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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

was really tired now so sleeppyy!!! ytd slp at 3am...wanna to slp early de but jux can't slp so i watch my VCD lo..watch till i dun know e time cos e show was really nice=)...e show make mii cry...n think of "u"...
then 2day went bishan ITE...erm was a litter sian at there...they bring us around thier campuse n telling us about e courses they have...erm then was really nth much le...
then e bus was dun know lost or wat la we ended about 1.45 then e bus come at 2.30 we waited so long then after tat reach sembawang my n ping hui went S.P to buy teacher day thing...we keep walking around Fair price dun know wat to buy...then after 1 hours we brought nth for Fair price...haix...then wanted to buy a cake cost $30.40 de end up nv buy cos we onli have $30...
haix yo...then we went to buy a smaller cake cost $26.80...haix...

walk hm after we buy e teacher day thing...reach hm i was hungry waiting 4 mum to call hm n buy food 4 mii...then my anut call say wanna come to pass mii thing tell mii nt to go out wait 4 her...then she came pass mii think le ask mii wanna go eat mah...i say okok cos i waited so long mum nv call...so went S.P to eat...after tat it started raining so gt no choice have to walk hm in e rain...reach hm then went to bath....


now wanna go slp le really really vrey tired...
think im going to get sick soon now having sore throat n flu....

slp NOW...nite nite ppl...tc...


wat happen to mii it seen so hard for mii to jux do someting i wanna do...
i try nt to think so much but those thing keep come to mii...
haix...i feel im so useless now really very useless...
I HATE MYSELF....
i still miss u...




"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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10:20 PM




Tuesday, August 29, 2006

ytd did nt post i was lazy n tired to post....hehee
hai yo..nth much happen in school ytd...tot i won't slp in class but i did...aiyo can't help it la too tired le...then after school when hm bath when Mac study wif ping hui,soon kei ,mel...wanted to go 4 dinner so we ask li rong(sec 5) to join us...so we walked to SSC cos we wanna to eat pizzahut...then i call hm to tell my mum nt to cook or buy food for mii then mum told mii tat ah gong came n brought lot of durian...woow DURIAN!!!! i have nt eat durian 4 very long le haha...but i don't really like durian la..dun know y...i think is cos of e strong smell ba...
then my mum tot mii to go hm early...aiyo i was so full...hahas...all so good pei mii walk hm...
actually they wanna take e SSC bus de cos in near to thierhouse but i dun wan cos if i take e bus i still have to walk wat soi think y dun i jux walk hm...then reach hm at about 7.30 then went to bath...came out mum ask mii eat durian so i eat lo...actually dun feel like eating de but my ah gong brougth 7 durian was really lot so i help them eat lo...hahas
then u know wat will we was eating my uncle came he came wif 5 durian ...OMG DURIAN again...aiyo i really dam full le can't eat anymore...then my sis give 3 of e durian to her friend...
haha then left wif 4...i was really dam full le so i stop eating n went back to my room...then i dun know wat they do wif e durian...i think they eat all ba hehee...
went to slp very early at about 12++...




2day was so angry wif my class...hai...
my class ppl they make mii feel like a fool...i keep asking them to pay money 4 e teacher day thing then all like dun wanna give all of them like nv hear wat i say all act blu...."TooPix" hai i understand some ppl have problem...but tis yr is our last yr le wat...haix...


after school was rainnig so ying si father came n drive her hm...his father was so gd he drive us to S.P..then mii ping hui wei sheng went S.P walk walk cos we dun feel like going hm...then we wanted to watch Ghost Game so went up to e cinemas to check wat time e show start...it start at 3 so ping hui call mel n ask him wanna watch mah...then he wan so we to went watch lo...

after tat went K.F.C to eat...then when hm...aiyo im growing FAT!!!! now a days keep eating n eating...haix...

tml will be going to bishan I.T.E till 3...

erm nth much to say le...
now my mood was low dun know y...
dun feel like toking dun feel like doing anythink...
jux no mood...hai
im think of him now...i dun know y i miss he so much...
ya sometime we should LET GO and LET GOD...
tired le slping now nite nite ppl tc .....
i still miss u...
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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11:00 PM




