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Thursday, November 29, 2007

I MISS SO MANY PPL OUT THERE!!!!

i miss all ppl in Metro...miss e time we work tgt, tok tgt, laught tgt,joke tgt....
i miss my sec school friend...
i miss my ITE friend...
i miss mummy jia ying...
i miss Nydia Lim...
i miss Wong ying si...
i miss Goh ping hui...
i miss noris...
i miss angeline..
i miss ying qi...
i miss ___!!!
and more....

i so miss you all lah!!!!


sad sad sad!!! tml got to hand in my project le...but i just started,and i only done wif 2 slide...there are 6 more to go....sian!!!die le tonite no need to slp lex....project ar project how to do???


haiz...mood change!!! some how just change...);
iam going crazy, really crazy!!!argh!!! save mii pls...
*backach again ): it hurt....pain pain...tired tired....


i wanna thanks GOD for give mii a family
thanks god for blessing mii wif all those wonderful friend i have
thanks god for forgiving mii when iam wrong
thanks god for teaching mii
THANKS GOD FOR EVER THING tat is done/nt done...
i know you have a propose for every thing...=)

bring mii to some where only WE know...
i'll walk my life GOD's way...=)



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:25 AM




Monday, November 26, 2007

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NYDIA LIM!!!

miss her lot lot!!!...all e best in wat every u do...=))
take care good care!!! MEET UP SOON!!!
GOD luv u,so do i....hahas =P
GOD BLESS!!!


Massari - Real Love






Kelly Clarkson - The Trouble with Love is






My Grown Up Christmas List by Kelly Clarkson




haix...project project...how to do lah???

*every now and then u r still in my mind...
but i rather u HATE mii then LOVE mii now...
iam bad!!! iam nt gd!!! i hate wat iam...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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3:25 AM




Sunday, November 25, 2007

PIC!!!!













tis time round iam really sick n tired of every thing...
since no one wanna care le...y should i still stay here...
mummy is nt here anymore i should oso nt stay here...
* sorry for every thing tat i have done/nt done...
i know i have disappointed u and ppl out there....
i know iam stubborn...
but i jux wan to walk my life my way...
I am SORRY!!!



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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10:40 PM




Saturday, November 24, 2007

going back to where i suppose to be...i walk my life my way...
iam born like tat...i grow like tat...
I will nv change!!!!



angry, sad , loss....argh!!!
it ended...i gonna leave...

tml will be my last day of attachment le...so sad ar!!! haix...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!



to: *ying si-21/11

and *wei sheng-23/11...



i gt nth to say...
i can't stand it any more...
enough is enough...

i have decided to go back to where i belong Malaysia, nt to stay here any more...
since he so dun like to see mii...i will leave...[happy]...

sorry my friends i got no choose but to leave...

take care till we meet again...

*ppl dun msg mii...hp nt wif mii...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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12:34 AM




Monday, November 19, 2007

Love is the shortest distance
between hearts

Love is a language spoken
by everyone but understood only
by a heart.


Love is blind only to the eyes.
The heart sees everything
clearly.

Love is like playing the piano.
First you must learn to play
by the rules, then you must
forget the rules and play from
your heart.

If you love someone, put their
name in a circle not a heart.
A heart can break but a circle
goes on forever.

Love isn’t finding the perfect person.
It’s seeing an imperfect person perfectly.








faded away...
really faded aways le...

ppl out there are jealous...
but do yOu still care...
after tat msg, i dun know wat to do...wat to say...
i feel tat yOu are so far alway for mii now...
sometime i find it hard to tok to yOu...
istillMissyOu...
istillMissyOurvoice...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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2:01 AM




Saturday, November 17, 2007

iam sad, angry & Moody...=(


tok to mii...i gonna go crazy soon...
tell mii wat to do can....
argh!!!feel like going for a walk now...
walk to a place tat no one can find mii...
no one know mii...




was shock....???
feel so BAD!!!...i know is nt right but it always happen to mii...
iam always e 3rd person...
why why why???
iam BAD!!! iam BAD lah...kill mii pls!!!

*wish i could call yOu when iam crying/sad...
wish yOu were there...





lost lost lost....
bring mii back pls...
stay wif mii can...
dun go can...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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2:27 AM




Thursday, November 15, 2007

when slack slack again wif ying si & melvin...hahas...jux dun wish to go home lah...
slack till 11.40 i think then go home...Toopix si dun know who give her e number de...sad sad she dun wanna tell mii....=( win le loh like tat...

damn sad lah tml all off...ping hui off, ying si off ,noris oso off...only left mii and angeline...=(
nvm hahas still got yang yang...hohoho...



so sad, thinking of e last day...dun know wat will happen....

wah is lke...8 more days to my attachment end!!! sad sad sad!!!
will really miss e ppl there de...

scare later last days will cry ar...hahas...hope nt...


hmm...Pink, album -I'm Not Dead...is nice...some how jux like tis album....

