TOOPIX DAMN PHONE!!!):
spoil): just can't receive Mgs out of a sudden)':
kill mii lah,i can't live without my PHONE!!!
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tis pic is just sooo CUTE lah!!!YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
tat e only pic i left):
my girl(: ^^^
my FAV!!!(: F1 blue~hahas...
watch tat i bought(:
e only pic i have...): waiting for Dia to send...heehee.
***tiramisu tat lenoard make...
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just not in e mood to do it now.
**擦干眼泪 一个人 漂流在这宇宙~
isz time to give up???
i'm scare i just can't hang it there anymore.
thinking alot alot again.argh...'bangwall'
i dun noe why...
it had pass almost 3yr.
i wish i colud just give up.
just move on wifout anyone~
i dun wish to hold anyone back either.
dun wanna be a burden to anyone,not even my friend.
if i'm,i'm sorry.
And yah,i may just got to leave here anytime next yr.
which i dun wish too)':
i may look okie/good/find when i talk about it.
inside mii,i'm damn scare.
i really dun wanna leave my family and my friend here.
i dun noe wat else i can do.
thanks GOD for all those wonderful friend & family.
i feel blessed wif everything single thing u give it to mii.
even though,i keep asking why?or even compare wif other.
i noe u have diff plan for every single one here.
even though mummy is now not here wif mii,but i still feel her every where i go.
[thinking about all tis i'll just tears no stop,damn it]
i pray i won't get swollen eye/small eye tml for school.
满园玫瑰 我以爲 找到我那一朵
认真爱了 却狠狠 刺伤我的双手
责备什麽人也没有用
玫瑰都红 难免看错
望着天空 爱是风 活在童话里头
小王子说 有些事 流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱 会一直寂寞
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我 忍着痛 也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我
擦干眼泪 一个人 漂流在这宇宙
小王子说 爱一定 开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗 在什麽时候
iwishmummyishereforever~
*好让我 忍着痛,也愿意往下走...
Sign Off:270409-1.15am
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SINGAPORE FLYER(:
damn,my phone when CRAZY~
all those pic i took all gone):
only left those pic in GF(jo) camera.
toopix toopix!!!
I WAN A CAMERA OF MINE!!!
so got to wait for GF to send mii e photo then i can update...
Friday went school for SW(pe).
then went for PM too.got nth to do go ya.sleep inside e class till it end.
then had lunch.
and went tp1 wif GF then walk around.
then head HOME.
sleep all e way till i reach my stop.hahas.damn tired dun noe why.
reach home.rested,shower then went out wif shiashia to meet GF and Leonard.
SINGAPORE FLYER(:
is NICE(: LOVE LOVE<3
wanna go again.wanna go again!!!
wanna go for e fight and dine thingy too!!!
alright,after flyer went to makansutra to had our dinner(:
then to mustafa to get my Casio watch(:
finally~
but sad,i lost adidas watch)': i really got no ideal where i put it loh):
then HOME SWEET HOME to my ahma place(:
so just came back for her place.
didn't go out e whole day.e 3[mii.tanya&shiashia] of us acc ahma e whole day(:
hohoho,TML is singing DAY!!! and will be meet mummy(:[miss jia ying]
LOVE LOVE<3
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TIRED~
an aching training again):
*eblueeye(:
***Dream of mii & yOu~
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How's e feeling like???
i think i had lose it...
Training was normal.
and i'm as tired as normal oso.
back is still weak)':
it still hurt now...
Jia You CE netball,we can do in as a team(:
track too(:
Alright,had lecture in e morning,i'm too early for school.LOL
it start at 8.30am.i reach at 7.53am tot tat i'll be late.
but i was way too early.didnt cheek my timetable cos normally start at 8am or 9am.
nv start at 8.30 before tat's why.
so sited at C1 alone.then Jo came,she bought mii kidder JOY!!!heehee.
then went up for lecture.
after which had SW(PE).
then lunch,today C1 & C2 was darm darm pack loh.sian~
so end up 'tabao'go outside pract room eat.so kelian~
then was pratc,it was fast then ended early oso(:
so meeted my netball mate at C1,then saw Jo!!!hahas.
and she buy mii ICE CREAM!!!TRIPLE CHOCOLATE lei...nice nice(:
then she when back for lesson.
so we chatted slacked there till training start~
there's april newbie today,hope they will stay(:
and it end about 8plus9 again.
reached home going to 10pm.
shower and had milk and bread.
and here i'm now,infront of my LAPPY(:
sleeping soon alr,even tho my lesson start at 1pm tml.
i need alot alot of sleep.i'm going to become panda alr):
oh,well was Chatting wif XL then we came across tis Q:
XL-how long since ur last relationship ar?
mii-guess.