Monday, August 28, 2006

im tired!!!jux came back from work...
hai didn't go church (for e service) 4 like dam long le..can't go cos my father dun let...hai..
"sad sad" i always pray tat i can go to e service every week but jux can't =(..but i will keep praying...till i can go...
nth much to write le slping soon tml still got to go school...
later can nt wake up ju die le...hahas will be slping in class again i think...
hope nt...will tey nt to la...nite nite ppl..tc..c u in my dream hahas...
pic we took ytd (it taken from joCeX blog..hahas)
e P3 ger...
the Pbb candidates...=)
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"




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1:45 AM




Saturday, August 26, 2006

luv them...hahas..cute
their cute..
2day nv go cell group cos too tired le...then wake up at 10 pack my think when to bath then when school to meet nydia n mei xiang...we actually wanted to change our full-u in school de but too early le so we when K.F.C to eat b4 we change...then wat K.F.C was soo many ppl..oOo we scared we will late so once we get our food we start eating very fast...then saw ken wei beng n dennis...then they wan use to help them buy food cos then can nt but student meal...toopix..hahas so nydia went help them buy...oOo no is like arealdy 1 we still haven change n still at sembawang...then we r meeting them at 1.30 at YCK...OMG...we r taking MRT so i went top up then wat my e-zlink got stuck in e machine....oOo no...tooopix...hai yo..then ask 4 help then kanna scold by e person...toopix...reach YCK at 1.15 then rush to change...hahas then u know wat we r nt late i think..=) then walk to PHS.. for the ceremony.. then we waited so long then start...hai yo...after tat when back school by bus...reach school at about 6 i thing then we took lot of lot of photos..hahas..then changed..went 4 dinner..then reach hm at 8...
now im here posting im slppy tired n having flu...=(
slping soon le..mayb tml work...haiz...nite nite...tc ppl...
"miss him"
listen to this song...it tell wat i wan to do now...
*Simple Plan - Don't Wanna Think About You
or
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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11:55 PM




Friday, August 25, 2006

about last nite...(crying)...
"TooPiX.."wat did i do???i did nth lo...wat ever ppl say u listen u believe them then i say u dun believe...then y do u care to say mii..quarrel wif him(papa)again...he is like dam fann lo keep fann my mei went she is useing com...keeping saying he wanna use to search 4 thing...hai ya wat ever la dun know wanna search wat TooPiX things...then my mei jux tok back say "dun fann mii la can nt wait like ar" then he ju angry keep scolding my mei...then when out KP mii...he say myy mei now like mii le know how to tok back liao say i teach her de...wat ever la...every thing oso mii la...he onli know how to say we 2 then keep helping my 2nd mei...he tot myy 2nd mei vrey gai ar..NO lo...when he nt at home she was totally diff lo..keep acting infront of him...
TooPiX...hate tis kind of ppl...then he gt nth 2 say le ju keep saying e old thing tat happen long time ago...wat lao...TooPiX....
really feel like going to beach...but nv....sad... =(

hate "HIM"...


today...hai my eye was like dam small lo cos i cryed late nite...then look like i very slppy...
in school nth much happen i was in e low mood can oso no mood la...my class 2day onli have 14 out of 30 student came...woow cool manz...4 ger 10 boi...die le la like tat how thery can pass their "N"lvl...hai..i was really slppy then fall aslp during enlish listening test...=( hahas but i still pass e test..
then after school when wei shend house take VCD...then go S.P c cake 4 teacher day...
when home after tat...then meet ping hui ,soon kei n mr lim go study...study till 7 when home watch tv...till now...

oo ya tml getting my PBB...i have bein waiting 4 soo long le...


TIRED!!!!slping now le...if nt tml can nt wake up 4 cell group n GB...nite nite ppl...i still MISS HIM...but will try nt to miss him now i wanna to be my own...dun wanna think so much le...n think will nv be e same again...do u know how i feel when think be come like tis...u dun know...if we r mean to be together 1day we will be together...if nt i think we should let go of each other...it we be better...



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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11:30 PM




Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Nth must 2 say le...jux feel very tired...feel giddy giddy DIZZY!!!... feel toopix...
feel so useless...haix

tml still have 2 go school n 2 work..im dying..=( help...i every day like onli slp less tat 5 hours lo...

TIRED!!!!
slping now le...if nt tml will die in class...
nite nite ppl...


i still MISS HIM...



