Saturday, November 04, 2006
BACK from work le...im tired...nth much happen 2day was like normal to mii wake up at 2++ then wash up online chatted wif theng ong n ping hui...then 4+ when to bath jiu off to work le...every day was like e same lo...oYa tml will be having cell group in e morning 8am at Mac...was like super early lo...
...will be having a cell group & p3 chatlet on 21 nov till 23 nov??? i think...n ya i mabe nt going 4 YC le cos of some reason ba...but im still going 4 e CHATLET!!!=)...heehe i can't wait le...im really looking 4ward to e chatet...
im feeling really down now... feeling toopix feel like a fool...
im always wating 4him to online to chat wif mii...but he dun seen to know...but nvm...
now it seen tat im e one hu have fall deep le...how come???yyy???
he change my heart to start over new...he show mii e care e luv i long 4 it...he encourage/ console mii when im down...he give mii hope to believe in new relationship...now he make mii fall so deep...make mii believe tat my dream will be true again...i truthed him...but now wat??? thing r nt e same as i tot...will be/like...ok im e 1 should be blame oso...i know tat i can't start a relationship cos my papa dun let...but i still lethim to enter my life...arghhhh...but im oso a humanbeing i oso need some1 to care some1 to luv some1 to be pamper some1 to be by myside...haix...y can't my papa understand mii???
now everything seen to change...nth will be e same again...but my dream will aways stay e same
...will be having a cell group & p3 chatlet on 21 nov till 23 nov??? i think...n ya i mabe nt going 4 YC le cos of some reason ba...but im still going 4 e CHATLET!!!=)...heehe i can't wait le...im really looking 4ward to e chatet...im feeling really down now... feeling toopix feel like a fool...
im always wating 4
now it seen tat im e one hu have fall deep le...how come???yyy???
he change my heart to start over new...he show mii e care e luv i long 4 it...he encourage/ console mii when im down...he give mii hope to believe in new relationship...now he make mii fall so deep...make mii believe tat my dream will be true again...i truthed him...but now wat??? thing r nt e same as i tot...will be/like...ok im e 1 should be blame oso...i know tat i can't start a relationship cos my papa dun let...but i still let
now everything seen to change...nth will be e same again...but my dream will aways stay e same
jux tat maybe e person in my dream will change ba...[still waiting 4 e rite person to be in my dream, but i hope 2yr later will still be yOu...]
[hu will wait 4 2yr la hahas yeok ling ar yeok ling 4 get it la...i know 2yr tis like dam long no1 know wat will happen no1 know hu will change first...no1 will know...so now i dun wanna hope so much...n sad so much...i will jux let GOD tell mii wat to do...]
*letting go and let GOD!!!
*[yOu asked me what was wrong and I said "nothing"... after you left I whispered "everything to myself"... cos i dun wan yOu to worry n think so much]
*From now i should throw everything into e sea n let e wave bring it away n let e water to wash in away 4 mii...
*From now i should throw everything into e sea n let e wave bring it away n let e water to wash in away 4 mii...
*Pls dun ever enter my life n give mii hope then live my all alone...
woow now is aready 4am...im still here posting...erm i should go get same rest le...
gt to wake up at 7am later...nite nite ppl..tc wor...*sweet dream=) GOD BLESS!!!
[off to my sweet lala dream land without yOu]
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"
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