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Sunday, September 24, 2006

erm ok..when Mac at 3.30 to study wif ping hui...i finish doing 1 of my math paper1&2...still left wif 2 paper...haix got no time to do le tml working in e morning till dun know wat time...arghh!!!
then 6.50 when to e roof top at 431 but was Out-Of-Bound so when to e inchage to wait 4 ying si...they pei mii walk home then they sit at 306 talk talk...i when home then go out again,i call si she say they at carpark so when find them...we chated n oso took pic we wanan c star de but dun have...sit there till 9 then i when home...oOo ya i tot will rain but nv..=(


saw 'him' jux now at Mac...dun know why
or wat happen my tears started rolling down from my eye...
arghh!!!feel so toopix lo...
i told myself i must be strong...
but i jux can't stop my tears 4 rolling down...
Theng ong jux told 'him' wat happen...
arghh i started crying again...
haiz....why im really USELESS arghh!!!!!
im scare now...feeling so loss!!!!
wat can i do now???
i still haven tok to my papa since ytd
c him make my feel like leaving...haiz...

THNAKS alot to THENG ONG...=)
GOD BLESS YOU...


i cant tell u the answer Now cos iM NOt sure of it...
sorry...i really need more time...
n father oso dont allow mii to get into a relationship
cos he dun think tat im ready...
im sorry too cos i didnt tell u my difficulties...
hope tat u will understand...

gtg le tml have to wake up early...nite nite... (hope i won't cry in my bed again)
tc...GOD BLESS!!!

i wish i can dissappeared now...=(
GOD pls give mii e courage to live on....
"broken dreamsa shattered hearta lonely soul"



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