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Thursday, May 31, 2007

supper tired....can't slp again...things keep flowing through my mind...e past??e everything??
dam dam alot....WTH is happening... !*&^%$
tml is holiday, but too bad i am working...so can't go anywhere...erm
argh!!! gt no mood to post lex...will post tml ba...=((...


**if it was my final day, in e world...
-wat will happen???
-wat will u say to mii???
-wat will u do for mii???
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argh!!toopix la...dun know la...i should nt put all my feeling in...
am toopix or wat...nvm...after all is another uncompleted dream...
it take time again...

after reading e blog , my eye turn red...hiaz...=((
iam always a CRY baby...when then can i be strong...




kiss goodbye...


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
4:00 AM




Tuesday, May 29, 2007

jux reach home from work...im super tired...having headache since last night...sian la...tml still gt test...21 unit lex how to study even i dun slp oso nt enough time lo...toopix!!!...but haiz even i have e time i oso dun have e mood lo...



i dun wan e two of u to end up like tat...pls dun like tat can...
feel really bad now...y thing will end up like tat...argh!!!I AM SORRY!!!=((
do u all know wat i wan???...
i wan but i jux can't do it....argh!!!
forget it no one will understand de...
dun ask mii wat happen...
"i dun know"...
i am jux a BIG burden...sorry sorry sorry....
IM SORRY!!!!!


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我们的爱过了就不再回来，直到现在我还在默默的等待,
我们的爱我明白以变成你的负担，
只是永远我都方不开， 最后的温暖，你给的温暖 。
i understand thats our love haves become a burden to you...
IAMSORRY!!!



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
1:45 AM




Sunday, May 27, 2007

erm a week have gone....and one more week to my exam...argh!!! so fast....still no in e mood to study,
thing jux can't get in to my brain la...





WTH is going on???
stop blaming each other ok...
is all my FAULT ok...
argh!!!
u should know wat i wan, but then u r pushing mii to him...
why r u doing tis to mii...im oso a human...im nt a BALL for u to push around...
**is nt tat i dun wan,is jux tat i can't...understand? u should understand by now...





beautiful lie...

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
10:05 PM





u are jux so heartless,heart hearted ,cool hearted......!!!=((


do u think after ur disappearance he will come in place...and it's will go back to the good old days...tis is onli wat YOU think...but I dun think so...
u r jux running away from problem...thing have change n won't be e same again...
u two are pushing mii to each other do e both of u knoe???wat u both think im ball ar???pushing here & there...so angry lo...argh...
**i won't listen to wat e both of u lex...
i hate thing to be come like tat...
i dun wan to end our friendship here...
i DUN wan i DUN wan...
[crying deeply]

living in pain...
wouldyOubether???

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
2:45 AM




Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Avril Lavigne – Girlfriend lyrics
[Chorus]Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
[Verse 1]
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
(alright alright alright alright)
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah
I'm the mother fuckin' princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right
(I'm right I'm right I'm right)

She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
(and again and again and again)
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear

Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Break]
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other
So when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other
So when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
No Way No Way...

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
No Way No Way...

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
No Way No Way...

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
No Way No Way Hey Hey...


jux so like tis song=))...
but my song is in Japanese Version...
onli infornt change...
Hey hey anoko wa ima ichi
Ne ne atarashii ko ga hitsuyou
Hey hey atashi nante iinjyanai

Hey hey atashi ni wa wakatteru
No way no way himitsujyanai
Hey hey atashi ga natteageru


and still got alot of diff version...hahas...
i like e Artist too..-Avril Lavigne
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IM TRIED!!!erm Skipped my first lesson nv go school so im posting here now...
still think should i go school or nt cos today lesson onli till 12.15 and my first lesson end at 10.15 so if i go will onli go for 2hours go oso waste time doing past yr paper...dun know la will c how...
maybe nt going later got work so slp at home better...=P

heng!!my project is over lex...but exam coming...start on e 4 of June and end on e 7 of june...woow...so onli have like less then 3 week to my exam...but im still nt prepare yet...i dun even understand wat e teacher is teaching lo...haix die lex lo...

ok gtg call ying si c whether she wanna so school mah...hahas..
BYE BYE!!!!


[wat's now u dun even give a dam... argh!!!]
-wouldyOubethere???
[istillinluvwithyOu]


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
8:50 AM





^^^ (edit by ping hui)^^^
took on e day we went east coast...12/05/07=))

took late yr at sentosa...


hahaas...nth to do so edited some pic...still gt but lazy to upload...will upload nv time...



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
8:30 AM




Sunday, May 20, 2007

Tis few days was really busy...too many think happen lex can't take it la...plus iam working...nt enough slp...then always late for lesson haiz...sian la...attendant nt good kanna kp...WTH...argh...
My leg n my back are giving mii alot of problem ,at night my leg will suddenly cramp or even will feel pain when i walk...then my back is aching like hell...mum say iam jux 17 jiu gt so many problem lex old will become more worse...keep asking mii go c doctor...haiz...i dun like la...c doctor must go back after every few week so ma fan n waste money onli...i rather save up e money to give mum then go c doctor...

