Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Her album is awesome!!!
Invisible by Taylor Swift
She can't see the way your eyes,
Will light up when you smile
She’ll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me
And I just want to show you
She don't even know you
She’s never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
Their is a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through
She’s never going to see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
And I just want to show you
She don't even know you
She’s never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me
But if you only knew me we could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
Like shadows in the faded light
Oh, we’re invisible
I just wanna open your eyes
and make you realize
I just want to show you
She don't even know you
Baby let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me we could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
Oh, yeah
She can’t see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
love tis song so e much!!!GF love it too...hahas...lol
didn't post for like a few days le...hahas
cos i'm juxt too lazy & tired to update(:
okie,i'm V V V ANGRY on sun!!! cos,argh nvm only GF & dia noe y and wat happen...
i almost cry okie...argh!!!i hate it!!!
maybe is just nth to" u" but to mii to us is diff...
dun wanna tok about it any more...
okie,will tok about monday...e last day where i got to apply for my course...
so yup, i can't apply it through e web so "PIG" check for mii & told mii to go down to e HQ to try...
so then,in e morning i went ALONE...
THANKS GOD,GF,dia & PIG...for helping mii in choosing e course...every thing is done now...
so now got to wait for e outcome of my apply....
hope tat i can get wat i wan!!!(((:
hmm,then i forget wat i did in e afternoon...
ooo,ya...i went home and slp from like 1 plus to 4 plus then went out for movie wif tanya,joleen,nydia,melvin,yao hui & johnson...we watched "one miss call"...hmm, dun noe wat to say about tis movie...but we keep kanan scare by e sound...hahas...
after e movie we headed to 313 KPT for dinner...then reach home about 10 plus...bath-ed,watch-ed TV then chatted on e Phone wif GF,Dia & Leonard...
dia hang up early as she is working early in e morning...then we 3 chatted till like 3am i think...
okie then tue,
wake up by Msg from GF,,jocelyn & QS...
reply then went back to slp...then wake at 1 plus...
was alone at home...waiting for my sis to come home then bring them out to shop for CNY cloth...but end up only tanye came home...and when she reach home is already 4 plus...sian!!!
so went to meet my aunt at causeway,when walking around...nth much to buy...
then went LJS for lunch cum dinner...
then when to shop again,so i bought one dress & necklace...
then train-ed home...reach home 9 plus...bath,watch-ed TV now here posting....
[saw my ex at sun plaza ytd before going for movie...then reach-ed home he call-ed...chatted for awhile...he keep telling mii he change le no longer tat KELVIN le...damn, dun noe wat he is up to now...he wanted my HP no but i didn't give...
then today he ask-ed his friend to call & keep fan mii...keep calling & calling my house...argh!!!
so wat to do,i give them my no loh...
then he start mgsing mii telling mii tat he is sorry,he regretted all tat...
and wan us to be tgt again...
is all just shit okie...y should i believe u???
we can still be friend if u wan to...nth much but just FRIEND!!!]
[i'm scared tat feeling may just fade away...]
she's got everything that I have to live without...
i'm who i'm...i'm not her!!!
O,G,B!!!
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1:10 AM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cuz It's so damn funny*****
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
CHORUS
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
REPEAT CHORUS
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The Only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into...
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
tis song is NICE!!!(((:
okie,i'm lazy to update more about today...so...
i'm tired))):
later having parade at 12.45pm but meeting GF,dia & ms eunice at 11 first,
argh!!!my Full-u is still not prepare yet,my bag is still not pack yet,
my note is still not printed yet...
c so many thing i have not done yet...
tis few days keep feeling so slepply...dun noe y...even i still how long i'm still so TIRED!!!
GF dun let mii slp!!!
hahas...she is BAD!!!lol...
er,i think i will print out those note first then get some slp
then holpfully i can get up early to prepare my Full-u & to pack my bag...
hahas anyone wan morning calll mii if u c tis post to wake mii up pls hahas...(:
hmm,it seem like it going to rain soon..."cold cold"hahas...
okie,shall end here le....