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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2:30 AM





Dream of Me
Make Me Yours Now
and Forever
I wanna be Everything that You Ever Need...
Your Wildest Dream
Your Fantasy
Your Deepest Kiss
Your Sweetest Smile the Eyes that Look into
Your Soul the One and Only Person You Ever Love
When the Night Comes and Darkness Falls
I wanna be There To give You Light and Warmth
To Glow in Your Heart When the Rain Pours and
Im Standing in the Cold Waiting for You
I want You to Come and Shelter Me and Whisper in my Ear
"I Love You"
You ask me if i lurved you...but the answer lies in you
Why must you go... when you knew all the more i would MISS YOU...
"to him"
Will u leave mii here alone...???
im scared...
i dun wanna be like e past...
keep waiting n waiting...
but end up nth happed...
jux make mii sad/cry everytime i see u or even think of u...
so pls dun jux leave ur
Memories wif mii...
it hurtz mii...when i think of it...
haix wat should i do i know tat we can't be together de but...
i dun know wat going through my head
should i tell him or not its just so fann...
haix tell le oso like tat...i think will still be e same lo...
n will make mii even hard to face him...sad=(
why did thing turn out this way...
is all my fault i....
hai dun wanna say anymore...
make mii feel like crying....
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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1:05 AM




Tuesday, August 22, 2006

jux came back from work....TIRED!!!!

Nth much happen 2day...slp in class...then in english lesson they say i very noisy like e FAN in calss...=?toopix lo..i slp oso can nt then i make nosie oso can nt...hai...then nvm then they still keep saying mii "gong gong" then say i "blur blur" de... TOopiX lo...

tis week will be geting back my prelim results....
then ya...2day i got back my results 4 CPA & MT...this two i pass..but nt very well done....=(


hai im tired but tml still have 2 go 4 work...sian then still got school...

so tired...then my eye now very pain....=( dun know y...hai...
i think i should slp now le if nt tml can nt wake up...nite nite ppl...tc...
must miss mii n dream of mii kk..hahas....jk jk...nite nite...

(do u know "u" r always in my dream n is really so sweet to b wif "u")miis u...


hai...how i really miss him so much...
really wanna to c him...but HOW...
i can't tell him...
i dun wan him to know...
but i jux wanna to c him...
i wan i wan i wan i wan i wan
i really wan...crying...
will u wait 4 mii
till im readyto be wif u???will u???
can u wait till e time in rite
4 us to b 2gether???
can u???
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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1:30 AM




Sunday, August 20, 2006

Nth much Happen 2day...wake up at 11am...then wanted to study at home de but then mel call ask mii 2 go out study...then ok lo..when at 3pm study wif him n nydia...haiyo we like nv study lo...we like chatting all e way till 6+...hahas...then he pei mii walk home...=X

"it's always funny when people u expect to care will just dun care, and people u dun expect to care will just care so much..."


wanna say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:
BENNY CHEW & CELESTE HO
wish them all e best in every thing they do...n oso can find thier TRUE LUV...

Take Care...Good Luck!!!=)
(hahas should be tml de la but i will wish them now...n is like jux 1 more hours)


wat happen???
to u or even to mii...
r u e 1 hu have change
or mi e 1 hu have change??
im really scared...
scared tat wat u told mii was
not TRUE...
scared tat u will jux walk alway...
will u???
will u stay wif mii till im ready
to be wif u???
will u???

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:00 PM




Saturday, August 19, 2006

erm...ok...wat happen today???ehh..nth much actually..hahas...no cell group...cos Mss Jia ying was nt feeling well...(her back bone pain) so i slp till very late about 12++...wake up le...then went 2 slp again..hahas...then slp till 2+...wake up help my mum to pack e house n i packed my room too...if nt she will kill mii...=?

then 2day nv go out...wanted to but lazy..n tired...
so stay at e whole day...helping my mum...good ger rite???hahas...=)
watever....so sian...gt nth 2 do...hai...

waiting 4 e 11pm show to start...


nth to write le...i think i will end here ba...

tc..ppl..must miss mii..hahas...=)

im sad..nv get 2 c u e whole week=(
tot can c u 2day but nv..
n sorry...4...hai...nvm..dun say le
i wish i can..but i can't...
sorry sorry...
miss u...
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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10:32 PM





erm...im tired jux reach home nt long...(when 2 work) ok la 2day was nt tat tired la i did take a nap be4 i when to work...2day when to Mac at 8.20 meet ping hui soon kei voon ho & eddie be4 when school 4 EOA prelim...we was in shift 2 so no need to go school early...

