mood 2 do anything...dun know y...
then went study at Mac again with ping hui n melvin....hiax


tis time 4 mii 2 wake up le...i have no time 2 waste le...so i think i should nt think too much about HIM le n rite now i should put my mind 2 study...so now i have choose to ignore n just dun care
i feel so sad when i treat u like tat but i have no choose but 2 do tat...be 4 i fall deeper...
u did nth wrong...im e 1 hu has e problem....


If by chance you look for me and you cannot fine me
Don't you worry, I'm alright I am where I want to be....
(i really need alot time...SORRY..)

Song: Till the end

All this precise moment　
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven　
That’s holding me all night　
I don’t know how I found you　
I am thankful that I have
That I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share　In my heart　
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I’ll always be with you until the very end In this world　
There is no place I’ve never been
You are my life my soul my girl And through the all　
I know you come to see　
That you are the one till the end　
(We’ll always be till the end)

All my friends around me　
Say you’ll be gone too soon Baby
I’m gona make them see
We’ll find out way back home

i really like tis song alot...
im sad now...
fell like crying...

SORRY!!!



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11:00 PM




Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Same i will meet ping hui every morning 2 go 2 school...2day nth much happen in school...i was tired n i slp in myy PE lesson n myy music...hahas...hu say PE can nt slp we when 2 e back stage of e hall 2 slp...n e teacher can nt find us till e lesson end...then she saw us , we jux walk away as in nth happen...hahas...

then after school we all went hm 2 bath n rest...then go Mac study at about 4pm...with ping hui , ying si n melvin...=)
then at about 6++pm i wan hm...i watch tv till i fall aslp until nydia call mii then i wake up...


Woow she call mii 2 tell mii MY PBB camp Results...
yeahs...i have awarded the Pioneer Brigader Brooch....but im nt tat happy cos two of my friend did nt make it as in they r nt awarded..=( i really feel so sadd 4 them we went thourgh e camp 2gether but nt all of us get it...
if i was her i will really really cry like mad lo....haix...
dun know wat 2 say le...i jux hope tat they will still be in G.B event...


(i know this is rather upsetting and i will not dare to
say i can take this lightly. however, i still believe
and trust that God is in control. He knows what's the best for us. perhaps
He has more marvelous plans instored for us in future,
which our limited mind has
failed to comprehend currently.

let us continue to honour God & seek to please Him in
all the things we do, regardless of whether we are awarded on earth.
for our treasures are all in stored for us in heaven!

praise and glory be unto God's name!
regards, ms eunice)

ya...we should believe in him n trust him...nomatter wat happen...



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Monday, July 24, 2006

2day have my chinese oral im e last 2 le...waited 4 soo long...
after tat when hm then when out 2 study at Mac with ping hui ,ying si n soon kei de..
but ying si end up nv go cos she fall aslp at hm...then at Mac we saw melvin,justin n nydia...
then ju study 2gether lo... haas...

haix...aiyoyo...hu can help mii donate money???now my card onli have less then $30...how how??=(
i still thinking about e PBB things...haix..soo scared...

i now feel soo cold n tired...wanna go slp le..good nite ppl...

my knee still blueblack...=(



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Sunday, July 23, 2006

PBB results out le...so scarry...i still dun know i got get e brooch anot...haix..
i will really cry if i dun get it lo...haix..btw i dun think i can get e brooch lo...SAD..=(
how how how!!!

haix..now dun know wat 2 write le la...my mind onli thinking about e PBB things...
so scared...wat if i really nv get how?haix...i really wish all for us can get e brooch lo...

erm..dun know wat 2 write le...im tired le off 2 my lalaland le...
good nite...

my knee still hurtz...=(



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10:25 PM





aiyoyo!!! My leg(knee)become worse le...even painful now...(blueblack) is like inside of my kneecap pain...=?haix...hurtz alot..
Tml having chinese oral...sian..haix...dun know wat 2 write le so i will end here...i will post 2nite when i come back from my work...
off 2 bath then 2 work...
pray 4 mii...=)..thanks..



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Saturday, July 22, 2006

I SO SCARED I WILL LOST MY LEG...=(
SO PAIN...HOW HOW...SO SCARED...=?



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went 2 study a Mac wif nydia...then went hm...nth much le...so tired n myy knee hurt lot...haix but i still wan 2 watch myy VCD...hahas...oO ya sian tml working 2pm to 6pm onli...haix...kkk..i will end here le go c myy VCD le...(17 more day 2 myy BD... )


good nite ppl...tc...

here is 2 pic...i took a few day ago...


hu hand is tat...toopix...hahas...i think is ping hui hand...