Bye Bye!!!
Good Nite!!!
sweet dreamzzzz...
PM:
haiz,2 more days...wat should i take???))):
[hmm,hope tat u are find...(: i'll be here if u wan mii to...]
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1:15 AM
Friday, January 25, 2008
I FEEL SO USELESS!!!
SO HOPLESS!!! ))):
Good Nite...
sweet dreamzzzzzz.....
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3:13 AM
-thur[24/01]
okie...slp at 2plus...wake up a 6plus to...nvm...
then went back to slp again, wake up at 8,prepare myself then off to work...
was like damn tired!!! then worst working alone))):
so yup,while working keep thinking of wat course to take wat is better....blah blah blah!!!
making mii so argh!!! toopix really dun feel like studying le...
then okie wat watever....
work alone till 3,then uncle came...
after tat TANYA came then GF came...
both of them waited for mii to end work...
then bus-ed home...
reach-ed home,then GF mgs mii say not meeting le...so tot can go slp..."i'm really tired"
but dad wanna go out for dinner so,yup i gtg...
went out,came home at about 9plus...
watch-ed TV,chatted on e phone wif one of my ITE classmate...
then came online...saw* [wat he write in his blog...dun noe who or wat he is toking about but..."i'm sorry" if i did/say something wrong...]
mood change...))):dun now y...
then wynny msn mii she is sad about her 'O'lvl results...
so call-ed her chatted for like 1hr....er...
i dun really noe how to "an wei" ppl...but hope she is find now...(:
came back here,saw alot of ppl tok to mii...asking mii things about ITE...
-winson,sorry!!!hmm...wat u wanna ask mii???
going down to ICA later...
i got like alot of thing to do!!! haiz...
now my back is aching!!!))):
Applied Food science or nursing???
nursing-i'm scared of BLOOD lah,i will FAINT okie!!!))):
Food science-ppl say is hard to get in...))):
all say tat i have e nursing FACE!!! so i should take nursing...argh!!!lol lah...
tis is wat i like
-food & beverage operations
-pastry & baking(new course)
tis is not bad oso
-precision engineering (aerospace)
but my dad won't let )))))):
HOW???i only got like 3 more days to think....
and only Applied Food science,nursing & precision engineering (aerospace) link to poly...
PIG noe wat i wan & wat i dun like...y can't my dad understand!!!))):
i'm toopix lah ,study wat oso fail de lah...
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2:35 AM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
The weather today is nice,windy & cooling for sleeping but is BAD for my leg[knee cap]...))):
it really painful okie,pain till i can't walk like normal...
so i dun really like tis type of weather!!!
it cause mii backache too!!!
-wed[23/01]
nth much to post about today,slp at 6plus in e morning tot i could wake up to go down to ICA but end up i slp till 1plus...hahas=)))
so yup,prepare then head-ed to work...
GF came again to "acc" mii...=)
end-ed work had lunch cum dinner at 925[yishun] wif GF ,tanya,my dad & my grandma...
after tat bus-ed home,reach home bath-ed, watch-ed TV cum toking on e phone wif GF till 10plus11...
then came online,
[okie okie,PIG,GF,Dia & melvin...i loss le...i say i dun wanna care le but end up...but hor is he tok to mii first de...let mii believe in him ones more can???]
[haix,i dun noe how to say him...but i really dun like guy to play game so much...
anyway i'm oso not his who to tell him not to play game so, i got nth to say!!!
tml or can say later he's having his paper so ALL the BEST!!!=))) jia you jia you!!!]
did nth much online,check-ed mails and now trying to print something...but hmmm...nvm...
okie,shall end here le...i'm tired le...working alone later!!!):
nite nite...sweet dreamzzzzz...
PM:
[hmm,is tis ture???one more try...]
was really happy,but in our hand i'm oso scared!!!
GF & Dia just dun like e BOTH of them...))):
wat can i do???