2day paper was ok la but haix i scared i got alot of careless mistake....
then will faill...=X...my perlim will end here at start again 15 september...
woow...in like one more month lo...so i must study Hard...n i really MUST...

now really tired.... dun feel like typing anymore....got no mood...
im sad..hu know..no1 know...nt even HIM...



Life of darkness
Filled will Illusions
All seems so nice
Yet too nice to be TRUE....
i knew u are the light in the darkness
but it seems that it is getting darker
i'm afraid that i will lose my balance and fall
wished u were there for me...
i feel so alone now...
i keep think of u ...y??...
but when u r here im scared 2 face u...
n when u r nt here i MISS U so much...
y??y??y??y??y??
i think i have arealdy fall 4 u...
did i???but ...can i???should i???
but now i really feel
tat ur feeling toward mii
have really change...how??
wat should i do..im scared...


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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2:00 AM




Friday, August 18, 2006

NEVER tell a girl I LOVE YOU unless you really mean it
-Don't EVER use the word FOREVER unless you're sure it's really going to be forever
-Don't kiss/hug/hold her hands if you don't TRUELY LOVE her otherwise you're known as a******
-NEVER ask her to stead with you and in the end YOU'RE the one who calls for a BREAK UP.
-MEAN what you say. Prove it to her.
-Don't say "i'll call/sms you later" and in the end,your LATER NEVER seems to come.
-Express how you feel about her. Don't keep it to heart cos she wants to know what you think about her.
-Don't lie to her that you didn't receive her sms and that's why you didn't reply her.
SHE KNOWS YOU RECEIVED IT.
-Don't tell her tall stories just to make her like you more... once she finds out,
YOU'RE DEAD MEAT.
-Don't say that you LOVE her but the fact is you're using her. If she find out, you're WORST than DEAD MEAT.
-Don't ever BREAK her HEART. You'll regret it.

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"

(sarang heyo!!!!! (to him))





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4:21 PM




Thursday, August 17, 2006

still having headache & flu...sian..then 2day paper was ok la...4 Mt can pass la..but 4 CPA i dun think so..cos i keep print e wrong things..hai fail le la...

sian..2morro is EOA paper then wanna go study de but nv go cos even we go le oso nv study de...will keep toking n playing so i must as well stay at home..then even go i oso no mood 2 study or even do anything...=( jux feel so no mood....sian..


sian sian sian sian!!!!!feel so fann...haix...dun know wat to say...i think i should go 2 slp so i won't think so much...kk..nite nite...tc..miis"u"...=(


i really really MISS YOU!!!!but sorry 4wat i did...


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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7:47 AM




Wednesday, August 16, 2006

2day start preliminay le.....2day was english paper 1&2 . paper was quite easy la...then tml will be having chinese & cpa...all the best to ME n MY FRIEND...=)
when study jux now at Mac wif ping hui n soon kei...then we were like toking all e way lo..nv study at all...haix really gt no mood to study sian...

nth 2 write le slping soon...im tired now having headache n flu haix...i think i will feel better after i slp(hope so)...nite nite ppl..sweet sweet dream!!!tc..miis"u"...=)
(do u know how much i MISS U i really jux wanna 2 c u but im scared =X 2 face u i dun know y???maybe 1day u will know tat u r e 1 hu i always miss..n dream about..)(i feel tat ur feeling toward mii have change...im scared)





"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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11:00 PM




Tuesday, August 15, 2006

school was fun!!!hahas cos got u all (my best friend ,si ping hui,mei li....)
luv u all...hahas...must study hard k...
haiyo 2morro start preliminay le...hai so fast(im scared =X)...2morro is english paper 1&2...hahas but good cos school end early..hahas=)

nth 2 write le tired now slping soon le...nite nite ppl..tc..miiss "u"...=)



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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11:10 PM




Monday, August 14, 2006

to day school was ok...but tired!!!haiya i think i everyday oso tired de la..hahas...hai my hand still pain i feel so toopix...every time go work comfirm will gt hurt or toopix think will happrn de...=x..

