Wednesday, May 28, 2008
PIC~
saw tis when we we to PP...[parkway parade]
they are just so CUTE~(: 
^^^tis is SKY~
^^^she is angry!!!...hahas
she is acting emo....lol hahas
nice nice...lol
hmm...
^^^see who is tis...
it's leonard...lol
^^^our dinner is here!!! 
see,e diff???i'm darker le right???lol
i just like tis pic...
saw tis when we we to PP...[parkway parade]
they are just so CUTE~(: ^^^tis is SKY~
^^^she is angry!!!...hahasshe is acting emo....lol hahas
nice nice...lol
hmm...
^^^see who is tis...it's leonard...lol
^^^our dinner is here!!! 
see,e diff???i'm darker le right???loli just like tis pic...iam in a great pain now~ )))':
i hate tis feelin man...
hate e mth of e week when it come~argh...
back will hurt even much more man!!!toopix toopix~
^^^babe~it's killing mii...sowishuwereherewifmiiTonight...
sign off:28/05,8.05pm
PS:
philic-u~
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1:57 AM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
argh!!!)):
[sore throat again!!!,omy...my voices sound so man...hahas lol...]
netball match was BEST man(: 2 team from each college...
so there's 3 college [college west, college central & our own college east]a total of 6 team playing
15 match all tgt,they start playing from 8 plus...er,i forget how many match we play-ed i when in only at 1plus so yah e match go on blah blah blah....so yah,i'm there to be a score keeper something like tat...blah blah blah...so yup,our both team came in top,team 2 came in first then team 1 came in 2nd((: well done!!! 3rd was college central....for player: best defend was from college west,best attack was from college central & our GS got e highest award something like best player((: i forget wat was e award call...over all our college got e 2oo8 netball champion trophy!!!((:
argh,test starting tml))):
CHOCOLATE madness~
ps:
imy...
sign off:27/05,9.55pm...
bye bye~
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5:30 AM
Monday, May 26, 2008
Monday bluesssssss....):
sat got nth to do end up bring her(trishia)go Expo for e Adidas warehouse sales ,Popular fair & e food expo thingy....didn't buy anything is like so damn many ppl there loh...
oya saw D tat tall tall friend at popular fair,but D was not there hahas...
omy i wanna hide myself okie...i dun noe y,but he still saw mii lah...i think he somehow remember mii,when he saw mii he smiled...lol toopix...
reach-ed home early at 2 plus suppose to end lesson at 5 today but LLA lesson was cancel...
tat's y...
wah! e weather is like so not good,in school i'm so damn e cold...
now i'm having headache & aching all over my body...i'm gonna fall sick again...argh...
tml having netball match(but iam not playing)just going there to see e match and oso helping out...
wed 28/05-having IFS practical test...argh,FAD we'r nt in e diff group...):
time table for
EIC exam~
4June wed-Lab Assignment(practical in group)
9June mon-class test(theory)
11June wed-Phase test(oso practical,but i think alone)
IFS exam~
week 9,so in 2 week time...
Practical test(tml)
Phase test
class test,lecture 1-10...
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DISENCHANTED Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.
It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting
Yeah yeah, oh
If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya
I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.
Yeah yeah, oh
If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya
So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay
Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya
At all, at all, at all, at all
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sign off: 26/05-5.45pm
PS:
IwishyouwereherewithmeTonight...
it's take so hard to walk away...~
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1:49 AM
Friday, May 23, 2008
so long when i last up-date...i have no time, i'm lazy & tired to...
my back keep aching for e pass few days...till i can slp in e night...
need to take panadol to kill e pain...argh...
miss-ed 3days of lesson,cause went for e track & field meet...
first day was 15000m-came in 5th and javelin(join for fun)...2nd day was short put(join for fun oso) and 400m-came in 4th argh a few sec came in 3rd place): today was 4*400m- we came in 3rd(: [was having running nose is e morning & not enough slp] and i oso hurt my leg muscle when 15000m...thanks God tat i still have e energy to run till e end of e race....
*it's D.A...lol
*thanks dia for coming all e way down to bedok to teach mii to help mii...(:
*thanks Leonard for e chocolate from KL,and oso tat Thursday dinner(at ikea)...
hmm,nth much le...
sunda,it's mummy one yr...so fast...
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some random Pic...
