Friday, April 27, 2007
dam long nv post lex...really gt no time, keep working n working then still got to go school...n im oso lazy to post la...haix...really got alot of things happen tis few days....so fan, dun know wat i can do to help...=(( argh!!!
did nt really slp well tis few days...there is a lot of thing in my mind
tat i wish i could say it out....but...
jux tat i dun know who i can talk to....argh!!!
i jux feel so uncomfortable ,weird n toopix to share my problem wif others...=((
i jux dun like to say out sometime...so dun FORCE mii ok...
tot i still gt u n can talk to u but now u seem like u dun can any more.
u seem like u are running away from mii...why?did i do some wrong?
once i tot u are e one hu understand mii e most but now seem like u dun...
*ur word hurt alot ok...i hate it =((...pls dun do it again to mii...
erm my relationship wif my papa still nt good...
but now better lex i think cause whenever he KP,scold or blame mii i will nt talk back lex...
i will jux keep quite n do nth...
but sometime i really dun wish to come home i think cause of him ba...???
so i will choose to work then stay at home...
To 1 of my friend: you will be fine...
you must hand on and be strong ok...=((
GOD will BLESS you
*pray 4 him*tha
tc!!!
pic i took for e past few week....
ok tat all lex...im tired too...erm going to slp soon lex tmr still got school n i oso gt work at 3pm-11.30pm i think...so i dun think i will post tmr...maybe no time to post oso working full time on satuerday 9am -11.30pm then sunday 5pm-11.30pm so really gt no time to post erm will how ba...
ok...bye bye!!!
NITE NITE...
sweet dreams...
Lord, that was so silly of me to think this way....
haiz...im sorry...
原來每個人對“好朋友”的定義都不同。。
原來每個人對“好朋友”的定義都不同。。
對我來説，好朋友相等于知心好友...
everything will be find...
im alone again...=((
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"
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12:10 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
go to tis webside then HELP mii do!!!
and see how well u know mii...hahas
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/274596
THAX!!!=))...
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10:55 AM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
argh!!! my life is really in a big MESS...everything seen to change...why why why...???
ok...i can't do anything to my laptop i dun know y...jux can't on la..toopix!!!4get it nvm...
let's see...tis few days was really sian...stay at hm doing nth...watch tv, eat ,slp , watch tv ,eat n slp...haiz...if everyday e same im going to be fat lo.....but i did when to sentosa to tan myself on saturday wif my sis n her friend...hahaz....so now im IM BURNT!!! n can see the two different colours...white and RED??? hahahs...erm will post e pic next time...
im off till thursday...cause got to do project..haiz...i hate doing project...but still got to do school starting soon lex...so sian...erm im thinking of drop out n stop studying lex...haiz...but if i dun continue studying i jiu got to go back to malaysia...n i can't stay here 4 long...argh!!! i dun know wat can i do lex... should i continue studying??? or should i go back to malaysia ??? [n leave tis sad palce...]
erm...will c how ba...im still thinking...maybe i should leave tis place...n go back to where i belong...
hu will understand mii???
hu will still care???
imdeeplyhurt...):
how i wish i can hear yOur voice now...
can we still be wat we use to be???
i dun wanna loss yOu...no matter wat...
we still can be friend...rite???
it's e end of everything...???
im empty...with nth inside...
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"
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7:30 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
*having headache...
argh...!!!ok im back from speech Day lex...was dam tired la...meet all of them at 1pm then start our own rehearsal at 1.30++...then everthing started at 5+...then blah blah blah...(gt no mood to type lex)...erm ok e boys & e girls really did a great job...WELL DONE!!!=))
im really tired la...=((...my hand gt alot of cut cos of e popper thingy...v mah fan need to wrap still need to cut...argh!!!cut till wan to die 17 of them lex...
yup..tmr is gd fri,there's an event at 589a,7am in the morning...erm we(nydia n mii) still thinking should we go or nt...erm...dun know lex...will c lo...
erm saw yOu at Mac jux now
wif beng,dennis & theng ong...
erm..wat can i say...
nvm...nth...
but i jux feel like crying when i saw yOu or even think of yOu...
i dun know y...???
it hurt deeply...
i think i really need yOu...
erm im lazy to type lex...so will end here lex..
bye bye...
it's e end of everything...???
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"
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10:30 AM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
(tears start rowing down from my eyes...i hate it...)
yOu should know who i need e most...
now yOu say yOu r leaving mii , yOu r letting go...
argh!!! wat is tis...
ok find i knew it ,tis days will come so in e first place
i have say i dun wanna gt hurt or hurt anyone else...
but yOu told mii yOu will wait no matter wat , yOu told mii to hold on....but now
ok...if tis is wat yOu wan , i will get lose...
IT'S E END!!! my dream had end-ed here...
sometime leaving things un-say is better...
我爱的人不能当我的爱...
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"
YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
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1:30 PM
ok...i here to post lex...i did nt go to work erm i oso dun know y so nvm let dun talk about tis...after e speech day rehearsal we when sun plaza
walk walk then jiu go home lex...haiz...i dun wanna go home de but there is no place for mii to go lex so haiz all say wanna go home so jiu go home lo...):
erm..for now im really tired lex...but i jux can't put myself to bed i dun know y...my mind now is full of many many things...argh!!! i really dun know how to say... ppl may think tat im thinking to much or wat so ever but is true...haiz...
im sorry i should nt walk in to yOur life yOur world...n to bring yOu so much trouble...
haiz...sorry!!!
how i wish i can go for a walk in e rain now...):
sweet memoriess always end fast...):
*having headache...
*feeling v cold...
wo de xing hen tong...):
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"
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1:30 AM
Monday, April 02, 2007
haiz...=(( ok im here to have a short post be4 i go meet nydia..
im off 2day n will be working tml at 6pm-11.30pm again...erm nth happen tis fwe days laa..jux tat im always v tired everyday after my work...
then reach hm can't slp haiz..dun know wat happen la...can only slp at 3++am...
fan la!!! toopix laa...argh...so hate myself la...
things have really change alot...
why??? sorry!!!
argh!!!=((
2day is his bday...
i dun know y i have tis funny feeling
tat keep coming to mii...argh!!!
really v funny lo...haiz....maybe im jux thinking too much ba...
i shouldn't care him any more since i have choose to let go e past...
haiz...dun know laa..fan laa...
wo hen xing ku...):
*sick!!
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"
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5:40 PM
