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Monday, October 30, 2006

im back to post le...did nt post 4 a few days le gt really no mood to post lo...
IM SCARED!!! i dun wanna to move...*crying...=( really DUN WAN!!!
[jux dun know y when my papa or mum say "we maybe will be moving"
i will feel so fann n wanna cry]

will be moving if papa really lose his job...or papa can't take it...
cos his boss always trying to find problem wif he...haiz...
all my friend asking mii u moving house u should be happy wat why u so sad
moving house im happy but i dun wanna move till so far...bedok is far from here lo...
here have all my memorise...all e fun time,sad time n all my friends...i stay here almost 8 yrs le...jux dun wanna move la...understand!!! but if really have to...i oso can't do anything...
haiz now wat i can do is to wait till e time come lo...

tis few day i have being working from 6pm-11.30pm...but tml as in later will be working from 3pm-11.30pm...working wif nydia but she will come after 6pm....
im quite tired now tis few days did nt slp well n always slp after 3...dun know y i jux can't slp...
still having flu "wo hen xin ku...=(" i had a dream ytd...tat dream really make mii scared n feel so useless...im scared yOu will leave mii...

argh...papa say i nv think of e family be4 i wanna do anything or buy anything...
i gt think 4 e family lo...if i nv think of e family i won't be give money n doing house work lo...if i nv think of e family i won't go out to work lo...if i nv think of e family i won't care n think so much to help lo...i jux wanna spend some time wif my friend , going out wif them n buying thing i like... tis is wat i wan...dun u know???dun u understand??? im jux spending my own money nt urs... everytime i get my pay u will take alway from mii...i did nt say any lo...i jux say i oso need money 4 myself...then e most u will give is $50-$80...n told mii nt to any how spend...im ok wif it i dun mind give e family money...but wat u say was i did nt care 4 e family...wat is tis lo...TOOPIX!!! why watever i do to u seen so wrong??? do u know it hurt when u say i did nt care 4 e famliy...


slping soon le tml still gt to work...nite nite ppl...
[off to my sweet lala dream land]

waiting,hopeing & praying
[wat do i mean to yOu???]



"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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