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1:05 AM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
-Monday[21/01]& tue[22/01]
didn't meet PH & YS for shopping...as YS work from 1pm till 9.30pm & i got to go down to ICA to do my "student pass"thingy and it cost mii $100 okie...cause nvm,i'm toopix lah!!! argh, so heart pain okie, almost half of my last mth pay gone...))):
so went ICA wif my dad in e afternoon till about 4plus then head-ed to bishan for lunch cum dinner...reach-ed smb about 6,reach-ed home GF called so chatted wif her for awhile cause my phone low bat,so went to charge my phone in my room then went to bath, watch-ed tv then while waiting my phone to be charged i fall aslp.so i slp like from 7plus8 till tis afternoon 1pm then i wake up....so i slp for like "12hr"OMG!!!....but i did wake up at 9plus, 11plus & 6plus cause my phone ring...hahas GF say i'm too tired and not enough of slp...hahas...
u noe wat when i wake up i still feel tired loh...hahas see how PIG i'm...=P
Then wake up,went 313 kpt to pack food for my dad...came home watch-ed TV, chatted on e phone wif GF waiting for time to fly CAUSE i tot i'm working.argh!!! u noe wat i really tot tat i'm working then i went...reach-ed there then they told mii tat i'm not working today....i was like "really"???...argh!!!then start-ed nagging !#$%^&*@... i'm like so sad, waste my time going down): then going back home again...then my working timing all change wed-23/01[3 till 6] ,thur-24/01[9am till 6pm] then friday still not sure yet!!!
okie,reach-ed home dad say wanna go out for dinner de but dun noe y TRISHIA is angry wif TANYA so end up trishia fall aslp...lol then end up mii & tanya went 313 kpt to pack food for them...so toopix!!!
so yup,came online at about 10plus chatted wif GF & PIG!!!
*[PIG-there's no more 2yrs promise le lah...now he dun seem to care le...plus he oso dun noe about e 2yrs promise thingy...so just forget it ba...]
went offline at 12 cause my sis wanna use...then chatted on e phone wif GF!!!till 1 plus...then came online again...
as for now e time is 2:45am...i'm still here posting hahahs...i really slp too much le...
haix,5days more for mii too choose e course i wan!!! how???wat course???))):
GF, tis is wat i want for my valentine day present...hahas(:
see nice right???hahas...nvm,i noe v ex...
so one/three purple rose will do...hahas...=P
PM:
i have alot to tell yOu...
wat do i wan now,i'm not sure oso...
when ever i wanna give up,u came back...
haix...))):
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2:53 AM
Monday, January 21, 2008
-Sun[20/01]
woke up at 11.45am...online post-ed,then when out wif my dad ,my sis & my uncle...when visit my mummy...then head-ed back home...did nth much today...
no in e mood lah!!!
but did went sun plaza for dinner,wif tanya & GF...
after dinner,went to e same place to slack wif GF...have a heart-to-heart tok...hiax!!!
i still dun get it....why is tis happening???GF always say i'm thinking too much too far...
but...argh!!! nvm nvm....
thanks!!! GF for always being there for mii(:
slacked till about 9.40pm,went home,watch-ed tv then online chatted wif PIG!!!
so long nv chat le...but we chatted for awhile only then he need to go le...
now i'm so fan about my course....dun noe wat to take...dun noe dun noe i dun noe lah!!!
pls stop asking mii to do things tat i dun wanna do can!!!argh!!!
er,okie tml i'm off so will be meeting PH & YS go shop for CNY cloth...
will be working on-22tus[6-11],23wed[6-11]&24thus[9-6]...friday maybe working maybe not will c hoe...
okie will shall end here le...bye bye!!!nite nite!!!
sweet dreamzzzzzzz...<3
PM:
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12:12 AM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
-Sat[19/01]
Parade was okie...game was fun...
but mood change half way in e game...
and oso have a cut/a falls on my knee cap,when playing in one of e station...]:
*i'm Sorry GF & dia...mood jux fly away))):
but mood change half way in e game...
