What Hurt Then Most-cascada
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken
What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
argh toopix tis type of weather having flu...something wrong le lah...
off for tranning>>>
i look-ed tired look-ed sleepy, tis's wat karen told mii...
yup,i'm really tired...sleeply...
can't slp in e nite...cry-ed to bed,argh...
i HATE myself lah...toopix!!!
my eye look-ed so small/swollen in e morning...
i'm sure,things will still go on w/wo mii...
*PS:
6yr6mthfromnow...if tis's possible...
i say it i mean it & i'll do it...
believe it or not...(2872days...)
i'll keep myself v busy everyday...goner go for training to training...goner find jobs...i'll make myself stronger & stronger each days...
girlfriend & dia: sorry i won't be able to go back to GB...u should noe...u both JY!!! sorry...
*PS:
i'm sorry didn't noe he will call u...
i dun get it y he just dun like u lah...
i dun noe y thinks turn out like tat...
ahhhhhhhhh...so toopix lah...haizzz...
but whatever it's...
it maybe God's plan,it maybe fate...
wat i can say is only SORRY,SORRY & SORRY!!!...
i ones told u,u will hate mii one day...
i'm stubborn nomatter wat...
off for training...
I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"...
^^^ hmm,i'm just trying to act toopix...hahas(: ^^^
(: smile...
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Tonight Lyrics
Artist(Band):FM Static
I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight
I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight
I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...
I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"
I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"
[i like e lyrics of tis song:)...]