有你就够了 by Coco Lee

给我笑脸当你不在可以思念
日积月累
不进不退
靠在你肩边
我就有勇气去冒险
终于感觉什么是永远

我不怕世界善变
也从不怕路还遥远
牵挂最后都会变喜悦
两个人的岁月

有你这一生就够了
所有的寻觅都值得
我们的拥抱就像是呼吸
是那么的自然又那么必需

有你什么事都对了
不管是否还有挫折
能彼此珍惜是多么难得

这一生有你陪我就够了


i gt nth to rite lex....tata!!!
cya tml...
one mth,since we last see each other...
ireallymissyOu...
如果能在遇见你
把你抱紧
从此不分离
决不放弃
我要告诉你
baby..i'm sorry...









trying so hard to be STRONG!!!
when story end-ed...
wake mii up from my dream...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:55 AM




Wednesday, November 14, 2007

iam back!!!
tired tired tired!!!aching aching aching....

reached smb about 10.25...waited for ying si and oso melvin...slacked outside 7-11 till about 11.40 then go home...sad sad sad i wan to work at trim shop but can't...=(

argh!!! so sad must write e toopix report for e manage then tml gt to give her...WAT TO WRITE???
hmm...iam lazy to type le...must go think wat to write for e report....

after noon shift tml...
bye bye...sweet dreams!!!...
we'r still friend???he tok to mii...he msg mii...but iam scared tat he will leave mii alone again, pls dun do tat...who knew???:(
happy happy.:)...





YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:47 AM




Tuesday, November 13, 2007




* rainbow after e rain???
will sunshine come after e rain???

it's mii...




hmm...is time for mii to jian fei...now a days keep working nv go ran...
must find time to go ran ran le...hahaha...
er okie...ytd when for cell after work till about 9+ then reach home...
today off, didn't work yishun oso...v tired , boby aching like hell...
stayed at home didn't go out oso...slp till 3+ then wake up...packed e house...
so happy tml ping hui working same shift as mii...hahas...

12 more days attachement end...will miss e ppl there de...=(

i nv forget wat u told mii, but u forget it...
my life turn to become upside down...
itEND-ed...

WHO KNEW - PINK

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's rightI took your words
And I believed
In everythingYou said to me
Yeah huh

That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
cause you said forever
and ever
who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cruel
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew


*love is sweet, but bitter when you falls a part...
dun take away "L" from Lover,cos it will be come over...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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2:48 AM




Sunday, November 11, 2007

iam tired...after work when bedok my grandme house...so jux reach home...

*i hate myself, for loving yOu...






I Miss You by 光良Guang Liang

我想有一個美好的結果 為何最後總是來不及 相信有一天變成過去
現在分開無所謂 就當一首短短插曲

我不害怕 反正不會太差
有時候需要放下 才能看見向前的步伐
放手總帶不走一些牽掛 一些忘不掉的牽掛

Oh because Imiss you yes I miss you 想你在心裡種一棵大樹
Yes because I miss you 要走的不能抓住
我也很想告訴我自己 不能哭
Yes I miss You 有一天我不會在你掌心
緊緊握住 我們的幸福
我把所能給的全部付出 我很滿足

就算眼淚快要奪眶而出 我很滿足



光良(Guang Liang) de new album v nice...


烟火 -Yan Huo

不会分离 -Bu Hui Fen Li
I Miss You
女孩别哭 -Nv Hai Bie Ku
风雨同路 -Feng Yu Tong Lu
爱可以点亮整个世界 -Ai Ke Yi Dian Liang Zheng Ge Shi Jie

I Am Who I AM
双子星 -Shuang Zi Xing
住在遥远的星球 -Zhu Zai Yao Yuan De Xing Qiu
惊叹号 -Jing Tan Hao





YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:25 AM




Friday, November 09, 2007

i saw rainbow, it jux so nice...
(pic will up-load tml)



having flu and sore throat...
so emo!!!,,,=(


不会分离 by Guang Liang
明天我们要暂时分离
电话中你不舍的语气
你说可不可以
放你的心在行李
跟着我飞行
我们就可以永远不分离
每天要听一次我爱你
你说这样会感觉贴心
如果说我离去
你的心会下起雨
满天是乌云整个世界少了空气
把你抱在怀里
我们没有言语
感觉离别前两颗心在一起
我们抱在怀里
我们不想言语
今天以后留下回忆
我们可以温习 我爱你
不言语 这一刻天在哭泣
离别那天你为我伤心
说好我们不难过伤心
你说可不可以
一路握你的手心
放在我怀里
这样才能感觉你的呼吸
站在离境门前看着你
脸上你舍不得的表情
如果说我可以
用全宇宙的魔力
让时间暂停
让我们可以不分离
把你抱在怀里
我们没有言语
感觉离别前两颗心在一起
我们抱在怀里
我们不想言语
今天以后留下回忆
我们可以温习
我爱你
不言语
这一刻天在哭泣
今天以后留下回忆
我们一起温习
我爱你
不言语
这一刻天在哭泣
我爱你
不放弃
这一刻不想分离
不会分离
不会分离
不会分离....
tis song is nice...


melvin say he saw yOu, he say yOu have change...
do yOu really changed every thing???




YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:30 PM




Thursday, November 08, 2007


mii & tanya...
mii & trishia...
(pic before i cut hair)


tis week working morning shift...so is diff from ping hui...
sad loh...we one week nv go work tgt,eat tgt & go home tgt le...
but okie lah still got c her well working...hahas....but didn't tok much...
er...tml & sat maybe will kanna full....but still nt confirm yet...
so will c...


i cut-ed my hair le....
my french v e short ar....=(
look funny, i think...hahas...


igussitover....
iam missing yOu...
how i wish to c yOu...
i still can't slp in e nite...
something make mii keep looking at e msg tat u send mii...
tears drop...heart so pain...
iam trying v hard to be normal ,to be wat i use to be...
wisher,hope,,promise,disappointment...

*backache backache!!!...hao tong hao tong!!!!...=(



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:36 PM




Tuesday, November 06, 2007

boring ,tired & moody...=(

argh!!! angry!!!...toopix *d*i*...
i did nth wrong okie...





"好多好多的话想对你说"
hiax...why why why??? itover, itended...
itotitwilllast...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:28 PM




Sunday, November 04, 2007

i dun know how am i gonena slp to nite...

*dun cry because it over,smile because it happen...
dun u think is possible???
NO! is so impossible....


I hate e feeling when crying in bed...
I hate e word sorry...
e feeling jux so *u*k,,,


after reading tat msg my tears drop...
could not slp...
dun know wat to do but to cry...
feel so useless....
Iam jux so TOOPIX & silly to believe...


headache , swollen eye...wat to do...


is raining now...
lightning & thunder are here again...
but u are nt here any more...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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8:27 AM





Mood swing!!!=((

okie iam here to up-date le....
keep changing shift tis few days, cos nt enough staff...
ytd(Friday)working morning shift,then after work jiu bus-ed down to east coast for my cousin birthday...didn't when home ytd stayed there till tis morning slp only at 3am...but wake up at 6.30am then bus-ed back home...as for i got to work & my sis got to reach school by 8.30am...
reach home slp again, slp till about 12.05 woke up by a msg...thank to tat person if nt i dun know i will slp till wat time...

i was damn tired loh!!!

well working today iam like half die loh....then got really no mood to sever customer but i still try my v best to sever...but got one customer damn mah fan okie one shot wan try 10 top...so nvm i let her try,but then she keep asking how to wear ,why e top like tat de,can i try e new one...do u have discount for tis for tat...damn irritating loh...iam like busying severing our customer oso loh then she keep wan mii do thing for her...argh!!! Toopix Toopix!!!

haiz...working after noon shift again tml...will be alone again...so boring!!!



tat nite when i cry, i wish yOu were there...but yOu r not...
tat nite when i was sad/alone, i wish u were e one who msg mii...but yOu r not...
dun u know some time i really need yOu to be there for mii...


To a willing heart nth is impossible...but for now iam losing faith in it...
is there still a mii in yOur heart???



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:38 AM




Thursday, November 01, 2007

ytd nite really can't slp loh...
lay on my sofa watch TV
Gastric pain till can nt...
really dun know wat to do loh...
drink warm water oso no use...
pain till tear drop...
then oso got difficulty in breathing...
*u*k loh...
then i think about 2 fall aslp...
wake up at 3 off TV then when back to slp...


To day was so boring!!! when gift wrapping from 3pm-4pm...then do greeting 8pm-8.40pm, toopix loh sit there do nth...keep smiling n smiling only.then they say must say"welcome to Metro" all tat...but sometime i say sometime i nv say...say lex ppl oso dun care u just give u a face then walk away...like iam toking to e wall like tat...argh!!!...

hmm...okie didn't meet ying si after work...but meet-ed melvin and 2 of his friend...then slack outside 7-11 and i ate i-cream too...we chatted for a while then melvin keep asking mii to go home keep nagging at mii...ben ben loh him...err stay till 11.10 he walk mii home....so nice of him right???actually no loh...he walk mii home cos he wan to ask mii things loh....but anyway still wan to thanks him for pei mii walk home...

haix...tml will be another boring day for mii....will be working monring shift but ping hui OFF...so sad!!!...


last nite think of mummy...
haix cry-ed again...
i so regret when she still around i didn't do enough for her,
now tat she is gone i can't do anything le!!!haiz...
juxt HATE myself so much...

can yOu pls tell mii wat yOu wan??? wat are yOu thinking???



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:42 AM