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Saturday, September 16, 2006

hais..jux came back from work was really tried...bath hao le then went online...haiz...
my math paper faill le la...was hard lo didi nt do alot of qns..i tot e E.O.A paper is even hard but i think was better then my math paper...aiyo...

feeling bad!!!now..after knowing somthing...
is all my fault...im e third party....
im always e third party...toopix!!!!
hate myself...why mi always e 1...
feel really bad...n feel so sorry...
u told mii to accept him n told mii he's gd...
ya i know he's is gd but im nt gd...
n i really dun think we should be tgt...
n i undersatnd how u feel now...
u told mii tat u r fine...but i don't think u r...
cos i experience it be4
is really very hard to forgot about some
things tat happen so happy but end up like tis...

at first i really dun know how to face u...when i know it...
i was really scared...scared tat i will loss a friend..
scared tat u will hate mii..scared tat u will know...

im oso scared to start on a new relationshIps...
i think i still need more time ba...
maybe i still can't 4 get " him"...like u...
haix...=(

i really dun know wat to say...
hope tat everything can get over e past...






killing mii inside...
HATE myself....
hate how i feel now...
arghhhh!!!!


"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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