I AM JUST WAT I AM...LIKE IT OR NOT IS UR PROBLEM!!!


My life now is really is a BIG MESS la...studise ,work, family and friend...argh!!!
seriously i need someone to talk to...but who can i talk to???i think there's really no one ba....
ppl aways say tat girl de feeling toward thing is more strong then boys...is itz true?
i have tis wired wired de feeling keep coming up to mii...
erm it maybe im thinking too much but if u were mii u will oso think tis way de...

It's maybe easy for u to fall in luv with someone, but dun u think is hard to forget tat person...
yup and by putting more hope in ,it will onli hurt each other???
wat they say was right maybe u jux take it as thing had nv happen before...
nvm...iam oso trying too...can i???
*i will be aright de...
life will still goes on...
*nomatter wat tc of urself...

I have nt forgotten e 2 years promise...ya one more yr to go but i dun think my promise will come true...haiz...jux gt a feeling tat e promise won't come true la...argh dun know la...leave it to GOD ba...erm ok...u are right i wake up jux becoz i wanna c where e his there or nt....
yup...his is here...but...forget it...
*u do tc of urself ar don't work till sick ar...

***pray tat my mum will well get soon...n stay healthy...


thinking back e past...my tears will jux drop...
WHY WHY WHY!!!...
one last word BYE!!
[想听的话,你说给了她...]


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
3:45 AM




Sunday, May 13, 2007

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!

i love u mummy=))...

[y are u all so cool harted???

i jux hate it...=((...

i jux can't take it....

TOOPIX!!!]

iaminPAIN!!!argh!!!

maybe wat they say was right...haiz...=((

forget it...friend will be better ba...

[icry-edinthenitecozofyoudoyouknow???]

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"




YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
10:00 PM




Sunday, May 06, 2007

wahaha..im back to post lex...nvm post for like 4 days lex i think...heehee...
really got no time to up-date la...working for e past few days ,so tired & nt enough slp lo...=((
ytd slp at 4++ cause of my CRN thinky n e project thinky...toopix...then wake up at 10.15 today cool i tot i can't wake up sia...hahas...so help-ed mii mama to hang cloth then when online chatted a while wif ping hui then call-ed nydia to ask her wat time we meeting ,hahas knoe wat she jux wake up oso cause she slp late too...hahas...same same=))...after tat when to bath & perpare my thing for cell group...meeting ms eunice at 1pm but meeting nydia first at Mac 12.15...when walking around to find a botter 4 my heart n my cranes...found it but nv buy cos dun have e size i wan...=((...so bo bian next time then buy lo...

then when MOS to had cell group erm nt really cell group la...jux talk talk onli...
after tat meet melvin then when to Toa payo to buy my FBT then when Ang mo kio walk walk...
had lunch at subway after tat walk walk again then jiu go home lex cause all v tired lex..hahas...yup tat all...

reach home at about 6++...bath watch tv then now online n chatting...so sian...

when to his house ytd...he look better lex...thax GOD!!!
after monday de op jiu can lex..
so boii must hang on...=))

ok gtg le..=(( haiz...

wat is happening tis yr???
tis yr is really nt a good yr for us la...
argh!!! so fann la...
toopix...=((



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
11:45 PM




Tuesday, May 01, 2007

im here to post again...tis few days im really tired keep working n working then nt enough slp,everyday like slp less then 5 hours lo...argh!!!too bad i have no choose...haiz nvm...im nt in e mood to do things n i oso dun know wat to post...(lazy la...)
erm tml nt working so can slp e whole day...gdgd...=))
(will be working on wed-sat i think...will up-date if there is a change...)

when to c him after school,at first was really scare tat i will cry or watever but nv...
tok to him pei him for a while jiu go home lex...
really hurting n heart breaking to c him like tat...haiz...=((
past had past we can't do anything lex...
wat we can do now is to pray for him
n hope he can be strong to face e fact...after everything...



-boii...you will be fine de,must be strong!!!
JIAYOU!!! tc=))
GET WELL SOON!!!
GOD BLESS...


*so ppl out there must learn how to treasure n cheriish each other...
dun wait till too late...
thing would be e same dun regret when thing really happen...
time fly really fast...






3ppl asked mii e same questions
my answers is "i dun know,maybe, i need time to think"
erm...i really dun know wat i wan now im totally lose...
hu can save mii???v e fan la...
i wait n wait n wait but yOu r nt here???
argh!!!y?y?y?
imsoTOOPIX!!!




ok..i will stop here lex..really tired wanna go lala land lex...
BYE BYE...nigth...




i jux can't face e fact...
imscaretoloss___???



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
1:55 AM