XL-1 month?1 week?yesterday?now?
mii-LOL,no no no...guess...
XL-2 year?
mii-no no no.i'm sure u Can't get it de loh...
XL-5 years?
siting there and was counting it.hmm
mii-hohoho,soon to be 5 yr...hahas.
XL-wow.
XL-hahas.
XL-no wonder u say u forget the feeling of being love.
he's bad lah,keep saying "is you too high standard le lah"
i told him:Love Cannt force de mah...like jiu like dun like jiu dun like.right.
no one believe mii when my reply is:'no i dun have a BF'
i'm singer for qite sometime.
just becos i got a ring wif mii.
what's there to not believe...
time just pass go fast.
(waiting and waiting is wat i have being doing,tat's why.but i got no regret)
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You're Not Sorry Lyrics
Artist(Band):Taylor Swift
All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
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i'm e toopix one!!!hahas=P
i guess i'm getting better alr(:
alright,sure up date about ytd.
went school for SW(pe) only as my noon lesson i dun have to attend(:
i just sit there watching them play floorball and helping them took video.
was aching and tired to join them.so yah.
after SW went to had last Breakfast/early Lunch.
then slack awhile wif them then went off alone to expo John litter to help my aunt and grandma to get e hairdye. as i noe Edmund is working there but dun noe is morning or noon shift so try my luck so texted him. yeah,he's there,morning shift.LOL.
he tis slacker,siting outside hall 4.sleeping.hahas.
i walked pass and he shouted my name.i tot WTH loh.
so then went in tgt to look for e hairdye tat my aunt & grandma wan.
found it and is took early for mii to go home as no one is at home too so stayed there walking around wif him.walk over to NUM there,saw tis guy look like Mel BF hahas.but dun noe whether is or not.hahas.nvm. there's nth for mii to buy): then walk back to went Edmund counter is,stayed at there chatting wif him.and i bought for him one Adidas Deodorant spray(floral dream)is nice(: hahas.and is only $3.90.heehee.got perfumed too but nah...i dun really put perfumed.
so stayed for like an hr there off i go.HOME SWEET HOME.
reached home,rested,watched TV till i fall aslp.
then walk up at only 2plus.
went to shower then off i go.
went down to OPSS to meet trishia.
then waited for Lenoard to come over to fetch us.
then headed to queensway to get my netball courtshoes and lenoard running shoes.
reached there,there's damn alot of nice nice track shose loh.
but i'm there to get my netball courtshose not track shoes):
nvm,i'll be back to get track shoes!!!
so walked around and soon lenoard got his running shoes alr.
i still can't find e one i like):
so keep walking around.
saw one tat i like cos is purple colour but is ex $139plus i think.but for a courtshoes and i maybe only wearing it for a yr.so yah.
keep walking and walking.
saw one purple colour and is a netball shoes but dun have my SIZE!!!):
end up i get e same type but not netball shoes but is a courtshoes.and blue in colours.
then headed to tampiness de ikea for lunch cum dinner.
i had MEALBALL(: heehee.
then HOME SWEET HOME(:
oh,otw home receive a mgs for Fad.
she's really confirm going to cannada for a mth of study.
i'm happy cum sad):
-happy cos she can leant more from over.and stuff.
-sad cos i'm gonna MISS her like crazy.
tears just drop after i saw her mgs.argh!!!
i find myself so weak.
oh,thanks GOD is only a mth(:
alright,i'm staying at home e whole day today and not going out.
gonna acc sky.hahas.
i wanna watch 17 again!!!anyone anyone then HIM.
*yOuandiboth-LOVE~
Sign Off:18/04/09-4.30pm
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Rat,FiveFive & DoDo=D
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Is not getting right~
well well well i'm still SICK!!!
and is really getting worst)':
[yah,i'm not a good girl.i'm stubborn,
dun listen,i dun care.so now.argh!!!]
but i have not been eating
CHOCOLATE and those unhealthy food for e pass 4days alr loh.
but is still e SAME!!!
maybe i didn't drink enough water???as i dun like to.
maybe i got not enough sleep???i guess so.
maybe i still go for training???as i think i still can take it.
maybe maybe maybe....
alright,watever.
meeted
he came over to my place and went over opp my house de Mac.
had breakfast,chat.yeah,he LOVE to disturb mii as usual.TOOPIX BENDAN!!!
then walked to bus stop,he send mii to school.