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10:30 PM





im soo tried...(after 5++ hours of school n 9hours of work)...so i nv post ytd...
i fall down at my work place ytd..soo pain lo...
I almost cry...=?but i nv...then now my knee hurts a lot...pain=(
so pain till i cnt slp last nite...

i wake up at 10++...i think...then came here 2 post cos nth lo do...
2day dun have G.B parade but there was a outing wif e B.B...i wanted 2 go de but all e P3 ger nv go so I oso dun feel like going le...go le oso nt fun without them...(rite?)haix..so sian dun know wat 2 do now???..erm..maybe go out study lo or stay at hm watch my VCD lo...sian...so tired...
kkk..i think i will end here...i will post 2 nite if i gt nth 2 do...



"indian ger"hahas...
OFF 2 watch VCD...then 2 study ba...=)
i jux wanan say i MISS U...






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Thursday, July 20, 2006

hahas..i slp very early ytd...at about 11++ i think...but still very tired 2day...dun know y?...
e math lesson was soo sian lo...keep doing e same things....i do till i fall a slp....then normally 4 english lesson i will slp de but 2day i nv slp...i was so high...dun know y?...wat ever e teacher say i will like say something funny or do somethink funny...hahas...then my friend ask mii "2day u forget 2 eat medicine ar?"....=?..

then reach hm at about 1.35pm...(resting)wanted to slp de but can't slp...so came here 2 post lo...
sian lo...working later...till 11.30pm...dun know wat time will be slping 2nite...haix...

i really must study le...can nt play le...no more time le...2++ more month jiu start 'N' lvl le...
so scared...really really need 2 study VERY VERY VERY hard if nt will die...haix...
i will end here le...i will post 2 nite if im nt tired...=)



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2:15 AM




Wednesday, July 19, 2006

2day is racial harmony day...so i wear a indian costume 2 school...woOw so fun...n i take alot of pic too..=)erm..but i think i look funny n toopix in tat costume..=?...n eveyone keep calling mii "indian gal"...=/...

here is some pic i take 2day...



hahas..funny rite?...
there is more pic i will upload when i get it ....hahas =)



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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

woow...i feel so cold n tried...wan go slp le..tml must meet ying si at 6.45am....=?
hahas...tml can take alot of pic...so happy =)....so 2day must rest well...=)
2day in school i was so fann dun know wat 2 do...so i did nt tok much...jux slp in class...=(
kkk....i think i will end here le...goOd niTe ppl...tc...



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11:58 PM





I FEEL SO COLD...HELP!!!=(
SO TIRED...(HEADACHE N FLU...)

sick...



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5:23 PM





sian...i really no mood 2 dun anythings lo...wanted 2 go out study at 4++ de...but now really no mood at all lo..i feel so fann n sad...haix..dun know how 2 say la...then wanted 2 go eat dinner wif ying si n ping hui de but now dun feel like eating le...'SORRY'...but i will still pei u all go de kkk....


really dun know wat 2 say 2 him...i scared he will be sad or wad...dun wan 2 hurt him...hai...erm...jux hope tat he will understand...friend will be better 4 both of us...
n "u can find someone better then mii de"...i dun mean 2 do tis...(2 him)



(so tired)



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Monday, July 17, 2006

woow so tired...ytd i slp at 1+++am i think then wake up at 5.30am, meet nydia at 6.10am...
now having headache n flu...sian...(dying)=?...my body is aching...im really really tired le dun know wat 2 write le...so i think i will end here...=(


here is some neoprint we take ytd...


nydia n mii...i look funny...=)



i luv her..nydia..

Sick...=(

i fell so SORRY 4 him...wat should i do...haix...sorry sorry sorry....im bad...

dun wait u will regert...





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10:10 PM





so sian..in school now then ping hui nv come 2 school...haix...2day is G.B day so wearing full-u...i look so funny in my full-u lo...hahas =? soo tried lo =/...i slp in my english class jux now...so sian..so bored..and i donno wat to write in here le...nvm gtg le...i'll update again later when i get home...bye bye..=)



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Sunday, July 16, 2006

wake up at 10++...then help my mummy 2 pack e house...after tat meet nydia then went 2 town...wanted 2 buy bag de but can't find e bag we wan..=( so we went walking all around e place still can't find...hai..then we went 2 take neoprint...=)
after tat we went 2 plaza sing...2 support our school band...there were alot of ppl there lo...n e weather there is soo hot lo...=?...after watching e band i nydia joc benny beng hock n ferza went walk walk again...so tried...then jocelyn wanted 2 go hm rest cos she nt feeling well...so i n nydia went 2 have our dinner then go hm...soo tired...


should i belive him or nt... :(
i really hate myself...