I Can't Break It To My Heart lyrics by Delta Goodrem
If it's okay
I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending i'm curled up at your side
See i'm circling these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
Is it just me
Did i commit a crime
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I'm reading into things that you never said
'cause i still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in
Every single way as long as i can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh 'cause i can't break it to my heart
'cause i still don't have all the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
If it's okay
I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending i'm curled up at your side
See i'm circling these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
Is it just me
Did i commit a crime
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I'm reading into things that you never said
'cause i still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in
Every single way as long as i can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh 'cause i can't break it to my heart
'cause i still don't have all the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
------------------------------
Living out of memories,
all those laughter, those conversation.
It's never gonna be tat simple...
babe,i'm just not good enough...not e one...
tis isn't wat i wan...
imisstatjacket...):PS:imy...it'sallgone...
sign off:23/05 , 11:55pm...
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8:20 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
ytd It's our 1month!!!(14/05)
Happy 1month ppl...lol
&
Happy 17th birthday to freddie!!!
swimming was alright today but i 'drink' alot of e pool water...eee...
my cough & running nose is still not gone yet):
hmm,is like already 1week...then my voice sound so diff...
must faster faster recover or get better,i next week still wanna go eat chocolate buffet de...
today EIC lesson cancel so reach-ed home early,but gonna go for training later...didn't went for tue day training so tis training must go...hopefully tis training wouldn't be like last time...
oNo,test is not in 5 week time but is less then 3week time...argh!!!):
must rush for revision le...can anyone teach mii???pls...
sign off: 3.45pm...
*she has everything tat i have to live without...
wat is a perfect soulmate...
istillcan'tgetoverit...
i'llstillthinkofit...
istillmissit...):
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10:54 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
12/05/08
SICK!!!
Fever on and off for e pass 4days...
running nose/nose block & cough too...
damn it...i hate it men!!!
so XIN KU when having lesson just now...
just took Panadol gonna go get some slp soon...
going to school tml???going training tml???maybe not ba...
sign off : 6:53pm...
i'm angry wif my blogger thingy...
i always have problem blogging!!!argh!!!
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10:52 PM
Friday, May 09, 2008
*Singapore flyer ,pls...
09/05/08,Friday...
09/05/08,Friday...
Current mood; ): moody,sleepy...
no more voice!!!sore throat...
feel like going to esplanade there for a walk...
i wanna go singapore flyer...
i wanna go eat chocolate buffet...
forced myself to get out off my bed for school tis 2 days...
argh,i can't hardly walk now...both of my leg muscle are aching like shit...ankle still hurts alitter...toopix...
***test in 5week time...sure gone case de..."HELP!!!" ):
Fad join-ed long jump and her training is same as D...(:
omy,he is not in e business course lah wrong wrong...hahas
but in sport management course...cool huh...lol
his is in school for 3yrs le...
so tis yr is his last and only yr in school...
then off he'll go...hmm...
he is hot & cool lah...he really look like malay but he's not...
nowonder alot of our school ger is interested in him...hahas...
oNo,ppl u noe wat i saw "Sotong Ball,karage" ytd, he is in my school...(u ppl maynot understand but nv...lol)
all thanks to e performance men, if not i wouldn't be able to c him again...
so long i last c him le...since e day i stop working...nv tot tat he is in our school...hahas...
think have change, it's nt goner be e same...
no! it's nv e same anymore...
i find it hard to find someone to have a heart-to heart tok...
wat wrong wif mii...
no more voice!!!sore throat...
feel like going to esplanade there for a walk...
i wanna go singapore flyer...
i wanna go eat chocolate buffet...
forced myself to get out off my bed for school tis 2 days...
argh,i can't hardly walk now...both of my leg muscle are aching like shit...ankle still hurts alitter...toopix...
***test in 5week time...sure gone case de..."HELP!!!" ):
Fad join-ed long jump and her training is same as D...(:
omy,he is not in e business course lah wrong wrong...hahas
but in sport management course...cool huh...lol
his is in school for 3yrs le...
so tis yr is his last and only yr in school...
then off he'll go...hmm...
he is hot & cool lah...he really look like malay but he's not...
nowonder alot of our school ger is interested in him...hahas...
oNo,ppl u noe wat i saw "Sotong Ball,karage" ytd, he is in my school...(u ppl maynot understand but nv...lol)
all thanks to e performance men, if not i wouldn't be able to c him again...
so long i last c him le...since e day i stop working...nv tot tat he is in our school...hahas...
think have change, it's nt goner be e same...
no! it's nv e same anymore...
i find it hard to find someone to have a heart-to heart tok...
wat wrong wif mii...
sign off: 6.45pm...
always e same nv will i change...
i'll **** *** alap,as long as *** *** *** **...
till e day,*** *** *** *** LOVE *** *******...