[u dun have to come all e way down to just eat breakfast wif mii after a long nite work.
u dun have to send mii to school.i noe u are really really tried after work.
u dun have to come and just to see mii.u dun have too.
u dun have to spend ur time on wif/wif mii.u dun have too.
i alr noe e reason for all those thing before u say.
yah,u maybe working after today and e timing will be very very pack.
so u just wanna meet mii before u dun have e time for mii.
i noe i noe.but u dun have too.
yah,is nice spending time wif u,chatting wif u.
but u noe wat,when i'm wif u i'm thinking of someone else.
i just feel bad lah,when u treat mii so good and i'm like tat
argh,i hate myself for all tis.]
school start at 9am,had our care time wif our CS.
then lesson,break,pract.school ended at 3pm.by right should 5pm(:
so i had 2hr plus before my training start.
dun noe where to go,almost wanna go to take bus to TM1 to walk walk alr.
but receiver CY mgs she ended lesson early too.
so went over to Cafe 1 to find them,CY & JY.
slacked,chated watched TV there.
then HM came then J came.
slack awhile again.
and i'm so caving for ICE CREAM loh.
but i try my best to dun eat cos i noe i'll sure get worse if i eat.
but i just dun noe why,today there's go many ppl Q-ing for ice cream and eating it in front of MII loh.i try very best to dun buy,dun eat.
BUT end-ed up i bought my fav Trippe Chocolate to eat before training start.
then now my voice sound so MAN and SEXY loh!!!
but i nv regret eating it.hahas.
i have not been eating for 4days le loh.argh.
oh,today training was only gym.
and only e 5 of us[CY,HM,JY,J&MII]
went up to e gym,and was told tat e gym is closing in like 10min time
we were like WTH...
so went down to outdoor to get Netball and BB to play and to teach JY netball too.
had lot of FUN(:
then HOME SWEET HOME at 7.30pm i think.
was plan-ed nicely,but then.nah nvm...is okie is okie...
alright,i should stop here alr.aching,throat is still hurt and toopis flu...nite ppl(:
OHyah,HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO FAITH!!!(:
160490,her bday(:
*wat i need e most???-it's yOu.
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not even getting better): worse???i guess so.
bad flu,sore throat,fever on and off.
headache,ACHING all over my body.
haix~
ytd was CCA open house as i say.
morning lesson 8till9plus.then went over to indoor sport hall to help out,
then 12plus had my lunch.
then went back to indoor all e way till it end about 4.
had fun in indoor,played netball wif some guy from out CCA.
their funny(: hahas.nice game.
then went over to play e cycle dun noe wat tat thingy call.hahas.
for like 30min,non-stop.after tat cycle thingy my leg were like jelly.hahas.
then slacked wif ah chua,hui min and cy at Cafe1 till 5.30 then went up to indoor to push e balls down then not long training started.
yah,i noe i'm not suppose to go down for training as i'm still sick.
but since i'm there alr so just go loh.
told coach tat i'm still sick,so i dun have to do e track run 4 or 5round.
so did warmup first then ball handling.
then blah blah blah...
training all e way till 8plus9.
reach-ed home nearly 10pm.
shower,unpack my bag.
was hungry and oso very tired and was aching all over):
but there's nth for mii to eat then chip and chocolate.
which i can't eat,if i eat i comfirm dun need to tok alr.
so yah,then i had my panadol jiu went to bed alr.
Thanks God tat my today lesson start at 1pm(:
as i dun need to attend my morning lesson.
so i sleeped all e way from like 11plus lates nite till tis morning 9plus10(:
oh,tis CHOCOLATE look tempting???(:
dun think can find it in SG.it was from someone tat i dun really noe.
but tis is e second time he buy mii chocolate(:
thanks,hahas(:
sad tat i can't eat it now.hahas.
Coach told mii-if u dun like e person,tell he earlier.
dun let e person wait.dun let e person get e wrong ideal.
I say-yah i noe,but i dun even noe him.even he's oso in track but i hardly see him and talk to him oso.
Coach say-alright,but still dun let him get e wrong ideal.
I say-alright,i noe.
*yah,i noe something should say before it too late(:
Sign Off:15/04/09-8.14pm.
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NYJ outing day(:
it's Huang YuLing(:
after movie we walk-ed around orchard,somerset...
more pic wif Nydia Lim,hahas
J&N...they are call<3
our dinner^^^
just mii(:
***the unconditional love i used to feel~
Sign Off:12/04/09-12.35am.