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Saturday, July 15, 2006

wake up at 10++...then 11.45 meet nydia go 4 cell group...2day onli 2 of us when 4 cell group...sian...after cell we went 2 s.p buy food...then go back school study...we dun really gt study la...we went 2 play in e rain...hahas=)...so fun...after tat we r soo wet n cold...then i feel so tired so nydia n mii slp on e bench again..but tis time i nv fall down le...cos we put three bench 2gether so won't fall...but now down wif flu...=(
hai tml is sunday le...dun know can go chruch mah...sian...=( toopix...hate myself...
is him again hu alway make mii so sad n he is so fann..(my father) i jux dun know wat 2 say about him...hai...(crying) how i wish i can move out of tis house...
i can't do anything 2 help my mummy....SORRY mummy...u must be strong k...im soo useless....
i really really really really HATE myself....
no 1 will understand mii...=(



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10:45 PM





.sooo tired after work...tml still have 2 go school 4 cellgroup n G.B....tired...=(
im scared of something...but jux dun know how 2 say...y memory keep flooding back...
i really fell like crying...

I CAN LOOK CHEERFUL N HAPPY EVERYDAY , EVERY HOURS , EVERY MINTUES , N EVEN EVERY SECOND BUT DO U KNOW TAT TIS IS NOT E REAL MII.....E INSIDE OF MII IS CRYING EVERYDAY N EVNERY TIME WHEN IM THINK OF U...



some pic i take a week ago....


wow fireworks...

i love them...





"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes we should let go."




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Friday, July 14, 2006

2 day im really like a siao zha bo in class lo...keep Laughing n toking...cox teacher say dun slp wat...so if i dun slp i have 2 tok or do something 2 keep mii awake wat...hahas...=)
but i did slp in english class la...cox no one pei mii tok...then ping hui oso slp lo nt onli mii...
hai later gt work....sian...
gtg le do bath le...




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Thursday, July 13, 2006

jux come back from work...sooo tired...but i jux cant slp dun know y...hai...
so fann...i really dun know hu should i trust la...stop asking mii le la...CAN...so fann...
n ya really thank alot for e jackett...erm...but i dun think is worth it lo...hai...
ya n dun wastes ur time n money on mii le...it really really dun worth it lo...
"u will regert de trust mii"
by e way really thanks alot=)



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11:55 PM





My ORAL fail le la...gone case le la...=(
for the reading i still ok la....BUT for the conversation...jiu gone case le lo..when e teacher ask mii questions i jux stare at there teacher then the teacher stare at me...then i really dun know way 2 say lo...so i anyhow ans the questions n i cant even spk probably lo...really feel so scared n nervous lo...=( then they keep asking mii y...then i keep saying "dun know dun know"
haiya...really fail le la...=(

so tried lo..then still have 2 rush 2 work...sian...tooipxxXXx...


gtg le..off 2 bath...rushing off 2 work...



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4:45 PM




Wednesday, July 12, 2006

soooo sian....nth 2 do...hai....
here is some pic i take in school n at hm

mii n shia...my sis...
wow...she kiss mii...so happy..=) ILOVE HER...


hahas..tis is wat i need for my ORAL...=)





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11:05 PM





PSALM 23:1-6

1 The LORD is my shepherd, i shall not be in want. 2 he makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousenss for his name's sake. 4 Even though I wake theough the valley of the shadow of death,
i will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod are your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table for me in the presence 5of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows. 6 surely godness and LOVE will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.



PSALM 25:4-5

4 Show me your ways , O Lord, teach me your paths;
5 guide me in your truth and teach me,
for you are my GOD my savior,
and my hope is in you all day long.



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5:15 PM





a new day...Raining on my way 2 school...sian..2day in school was like dam cold lo...cos of e rain...hai...TAKING ORAL TML....feel so scared n nervous...=/ HOW...?
i think i should eat more chocolates n sweet...so tat i won't fell so scared n nervous...hahas...
hai...wat should i do...i really hate myself lo....


i jux some how 4get how 2 smile...really lost...tell mii ''hu should i trust...''



