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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

erm...ok im back from Mac went study again but nth seem to go in to my brain...my mood now was really down...haix... in school nth much happen...jux study n keep studying...
i cryed is school i dun know why maybe i think to much about e THINGS le...
i cry till i fall asleep in class...THANK my friend im fine now im ok...dun worry...
my 'N' lvl is in 5 days time dun wish to take my 'N' lvl argh...feeling hopeless now really
so hopeless...
[i wan to be strong but i jux can't stop my tears for rolling down]
i keep thinking of e thing they told mii...they know it long time ago but they jux dun wanna tell mii...ok i dun blame them by telling mii now...i know tat they wei wo hao so they dun wan mii to know...


then now i m here posting...ok...THENG ONG found out e know the truth le...after all it was true...argh!!!crying*again... WAS IT REALLY TRUE???
theng ong told mii to ask 'him' myself but i dun know how to ask....
everythink seem to come to an end...mi rite???
money can't buy TURE LOVE can't buy HAPPINESS...
even u say can tat was all nt TURE at all...
im like crying every day every nite in my bed thinking of wat should i do wat will happen next...
im really tired le...haix...maybe we jux dun have e fate ba...


DRYING...KILING MII really deep...
im really toopix...=(
i hate myself...
parying hard n hoping thing will change...

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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