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Saturday, September 23, 2006

erm okie..ytd did nt post...after work when home bath hao le wanna to post de..then my papa come home then start askng mii thing then i told him ALL e TURE all thing he ask...but he still dun believe mii...he start to ask his friend and wat his friend say was diffrent from my...wat is tis!!!! he believe wat they say...then keep saying im lying...okie fine since u dun believe then wat 4 asking mii...tis is nt e first time le...i keep saying we r really nth but jux friend...but then he dun seem to believe mii...he wanted to slap n beat mii de but my grandma stop him...im thinking y dun she let him beat or even kill mii...i really can't take it le...since he wanna beat mii let him beat lo must as well kill mii...WHY DUN U ALL JUX LET MII DIE...

my mood now is dam low...crying since late nite...=(
then now my eye tis dam swollen haiz...toopix!!!
theng ong told mii tat i should tell 'him' wat happen between mii n my papa...
but..haiz..how should i tell 'him'...
i dun dare to tell 'him' i dun have e courage to...
maybe we jux dun have to fate to be 2gether ba...
i wan to be strong but i can't stop myself 4 crying...
good tat is raning soon...have being a long time i nv walk in e rain le...
so i will be going out later no matter wat...
rmb tis everything really comes with a price...
how i wish i can leave tis place...

THANKS to Theng ong he help mi alot...n sorry 4 giving u all e problem tat is nth to do wif u...

tis is wat he told mii:
consider it pure joy,my brothers whenever you face trials of many kinds.because you know that the testing of faith develops preseverance.Perservence must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete not lacking anything.
James 1 :2-4



i wish i can dissappeared now...
arghhhhhh!!!!DYING...
GOD pls give mii e courage to live on!!!

"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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