haiyo...jux now when study at Mac...then like nv study like tat keep toking 2 Mr Lim n Ping Hui...=?...hahas then we ask Soon kei 2 go home bring his dog out...hahas..his dog was CUTE!!! his dog call "niu niu" hahas sound funny rite???heehee...dun say le later he scold mii...hahas...
e dog keep raning around mii...make mii feel toopix..hahas...but was fun la...hahas=)

here is e pic i take wif e dog..


woo...wat e dog looking at???

then so good e dog "send"(pei) mii home...hahas..no la...all of them pei mii walk home...so good of thme rite???hahas...

erm...i think i gt nth 2 wirte le so i will end here...n go 2 bed...tired...

nite nite..tc...hahas...c u in my dream..."u"...=x


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"




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11:09 PM




Sunday, August 13, 2006

nv post dun know 4 how long le...haix..cos no mood so nv post lo...n toopix thing keep coming 2 mii...hai...feel like crying everyday...
so tried...just come back from work...my hand so pain now...(kanna burn)..haix i got nth 2 write....jux no mood n dun feel like doing anything...=(
Pic we take on e day i cele my bDay!!!
n pic we take in school...


















More pic 2 post!!i will post when i get it!!!

My Video...

*Click here to c my bDay video n more pic

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"





YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:30 PM




Thursday, August 10, 2006

woow 2day was soo fun we went ice skating...2 celebrate my bday..haha actually my bday nt 2 day la is 2 morro...but cos they nt free 2 morro so we celebrate 2 day lo...it was soo fun haha...i luv them...(Ping hui , Ying Si , Si Hao( si bro),Wei sheng , Li Rong , Soon Kei & Lawrence my aiai..hahas) thanks alot!!!! 4 all e fun!!!

oOo ya we oso went 2 take neoprint....

after ice skating we wanna go home de but nv they bring mii 2 a place..then u know wat...OMG!!!they bought flour n water..oOo no im died...oOO no!!!e flour is all over mii i look so dirty... then they oso bought cake n is a "CHOCOLATE CAKE" i luv it...hahas...=)
after we cut cake we went toilet 2 clean up....eeeeEEEeeee!!! i was reallt dirty lo...chocolate n flour is all over mii...n i still have 2 train home...oOo no!!!in e train every1 is like looking at me lo...cos i was dam white n DIRTY!!!=?

n ya..we took alot of pic too!!! i will post it when i get it....hahas...

hahas!!n now is 12 le...so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MII!!!!!! hahas...

i luv u ppl...really thanks lot...=)...




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12:00 AM




Wednesday, August 09, 2006

woow....2day our school celebrate singapore birthday...hahas...almost all ppl wear red n white...
hahas but i wear all white...then got bazaar n lion dance i our school...hahas...then during the bazaar its quite sian la.. so we kept going around taking pic..hahas...haiyo then kana force 2 take pic wif mel...dam ps lo..=?
till about 11 am then can go home..we when s.p 2 eat..
then when home...rest cos i got work...
sooo tired lo...then now my stomach pain hai i think is cos i 4get 2 eat ba...
sian pain till can nt slp...=(


here is some pic we take....



haiyo...i look soo funny....

still have..but 2morro then i will post...soo tired le...

i think i should try 2 go 2 slp now if nt 2morro can nt wake up go out....

o ya..wait HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPOER!!!hahas!!!

nite ppl..tc...

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"




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3:04 AM




Monday, August 07, 2006

neoprint i take ytd....
wif Miss jia ying n nydia



2day my day was ok de, but now was sooosooo bad.... haix...

now i really got no mood...=( SAD!!!

im crying is my bed know...

i jux hate HIM!!!!!TOOPIX!!!

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"




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10:35 PM




Sunday, August 06, 2006

ytd really got nt mood...haix...
ya ytd went orchard 2 meet my cousins, sis n aunt then go walk walk to shop things for the unborn baby then went suntec 4 dinner...wanan c fireworks de but after my dinner was too late le... so nvm we when wake wake again ,after tat then we went to sit outside the Marche shop 2 wait 4 my cousin husband...we waited there about 1 hour +++ lo cos of the traffic jam...haix..

