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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

argh!!!

it him again!!!
WTH i did wrong again...
i hate it...i hate it....i hate it la....
yup "HE"when to see mii n send mii home...
[thax!!! iam really happy]
reched home ytd he waited for mii outside the house...
i was like ok...nvm i know he will know so i dun care when to bath do my thing...
then he called for mii...i ans...then he started kp n nag at mii...ok nvm... i keep quite n did't tok back....i ans evey thing he ask...but he dun belive at all lo...then wat is the point of asking mii...[WE ARE JUX FRIEND!!! understand...how many time u wan mii to say!!!]
tat wat now!!! he say NO MORE GOING FOR CELL GROUP & CHURCH!!!!....
argh!!! wat is tis...is like two diff thing lo...damn pek chek n fuck up...

walked back to my room...my tears start to drop...argh!!!
i can't slp....all the way cryed till 5++ then fall aslp...[swollen eye...sian..]
think alot last night...wanna find someone to tok to de but there is no one i can tok to or share wif...i really dun know wat's the point of staying in tis house...
wat he wan i try to do it of him...but wat i wan i alway can't get...

**Sorry!!! i think i can't join u all for cell anymore...sorry!!!
i dun know how to face u all...i dun know how to tell u all...
sorry!!!

haiz...maybe we jux dun have then fate to go on...
i know u still care for her...i know she still care for u too...
why dun u jux go back to her...n forget u use to know mii...

tis few days dun find mii...dun call mii...i wan to be alone...
i dun wish to tok to anyone lex...
jux leave mii alone....pls...

wo hen nan gou, wo de xin hen tong...
pain pain pain...stop it...can!!!
i can't breath anymore....=(
take mii alway...pls...



SORRY!!!!=(



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