"RESPECT OTHERS IF U WAN THEM TO RESPECT U"


going to take a rest le...bb...so fann....



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5:10 PM




Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy: love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, think no evil; does not rejoices in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away.
1 corinthians 13:4-8



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10:25 PM





wake up at 9+ & jux finish watching e 9pm show....having headache...hai...
i hate myself....told u le im not worth fer it...stop wasting ur time on mii...
im bad..im useless..im hopeless..im nt wat u think...n time dun wait 4 u...so go on...
we can still be friend...

i jux some how 4get how 2 smile...


Just let it die With no goodbyes Details don't matter We both paid the price (Tears in my eyes)
Now everytime I see you I pretend I'm fine When I wanna reach out to you But I turn and I walk and I let it ride...



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10:10 PM





hai...jux reach hm...so tired n fann....ytd nite before i went 2 slp...i chat wif my father he tell mii alot of things n oso ask mii alot of things...wat ever he ask i dun really know how 2 reply...so i jux keep quiet n listen wat he wan 2 say...after wat he had say i fell like something is killing mii lo...jux tat i nv tell he how i fell...even i tell he, he oso won't understand wat i wan lo...
mii n him is jux onli friend lo...toking on e phone, going out wif him does nt mean anything lo...but y cant he understand.....we r jux onli friend lo...''nt wat u think''...
if u(my father )really dun belive mii wat can i do...k lo..e most i can do is nt 2 tok on e phone wif him n nt going out wif him lo...HAPPY
toopix...i hate u always...

im sooooooo tired le...wanan go slp le...sian...fann



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Monday, July 10, 2006

''If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons she couldn't stay, don't cry too much... Just be glad that your paths crossed and; somehow she made you happy even for a while. Time will tell. If she's yours she will surely come back.Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you. Don't drive it away from you because if you do, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you. Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart. The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you. happy, GO FOR IT. Remember that we pass this way only once. Time doesn't wait. If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away. Don't let fear hold You back. Give it a try''


i found tis from my friend blog...n i find it really meaningful too..so i m oso here to share...

so wat should i do should i give it a try...or jux walk away...??



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some pic i take...a few day ago...










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10:35 PM





hai..did i really fall 4 u le...i oso dun know...y m i always thinking about tis? i should not think too much le lo... cos i know we can't be 2gether de lo..i alreadly set up my mind nt 2 care le but i jux can't y?....tis is 4 ur own gd..so jux go on dun stop...im not worth fer it ......


trust mii....
if nt u will regret...


gtg le...going mac 2 study...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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4:05 PM




Sunday, July 09, 2006

Hai ya...so tired...last nite watch soccer till 4.00 +++ jiu K.O. le...
Then wake up so early wanted 2 go 2 church but my father dun let mii go...
then jiu go back 2 sleep lo...wanted 2 go out jux now but raining...so sianz..
When e rain stop...i called my frend but all still sleeping like a pig!!!
So i decided 2 go 2 sleep also...one of my frend called mii 2 go out n meet but i m too sleepy...i dun wan to go le...i told them...=?...
hai kk..go rest le...save energy 2 watch soccer later...
gd nite everyone...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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10:55 PM





hai...jux go on wif ur life dun stop...dun wait 4 anything or anyone...
u will regret...4 wat u have done...=(
Tis is true...so jux go on...dun stop...trust mii..



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3:23 PM




Saturday, July 08, 2006

went 2 school tis morning 4 cellgroup...then stay in school 2 study...
but im too tired after doing 2 topic of math...so as nydia...so we two decided 2 rest...
on e bench...i almost fall of e bench lo...=( cos we r shareing MP3 so we cant really move on e bench...so scary lo...=/after tat i decided nt 2 slp on e bench le...we went back 2 continue our work...is like so sian lo...but 10 mim later..we give up le...dun wan do anymore le...so we two decided 2 walk around e school...sit n jump like siao zha bo...
is like really nth 2 do lo...soooooooooooooooooo sian...
so we sit down n chat we chat about alot of things...suddenly we tot of chocolates!!!...
wow...how i wish we can go 2 chocolates buffet...hahas...
we tell miss jia ying (other cell group leader) tat we wanted to go for chocolates buffet...
she say we two really siao de...every day eat chocolates...hahas..
hai so sian...wan go slp le...later wake up watch soccer...
gd nite eveyone...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:55 AM