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10:46 PM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Sick!!!
physically & mentality tired...
sprained ankle):
i'm already not feeling well a few days before training...
no voice,flu & headache...
Fad is not feeling well too):
tot we rest well enough
so then we both still went for our training...
But nv knowing Ytd training was "BEST men" physical!!!
had 5 x 100 burst,5 x 200 burst & oso 2 x 400 ran...
then balls passes ,weight thingy...and all those diff type of physical exercise(like sit up , push up etc...)
Fad Rock training was bad too...
so she is not goner join anymore...she joining dance with freddy...hohoho...cool...hahas...
Swimming for TML...oh No!!!my whole body is aching like shit men...
some more tml still having training...argh...my hand are weak so balls passes not tat strong,
so i must train hard hard for it...
Fad is not feeling well too):
tot we rest well enough
so then we both still went for our training...
But nv knowing Ytd training was "BEST men" physical!!!
had 5 x 100 burst,5 x 200 burst & oso 2 x 400 ran...
then balls passes ,weight thingy...and all those diff type of physical exercise(like sit up , push up etc...)
Fad Rock training was bad too...
so she is not goner join anymore...she joining dance with freddy...hohoho...cool...hahas...
Swimming for TML...oh No!!!my whole body is aching like shit men...
some more tml still having training...argh...my hand are weak so balls passes not tat strong,
so i must train hard hard for it...
Bye bye signing off-8:15pm,7/5/08...
not enough slp,not enough chocolate,not enough e ***...
not enough slp,not enough chocolate,not enough e ***...
crash crash crash...lol
ihaventhmuchtosay...
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4:36 AM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
a fairy taly,a drama...
it'll nv happen in real life...
i'm always thought tat wat ever happen,if we try hard enough we will get it/we will make it...
but as for now,i feel so hope less...
i dun have e type of feeling to go on anymore...
my life now is diff,everyday seeing my dad black face...
i try to tok to him,but it dun work...argh...
my back is getting worse,i think...
i can't sit for too long...
it'll nv happen in real life...
i'm always thought tat wat ever happen,if we try hard enough we will get it/we will make it...
but as for now,i feel so hope less...
i dun have e type of feeling to go on anymore...
my life now is diff,everyday seeing my dad black face...
i try to tok to him,but it dun work...argh...
my back is getting worse,i think...
i can't sit for too long...
i'm always stubborn...
tis is mii...
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Let Me Die by Nicholas Tse
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
Its time to say farewell now
No need to cry of feelings
Oh it's alright
I'll end the end of lies
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can get me straight to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's the end of time
Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That I'm growing cold
What would I do
Without you
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer ends here with you in my heart
In my heart...
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4:55 PM
Saturday, May 03, 2008
u ppl can just skip & dun read tis...
I'LL GO AFAP...can...
after so many thing had happen,
i nv blame u/anyone for anything or wat so ever...
i nv even say anything...but always sorry...
i still give a damn to ask&care about u...
i noe u won't feel right...even u say u are...
but end up wat did i get...
how much i say how much i do u dun understand...
wat i wan is only ur understanding it'll do...
but nt running away from problem and nt facing e fact...
i'm really pissed off really...those post just suck my life...
i dun noe how come tears drop-ed after reading...
i hate it!!! it cut in deeply...
for tat moment i feel so hopeless...
try call-ed dia & GF...noone pick up...
call-ed PH...e moment i hear her voice i cry-ed all e way...
loss of word...feel so silly so toopix...
thought of alot last night,cry-ed to bed...
just could nt slp...i dun expect thing to become like tis...
noone wan tis to happen ,neither do i...
thought u're always e one who will stay be mii no matter wat...
although we can't contact each other,but e spirit is still there...
thought u're strong enough to handed tis problem...
thought we'll fight e problem tgt...but...
even though i ever thought of giving up letting go end up i nv...
i have always choose to believe in my our eyes&ear...
nomatter wat ppl say i'll just listen and put it by aside...
good or bad....i dun care...only wat i see&hear i believe...
so wat u say/do i take it seriously...
fine,we shall nt contact anymore...
u can oso dun give a damn to read wat i post...
now it's okie,i'm just postting my thought & feeling out...
ppl out there dun need to kei lian mii or wat so ever...
***promise are meant to be broken...
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5:01 PM