and oso have a cut/a falls on my knee cap,when playing in one of e station...]:
*i'm Sorry GF & dia...mood jux fly away))):
after parade,went Mac for dinner then slacked wif joleen at Blk 306...reach home about 8.15pm...
bath,watch-ed TV then acc my sis to sun palza at about 9pm to buy things...after tat walk-ed back home...watch-ed TV then came online....did nth much, offline chatted on e phone wif dia...till about 2 plus...
after hang up,i just can't slp[went to my bed thinking of wat to do,listening to song tears drop, I CRY-ed argh!!!how come every one dun like him???how come wat he do & wat he say is diff??] ,mgs GF,sorry to disturb u don't noe u slp le...
"Boston"
Artist: Augustana
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,
You don't know me, you don't even care...
Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,
You don't know me, you don't even care...
Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.
link to tis song: http://ginley.imeem.com/music/AS2eO6GT/augustana_boston/
pm:
i'm too depend on having yOu by my side???
Do i really like/love yOu???or is just a habti of having yOu???
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1:15 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
GF&DIA!!! i'm really going CRAZY le lah!!!!))):
do u noe i'm like argh!!!WHY WHY WHY???
TOOPIX @#$%^&*....
why can't i just live like normal ppl out there....
argh!!! i'm not in e mood to go work!!!
i wan to slpppppppppp....i wan to go slackkkkkkk...
but i dun wanna go workkkkkkk...
I HATE E WAY ,I'M now...
It's just too hard for mii to understand!!!
PM:
my dad dun like u...u should noe...wat can we do???or wat can i do???
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3:45 PM
okie i'm here le...
sleep at 4 plus work up at 8,prepare for work...
start work at 9 till 6...
damn boring in shop work alone till 3pm then uncle came...
then 4.30pm my sis came(tanya),then 5pm joleen came...lol
e both of them(tanya & joleen) keep laughing all e way till i end work...siao de!!!
so yup,end-ed work at 6 then my ah ma call-ed saying tat she is at chong pang doing her hair so ask mii whether wanna meet her not, so yup i say YES....then walk all e way from north point to chong pang to meet her...then pack-ed food for my dad & my TRISHIA...i told ah ma i ate le so she did not pack food for mii...after tat bus-ed home...
reach home about 7pm,bath then went out wif joleen again...dun noe y feel so boring staying at home so ask her go sun plaza walk walk slack slack....while walking to SP,think of nydia, dun noe y suddenly miss her so call-ed her.she is at yishun having dinner wif her mummy,told her we are at SP,then she say she will be coming to SP later to meet us...hahas okie...
while waiting for her,we went to do our staff...
then went coffee bean,i bought a cake for my lunch cum dinner...
then nydia & melvin came.went NTUC buy snack and things....
then went back to coffee bean to slack,then nydia stared to eating e snack she bought so everyone eat...i dun wanna eat so they started playing games...lol...who ever loss must eat!!! so
we played zhong ji mi ma first then nydia, joleen & melvin always kanna then i nv even kanna one time...so change game ,we play open num nomatter wat, i'm always e one kanna...cos they play CHEAT...hahas they bully mii loh no one help mii ))): even my GF oso helping them...i should change GF le hahas...lol...
so e game is to make mii eat e snack NYDIA LIM bought...lol
yup,we played till about 9.45pm then when home...
it's raining when walking home,so walked in e rain jusx now...
ooo,yup i bought 2 cake(tiramisu & cheesecake) home oso...but now dun feel like eating le...
reach-ed home came online till now...
there's one irritating guy in my MSN....argh!!! keep saying those toopis things to mii dun reply him he nudge mii...toopix toopix!!! hate ppl who NUDGE mii...i gonna BLOCK him from now...toopix guy!!!
okie i think i got nth much to post le shall end here le...bye bye!!!
Good nite!!!sweet dreamzzz...
*GF(joleen),i'm still okie,no worry!!! u take care too!!!anything mgs or call mii...
*i'm so boring!!!:S
*where to go on 1feb???hmm...
