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Thursday, December 06, 2007

back from work le...
todays whole day keep on raining...
making mii so cold and moody...haiz...):

argh!!! iam
-sad
-angry
-tired(cos my whole body is aching is like hell)
& oso jealous!!!

i know i should nt jealous becos of tis toopix things but...argh!!! IAM JUST V E JEALOUS LAH!!!

(my dear father iam sorry, iam always doing all e wrong things when i know i should nt do...):
after tat i will keep saying sorry...haiz,when then will i change???when then i can know u better and learnt ur word???now a days i nv do QT, only a prayer here and there sometime even fall aslp when i pray...i admit i have nt being going for cell tis few week,i oso dun know y.nt tat i dun wanna go or wat...just feel like there is something nt rite,and my heart feel wired wired de...like trying to tell mii something...but i dun know wat it's...SERIOUSLY i dun know wat to do, i feel like iam going far far always for u le...LORD show mii a ways... *** i wan to change, i will change and i can do it! pls let pray for mii!!! )

tml off going town wif ping hui for interview...GOOD LUCK for our interview(:

now is 5am in e morning i still can't slp...
my mind is in a mess, tears drop...
thinking of *** again...
i know it will end up like tis one days, but i still choose to believe...
when then will it end???
when then will i wake up from tat dream???
Do u believe in fate???



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