Finally we got in the car...we turned round n round the road but we can't find a road that is no jam then we went 2 have supper at Bedok...I had "cheng tng"hahas...while we eating, we had a lot of fun chatting...hahas...then we drop my aunt n my cousin at Tampines first...after that he then drop us home...wow we reach home at about 1.30am so late rite?? n so tired!!!


woow i wake up at 11+++ so late rite??haix tired wat...
then 4 2day i when orchard again hahas...wif Miss jia ying n nydia...we wanted 2 shop 4 bagpack de but end up mii n nydia buy a sling bag...die le la i like i week buy i bag later my mother know she gonna kill mii le...=? yaya we oso took neoprint!!! hahas we look funny...i will post e neoprint 2morro...hahas...then reach home at about 4++pm...nt long went out again at 6pm 2 study...wif my pri school friends...then reach home at 9...

im so tired now wanna go slp le..."dying"
blueblack at my head so pain=?
miss u..
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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10:02 PM





jux reach hm nt long ago...hai...no mood to post =(..hai...
toopix!!!y can't she(sis) understand mii...
so TOOPIX!!!!! haix...
i think i should post 2morro la..really no mood 2 do anything...jux feel like crying...=(

"I'll try to sleep tonight
But what's the point?
When I wake up nothing will have changed.
It's so hard 4 mii to not cry"


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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Saturday, August 05, 2006

jux come back from work...2day work for 9 hours(2.30 pm - 11.30pm) so long rite..??
wanted to drink e "wine" i buy after school...but now no mood leh...now gastric pain maybe cos jux now nv eat ba..then like tat..hiax..u now cut my hand at my work place nt a deep cut la..but still pain la..n my eye still itchy...n got abit red now...haix...maybe i should go slp now but i can't cos im worry about some things/some 1 hai nvm..4get it...i should nt think too much about HIM...(y mi always wondering where r u wat u doing???)
Nydia jux call mii say tml gt cell group at 10.30pm...woow so early...i scared i can't wake up leh...haiyo now i every where so pain...
yaya now is 5th Aug le..so 2day is wei beng birthday...hahas..kk..
wanan say 2 him HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!...hahas...n all e best...
GOD BLESS YOU...
"i feel so bad...y i treat u so cold n u still treat mii so good...i told u le u dun need 2 go so much thing 4 mii n is nt worth it at all...i jux wanna c u smile.."
I'll hold back my tears tonight
As I know I can't be with you
I'll try to sleep tonight
But what's the point?
When I wake up nothing will have changed.
I'll think of you tonight
It's so hard to not cry
Heartbreak feels so low
I'll try to forget my sorrow
As I know we won't be together.
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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Friday, August 04, 2006

Friday is always e shortest day school end early...
hahas ping hui did come school 2day...tot she say nv go le but she call mii in e morning say she going 2 school wanna meet mii...hahas i was so happy tat she feel better le...n can pei mii kei siao le..haha...

then when school then must wait 4 Mr lim cos is CLD time wif e form teacher so we sited at e parade square n wait 4 him...i was too tired till i fall aslp...then i nv hear wat he say...haiyo...then wake up when Mr Raj come 4 his EOA lesson..when i wake uo dun know y my eye so pain n itchy...ping hui say v.v red...she say "u have sore eye liao la..."

then i jux nv care so much...jux when 4 Mr Raj class...u know wat Mr Raj say he say "u r having sore eye u should go home"
but i say i dun wan then he say can nt...i jux nv care him...he siao de lo...scared i wii pass e sore eye 2 him...keep asking mii go home...
but now e sore eye is better nt red le...but still itchy...=(
hahas..he scared till like tat...toopix..

then when sp buy my MARSHMALLOW hahas so nice lo..then oso buy a botter of drink is like wine like tat v nice..i will drink it when i come bake from my work hahas..kk i think i will end here le..gtg liao..bb...OFF 2 WORK...



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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2:05 PM





haix...dun know wat 2 write...im tired now...jux now got work then now can nt slp cos i jux bath come out...so cold!!!
ya..i jux now call ping hui she is sick so nt going 2 school tml...haix..sian lo...tml i conforms will slp in class de...haiyo...tml no1 pei mii talk ,play n kei siao liao..haix...=(

haix..i think i should try 2 go 2 slp liao if nt tml can nt wake up...
nite nite ppl..tc..miss u...