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okie,as i say we have plan for daddy today(:
Jacky Chan movie:The Shinjuku Incident!!!
daddy & uncle Lu[daddy bestfriend](:
oh,well didn't go out wif leonard.
as i'm not feeling tat well in e morning(2,3plus) before i slp~
BAD FLU & GASTRIC~
argh!!!):
but when out wif tanya in e afternoon.
when TPM first to get e movie ticket for daddy then headed to expo.
john litter sale,walked for awhile nth much.
wanna get some chocolate and hairdye for my aunt but e Q was damn LONGGGGGGG~
so didn't buy anything.
walk over to e book fair,then rmb edmund is working at john litter.
so texted he,then he when over to find mii and chatted for awhile(:
long time didn't see him alr he still so kuku.hahas.
after no long,we were hungry~
had subway for lunch cum dinner(:
oh,morning i had my meatball mee again(:hahas.
after subway,bus-ed to parkway parade.
when cotton on(: got a pair of sandal again(:
my 3rd pair of cotton on sandal~
bought my sis sandal and a polo top too.
then head to marks & spencer to buy my fav redcurrant puffs(:
then walked awhile,bought our ice cream and we WALK-ED back home(:
MOVIE later(:
Photo of e day(:
***should i or not???
Sign Off:11/04/09-1.10am
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Small Small Small EYE~
of e day...=.=
can't really see,but i can feel it loh.
oh,wake up wif a eye swellon again):
it started to pain and swellon on wed morning when i wake up.
i got no ideal why?!hmm,meybe not enough slp.or too heatet.
oh well i'm late to meet Joleen(GF)tis morning,was suppose to meet her 8am in school but i reached school only at 8.30am.
i just can't get myself out of e bed,sorry~
so she setter her school fee and everything.
when to C1 for breakfast,had milo and bread(:
then sent her to busstop then when back for training.
had warmup run:stairscase RUN is a killer.about3km+.up & down.
'heng'we came back just in time(: keep it up,jiayou =D
then 3 diff stairscase'exericse'2set,3each.
then was 5diff exercise.2set,10each & one of it was 20each.2nd set all plus 5 so 15 each.
then ball handling then passes then sprints...
oh,my~
this time we did even more then past training~
then when over to e gym.
coach shown us wat we have to do for e coming thursday traning if she is not around.
yup yup(:
school reopen training will be tue-6pm till 9pm & maybe thursday-6pm till 9pm.can'faint'~
so tis mean i wun be able to go for track training as it's on e same day but diff timing.5pm till 7pm how sad ):
hmm is okie,netball can oso train my stamina(:
but still i'm gona miss my track-mate):
hopefully tis april in take we can get MORE girls to join netball & track(:
*** phobia alr~hahas...STAIRS!!!!!
alright,rush-ed to bath and everything and meet up wif dia after training.
when over to raffle mt agent office to pass him dia time sheet & fill in some form.
and was asked to be model 'again' for 'SUE'as they're having event today.
but too bad,i'm nt 'fair' enough as wat my agent say.hahas.
and he asked do u have friend who's 'fair'.
i was like,hmm i think i'm e fairer one ba.hahahas.
then head-ed to orachrd,lucky plaza to had lunch.'PIZZAHUT'!!!=D
eat eat chat chat,then we when walking around lunky plaza.nth much.
when over to fareast,window shopping~
then was raining~argh. then we walked slowly toward center point where dai work place is.
but was too early,so when over to herren.
HERREN ofcos is for NUM guy lah.hahas.right right???hahas.jkjk lah.
so walked around again~
is almost time,dia when over to work and i when HOME SWEET HOME(:
otw home bought CHOCOLATE milk tea.
reah-ed home,too sleepy till watch TV watch till fall aslp.tis's a always for mii loh.
sleep for like less then 30mim,bith sis came home banging on e door.
hey hey ahling,open e door we got no KEY~
argh,gotup pass them e key and trying ti get back to sleep but CAN"T.
argh~nvm.
oh,then cousin call-ed home.
was any food as she is otw back so can tabao.
i was like i was like,i wan i wan.
i wan POPIAH!!!hahas.
i'm nt hungry but i just wan it as i'm caving it for long~heeheehee.
then now i'm here updating my blog~
nth much to do.
tml is GOOD FRIDAY=D
daddy is nt working so he came over to see us(:
as all e 3 of us is going out tml so we had a plan for daddy(:
heehee,we had tis 2 free movie ticket so we ask-ed him to date his all time bestfriend for movie.
"The Shinjuku Incident"(: hahahs.jackey chan show,he like de loh.
oh,yeah.
had plan for sunday alr.
ping ping date mii out.hahas.
heading to bugis(: v long didn't go down alr.
Photo of e day~
hahas,tis is funny~ Botak!!!
or ami thinking too much over it.
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