PM:
sorry,for e things tat i did not say
i'm sorry tat it took so long to speak...
read my PM pls...
[faithful & truth is e word...]
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1:00 AM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Sorry,Blame it on me-akon
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for
I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to move
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl
I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad
When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away
I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I?ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for
I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to move
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl
I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad
When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away
I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I?ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
PM: all i wan to noe now is, DUN yOU STILL LIKE MII???
my mind is in a mess now...
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10:52 PM
argh damn it, for e past few days i jux can't blog...dun noe wat is wrong wif blogger...
okie let start from tue, stayed at home e whole days then evening when out wif joleen , nydia & melvin for dinner at chong pang.Then after dinner we walked to north point, then bused to melvin house to take tat ITE booklet, then melvin send nydia home, mii and joleen walked to 313 to help my dad to pack food.After tat we slacked at 306 till about 10.49 then go home.
reach home did nth....
sleep v early at about 1 plus ba i think.
-wed
wake up at 8 plus then when back to slp again,till 2 then wake up...c how PIG i'm...hahas...
yup,then when 313 for lunch,came home watched tv...prepare myself wait for e time to go work...lol...
so yup,reach my work place v early about 5.20pm so when opsb to bank in money cos is MY PAYDAY!!! so must bank in if nt money will gone...hahas...
after bank in when back to work...
then JOLEEN came, she acc mii from 6plus till 8plus ba...hahas THANKS!!!:)
so yup, now here posting...later working morning 9 till 6...sian!!!):
nth much to post le shall end here le...bye bye!!!
nite nite!!! Sweet dreamssssss...(:
i noe, i'm nt GOOD enough...
yup,FRIEND will be better for US...
i nv noe u are like tat...who should i believe???
YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:09 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Hey hey, after everything I"M BACK here posting again!!!hahas...(:
will start from where i stop.
-Thurs[10/01]
i was like sleeping then joleen call mii saying tat the sponsorship thingy no more le...i was like HUH!!! then i when to bath then rushed down to mac & c wat can i help.so we tok to e person there and there's some miscommunication between them.so e sponsorship thingy is still now.Thanks GOD!!!hahas after tat we when popular to buy some colour paper, before tat we went past one shop that has a lot of cupboards so we when in and ask e auntie whether we can have e cupboard not.so yes they give us all e cupboards so is like 11 of it.
After buying all tat, we when KFC for lunch or can say is dinner lah. Than we carried that 11 cupboards to my house. is damn damn heavy loh!we was like, cannot stop laughing all e way to my house.lol.then she when home to bath all tat.
so i was like at home waiting for them to come,then nydia call so i when down to sun plaza to meet her.then came home tgt after tat joleen came and we did e banner from 7pm till like 4am.but yup we send joleen go home first at about 1.30am,before tat we went to 313's coffee shop for supper.
so yup slp only at 5 plus 6,then must wake up at 8.30 cos going to market to buy fruits & vegetables for tml games parade.
-Fri[11/01]
okie,dia & mii wake up at 9am actually we should have wake up at 8.30am de but we jux too tired lah hahas so....hahas
so yup we prepare ourself waited for joleen to come then we when to market.
after tat when dia house to take thing then when back to my house, then we called leonard to come and fetch us cos we got like damn alot of thing to bring.hahas so yup he did come.THANKS alot...hahas:)
while waiting we packed our stuffs then wait for him to come....hmm,reached school around 12pm. when we are trying to hung our banner there's one Npcc teacher come tell us that, we can't hang our banner cause, that place belongs to them. i was like WAT???damn angry can.we keep nagging all the way till one of e npcc boys came then setter.toopix loh tat teacher dun noe still wan to act till he noe.waste our time only.
was damn busy setting up everything. Thank God tat everything is doing well:)
so everything ended at about 8 plus.then after setter everything reach home at 9.20,bath then try calling those sec one girls.we have like 36 girls sign up but only manage to call only 25 then some nt free to come all tat...):
but after all e CCA open house /recruitment day was okie hahas (: thanks every one for e hard work!!!(:
yup, then nydia & joleen came over to my house again at 10 plus to prepare e thing for e game,dia staying at my place again hahas...joleen when home about 1 plus.
we were like damn angry wif my print loh, dun noe wat happen it took so long to print one copy.argh!!!so it took us 3 hr plus to print 11 copy.Toopix!!!
then after printing we slp at about 4.30am.
