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Saturday, April 12, 2008

11/04/08...
No matter how hard i try i still fail...

i really dun noe wat i can to do to pls him or make him happy loh...
to not get scolded,
to not get nag-ed...
i really dun noe!!!
(i dun like being shouted for, e feeling suck...)

u say wat u wan,do u even think of how i'll feel after hearing wat u say...
i may not show it out,i may not care...
but i'm tearing inside...
and tears drop-ed after u leave...
dun u noe...

tot things will change after move-ed house...
yah,it change...
but something will nv change...
(e way he think,e way he speak)
he ask-ed mii,why i seem to hate staying at home/hate coming home...
i keep quiet,i dun noe how to tell him how i feel...
sometime i just dun feel e sense of belonging...nvm...watever...


dear God,i dun noe wat to do...
wat he say really hurt mii alot alot alot...
i can't stop crying till now...
i noe i'm wrong & always wrong...
i wanna change,i need time to...


cry-ed till so headache now...argh...
kill mii lah pls...





GF,i'm goner be alright...
*ps:
ican'tfeeluhereanymore...



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