I hope you Know I love you too,
I cannot take this pain I feel,
It seems just too unreal.
I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed,
I'm gone for good and good I'm gone,
I hope that I,you'll soon forget.
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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1:15 AM




Wednesday, August 02, 2006

woow...2day is my sis BIRTHDAY!!!hahas..so wan say HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 her...hahas...

In school nth much happen...onli tat im nt v happy wif something is tat some1 say keep saying "somethings" 2 all most all my friend n they all came 2 ask mii thing tat make mii feel fann n no mood...haiyo...n u know wat i jux wanna know hu say de but jux no1 wan 2 tell mii...y?
i think i know hu say de but jux tat i wan 2 conforms...


i was tired n in a low mood 2 day...but i nv slp in class lo..i stay awake till afther school kkk...
then when s.p walk walk cos we wanna buy e paper to make e "crane"...hahas...
cos we c 5A1 they all make "crane" then ping hui wan 2 learnt so ask mii teach her then we all 2 day keep making e"crane"hahas...then when Mac 2 c where e malay guy got work ant...hahas..then ping hui wanna c a guy call benson got work ant cos everyday we go study she nv c him hahas...she say she miss him hahas..if she c tis she will kill mii lo..=?..hahas
then u know wat we nv c e both of them so tot they nv work..sad=(
then when hm 2 bath then when study jux now...tot they both nv work but at about 5++ they both came hahas...we so happy...hahas...=)




now so im tired lex...wanna go rest le..nite ppl..tc..slp early..hahas..=)happy happy!!!



dun u know
I MISS U SO MUCH!!!



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ALL ABOUT MII...TRY IT IF U WAN..IS FUN!!!
HAHAS...

Your Birthdate: August 10
Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations.You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you.Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans.You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot.
Your strength: Your ability to gain respect
Your weakness: Caring too much what others think
Your power color: Orange-red
Your power symbol: Letter X
Your power month: October
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?



Your Japanese Name Is...
Momoko Karasuma


Your Heart Is Pink
In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance
What Color Heart Do You Have?



You Are a Bunny Pop
It takes a whole lot more than three licks to get to your center. You cheeky bunny!
What Easter Candy Are You?



What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?



You Are a Little Scary
You've got a nice edge to you. Use it.
How Scary Are You?



Halloween Horoscope for Leo
You simply have to have the most unique, elaborate, and amazing costume.You tend to hop from party to event, making sure everyone checks you out.
Costume suggestions: A geisha, samurai, fairy, or pirate
Signature Halloween candy: Skittles




Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is low.You see love as a gift that you should give to many.It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...Let alone one person for the rest of your life!
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.You probably have had a couple significant loves.And you may have even had your heart broken.But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.You know a relationship is not about getting your way.And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.
The Five Variable Love Test


You Are 25% Normal
You sure do march to your own beat...But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at allYou think on a totally different wavelengthAnd it's often a chore to get people to understand you
How Normal Are You?


Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?



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9:00 PM




Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Nth much happen today except that i only got 1 hour of math lesson 1 hours of PE 1 hours of musci and 2 hours free!! for PE i play Bball myself =( cos yao hui n 2 other firend when out of school 2 eat n they lie 2 teacher tat they go ran 2.4km...oOo i should tell teacher hahas..then 4 music we slp in class till math lesson hahas...then e Mr lim keep 'wakeekk wakeekk" ask us 2 wake up...he is so nosiy n so funny lo...n then 4 e 2 hours is ENGLISH lesson teacher nv come then e class was told 2 stay in e hall mii n ping hui was so happy cos we can slp at e back stage but end up nv cos e teacher don't let then nvm we ju listen song till v.happy..then a big thing happen b4 e assembly dun wish 2 post here cos e story 2 long le...hahas...2day is like waste of time to be in school. e whole 2 hours i slacked(n slping)....hahas...

when study jux now at Mac wif ping hui soon kei n melivn..then saw a malay guy he very cute n funny hahas..he work there...=) study till 6+++ afther tat then nth much when home 2 watch tv....

o yo..woow..im so happy i jux got a things tat i wan from my wish...is e purple colour wallet from e wallet shop...wahahas...THANKS ALOT(2him)hahas...actually i plan 2 buy e wallet when i got time de..hahas but now i have le..hahas...so good...=)

here is e neoprint we take ytd n pic i took long ago....






hahas...tat all 4 2day...now so tired n cold wanna go slp le...nite ppl..tc...




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