-Sat[12/01]
wake up at 9am to go school to prepare our games.thing go on well in our plan(: thanks leonard, wei beng & qiu song for helping us in e station hahas...yah yah i noe we have to pay u all $50 rigth...hahas lol.will pay u all de u all wait!!!hahas...okie after parade when sun plaza for dinner was like damn cold loh at sun plaza cos we nv change after e water game hahas...): so yup,after tat when home take hard disc to pass it to QS then when home bathed headed to my auntie shop at bugis then to east coast.stayed at there to acc my auntie.slp only at 3 plus.
hahas okie PIG say he not coming after all he is there lah....and his group win e whole game too hahas...(: well done...
-Sun[13/01] & mon[14/01]
wake up at 12.30pm,then when out for lunch at east coast have a walk there then head back to my aunt house slacked then my dad send mii off to work at 5 plus.so worked from 6 till 11.reach home bath watch tv slp all e way till 3 plus hahas...i'm a pig lah nt enough slp for e pass few days so must slp more now...hahas...
so now i'm here posting....hahas...i'm still tired now lah....tml i'm off too so can slp till late late le...
will be working on wed[6 till 11],thurs[9 till 6] & firday [6 till 11].yup(:
PIC!!!hahas...(:
can u c any diff???yah i noe i painted e wrong colours,e hair should be in yellow colours de...hahas...
it took us 8 hr to do tis banner okie...hahas...
~joleen,rmb tat candy floss guy...hahas...=P
***leave mii wif nth...):
is just so hard for mii to truth anyone now.
is just so hard for mii to truth anyone now.
i'm not a toy to play wif...or to entertain...
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2:45 AM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
last nite really can't slp, slp only at 5 plus in e morning then wake up at 10.30am to help my dad to paint e living room.then when back to school at about 2 to meet up e girls and leonard for e CCA open house thingy and sat parade thingy.yup then after everything reach home about 5.30???...did some packing ,watched TV till about 10.online chatted wif PIG!!! he say tat he is not coming for tis week parade cos he is BUSY!!! argh, so sad look like alot of them are busy and are unable to come for tis week parade ))): ,sad ar!!! no FUN le lah so many nt coming...got to play my own game myself??? hahahas i LOVE water boom!!!=P
argh ,okie we really can't find our GB banner neither in GB room or in BB room.we really got no ideal where is e BANNER!!! so we are thinking for making one our self ,but we dun have much time left now is wed, we need e banner up by Friday morning...is like so rush loh.
er planning to stay overnite at my house tml to make e banner, just pray tat e banner can be done by Friday morning...=)
some pic to update,=)
she is TRISHIA!!! love her so much=Ptis pic is taken before she get her chicken pock...hahas
i'm just too bored,so look pic for FUN hahas...
will end here le,BYE BYE
GDNITE!!!candy dreamssssss...
is soSWEET & soNICE
to have someone waiting for u,
and walk u home....
blessing u both(:
YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:58 PM
argh!!! i cut my hand when i'm packing my things....can u c how toopix i'm!!!):
i'm almost done wif my packing,thanks GOD, now then i realise tat i got damn alot of present and gift from ppl tat i didn't use it.all those diff Bear Bear and cute cute things.hahas...kanna nag by my sis and my dad saying tat inside e store room is almost all my things....hahas :D nvm lah will keep it i dun care... q:
so sad i found out tat my drake circle is getting worse ):
i'm becoming a panda soon )))):
okie, later will be meeting e girls in school at 2PM to do some last min thing???hahas not really last min lah...
and will be meeting some of e BB primer oso to setter our game thingy...
yup, okie tat all for today will end here le...BYE BYE!!!