Friday, July 07, 2006

I'll be with you as long as you want me too Until the end of time...From the day I met you I know we've be together And now I know I wanna be with you forever...
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go I think that something I should probably let you know With everything that i spent with you Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all I feel for you yes i do...


i will remember the time when we spent like brother and sister....


mii 2 u...all is true...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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10:04 AM





''am i a silly ger''
sighs...wat a tired day....but i nv sleep in sch(class) today lo...=)
i did all my work...n pass up on time lo...
hai...2day gt work...so went hm early...
erm........
i still gt alot 2 say but 2 tired 2 type...
i think i better go sleep if nt later i cant wake up 4 school...
good nite every one...tc



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:17 AM




Tuesday, July 04, 2006

为什么相爱的人不能够在一起偏偏换成了回忆
why...why...

hai..ytd nv post..cos no mood...sad =( sad...ami very bad...

im nt running away or avoiding u...i jux dun wan u 2 fall 2 deep...n im oso scared i will fall 4 u...

i know u r always there 4 mii n u care alot 4 mii...but tis is jux...hai...

n i know we will nv be 2gether de...cos i know, no one will wan 2 wait so long....jux 4 a useless , hopeless n toopix ger...

hai...wat is tis...so fann....
我依然还在等待等待你会明白
thanks alot...4 e chocolates...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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10:56 PM




Monday, July 03, 2006

4 Love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. 7 It alway protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preseveres.


1 corinthians 13:4-7

Love never fails....
i will luv u till e very end...
i will be there if u say u will be there too
i wil nv leave u if u nv leave mii
i swear..



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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9:31 PM





my eye better le but still itchy...cant rub later sore eye again...=(
2day went out 2 study wif friend...but like nv study like tat...we sit at mac chat chat...then do a little bit only...hahas....Then jiu go walk walk le...sian lo..every day no mood study...haiz...
like that how will i pass my 'n' lvl...sian..






chocolates!!!
i wan chocolates!!!




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9:17 PM




Sunday, July 02, 2006

hai ya so sian...cant go church again...''toopix''
sore eye so pain...dun know y...hahah i think i cry too long le ba...=(
so sian at hm...dying...N level coming soon so scared...hai...
at night hu gt watch GUARDIAN ANGEL...Haha nice rite...i like e song...=)
so nice..but i dun have..hu have send mii le...gt 3 song..
(guardian angel , belive n dao tui)
erm..im think hu will be my guardian angel..hahah...
hai sian tml going out study wif friend...really scared cant pass myy N level....
kk...so tired le wanan go slp le...
eye still pain=(



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:55 PM




Saturday, July 01, 2006

Wow...I woke up in e morning at about 10.00am...
HaHas...Preparing 2 go 4 cellgroup n GB...
2day weather soo hot still wan mii 2 wear full-U...haiz...
Aiya!!!Siao liao lah...2day jux receive my GB FORTNIGHT card...
WA!!!Per gal target at less $100-$160 leh...Die liao lah...
Wah!!!I see fireworks leh...soo beautiful...at about 8+...hahas
I was soo lucky 2 stay soo high at my block...hahas
I saw many diffrence shapes n sizes of fireworks...feeling soo lucky at that time...
E most fireworks i like is e heart shape wan...mii first time see heart shape wan leh...
Do u think i m lucky???Hahas...
My friend call mii n say that she can oni hear e bombing sound but she see nth...hahas
I even took pic wif my neighbour n my sister...z... hahah...

Maybe going 2 national stadium n watch loh...but i no hav ticket...hu got ticket i wan!!!



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:40 PM





wat a sad day...(crying)i was about 2 go 2 bed at 7+ 2 rest..but i nv..
i quarrel with him (my father) again...
tis time i really dun know wat i really did wrong lo...
when he came home from work his mood is nt good...
he start scolding miie i was like i did nth wrong wat...so i talk back...
i ask him wat did i do...then he started 2 say lot of rubbish thing from e past...
i was like those thing happen so long ago now he is like digging all e past out...
wat is tis..past is past lo...n i know i did wrong tat time but i change le lo...
but no one know...my mother told miie tat he is stress after work so jux don't care him dun say anything...i was like wat he is stress so he can put he anger on miie ar...n tis is nt e first time le lo..so i really can't take it le..i start talking back 2 him again...now i dun care le...he can put his anger on miie so y i can't...
I HATE HIM..
he confiscate my hp i dun mind le now wat he still wan...

i jux wan my FREEDOM..
tat all...
(cryer)



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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8:34 AM