Monday, October 09, 2006
erm im back from my aunt house...im tired=( feeling sick...hate e HAZE making mii really sick...
will be going back to work but still dun know when start...no more school for mii le...haiz i should be happy de but im nt tat happy...i miss my school my teacher my classmate my friend....4 year fly so fast really really dam fast im really leaving my secondary school le...18 oct is my last day going back in my school uniform to take report book n tat day is oso our graduation party...argh now dun really gt e mood to post le haiz...=(
on my way home on e bus im thinking
wat can i do 4 'HIM'???
i dun think i can do anything 4 'HIM'
i can't even pei 'HIM' when he need mii
i can't be there when 'HIM want mii to
i can't give 'HIM' any promise
[cos it maybe a broken promise]
he wasted his time n money on mii but i did nth 4 him...
cos i really can't do anythink 4 him...
[i got my difficulty...i think only my close friend will know ba]
so im trying to tell him tat to give up on mii dun waste time on mii le
cos i know nth will happen in e end we won't be tgt de we can't be tgt...
if we continue like tat it will only hurt both of us...
maybe we jux dun have to fate ba...
hoping tat he will understand mii
if im given a choice i wish i can be wif him...
"i miss u
i wish to c u...
i wish i can be there wif u when u need mii to...
i wish i can hug u tightly & nv let go...
but it will only happen in my dream...won't be true???"
won't be sleeping early 2day...going to watch my VCD[princess hours]
staying in e dream wif u make mii feel so sweet...i jux can't wait going to e dream n stay there 4ever...
GOD BLESS...=)
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"
YYY ::相爱到最后 我们变成朋友.
sHe lived wiTh hOpe wHen yOu PROMISE
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