GOOD NITE, SWEET SWEET DREAMSSSS everyone!!!! :)
i'm not GOOD enough!!!:(((
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2:32 AM
Monday, January 07, 2008
i'm COLD,TRIED,SLEEPY,BACK ACHING like hell & having HEADACHE now!!!
really got not enough slp for tis few days,almost everyday wake up at 9 plus then slp at 3 plus...):
got damn alot of things to do by tis week,
1st planning for e CCA open house thingy & game for sat parade.
2nd packing my things!!!i hate it lah...):
3th thinking of wat to do next after i get my final result.(study or working???)
argh!!! plus i'm working okie....):
okie,today when redhill in e morning wif nydia to setter my passport thingy then headed down to GB HQ at koven to collect thing for open house.Then bus-ed to AMK hub for lunch,then train-ed back to sembawang,when dia house to take things then came back home to plan.
so we started planning and do thing from 3 till 8 plus.oya,joleen came at 6 plus to join us in e planning.
meeting tml oso to tell ms eunice about our plannnng of game & there's more to be done.
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! GOD BLESS!!!
okie,i shall end here le going to do some packing then go to bed le...):
"I HATE PACKING")))):
GOOD NITE & SWEET SWEET DREAMSSSS!!!
(anythings call mii or msg mii okie,i'm bored when i'm packing my things alone...hahas)
e last GOOD BYE!!!):
sooner or later...
YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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11:05 PM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
okie,now is already 2.50am i'm still here posting...
i'm feeling damn damn e cold now...running nose!!! like going to get fever soon le...):
headache,just took panadol but like nth going take one more then try to go to bed...
*PIG morning 9am mgs mii to wake mii up...reallly e early loh...
but i saw his mgs then when back to slp till 10.30am then wake up hahas...
i'm really a PIG lah...hahas....Thanks for tat mgs anyway!(:
(at lest i know there is someone still care...)
hmm,okie i shall stop here le...tml still got to work & to pack my things...
[i'm so sorry i can't attend cell group and church tml):]
yah,yah...she is better...
i know,i iknow....
[thinking of u make mii think of her too,argh!!
i'm thinking too much again lah,m'i??? or WAT???]
I HATE IT!!!
I HATE TIS KIND OF FEELING...
i gonan give up...???
YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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2:55 AM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
okie,i'm here again!!!
got nth much to post actually.
hmm,working for e pass few days and oso meeting up nydia , joleen & leonard for e CCA open house thingy and recruitment thingy...so yup,later having parade at 12.30pm till 4.30 ba...sad must wear full-U,damn long nv wear le now got to wear again...): hahas but nevermind nevermind it's okie, hahas!!!
okie,i'm really tired now even through i slp early(1.45am???) last nite and wake up at only 1.3o...hahas i'm a PIG lah!!!=P
i'm off today and i didn't go out e whole day stayed at home to pack my room.
i'm really MOVING!!! REALLY!!!
so i got to pack my room by e 10 of January ,tis is wat mt dad say!!!
wah,is like damn fast loh next friday...sad):, i DUN WANNA MOVE lah!!!
i luv my blog song!!!
*huan ji
*i'll remember you
*Skin Deep
all e song in my playlist...(:
hmm, tml got to wake up early to prepare my full-U...hahas...
who wanna morning call mii???to wake mii tis PIG up...hahas...=P
hahas...okie okie,i shall end here le and try going to bed now...
my back hurt!!!):
*backache again!!! and e whether is v windy and cold!!!
GOODNITE & sweet sweet dream!!!(: God bless...
jealous???i'm jealous again!!!argh!!!
nvm nvm,i'm trying nt to thing too much le...
i'll just let it be...
I DUN WANNA CARE ANYMORE!!!since...
i'll be okie, i'll be HAPPY & i'll keep smiling & laughing!!! (((:,hahahahahahahssssss
somewhere in my HEART,in my DREAM!!!
i'll remember yOu...
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2:09 AM
