wow..so fast tml school reopen le...
i haven even finish my home work...hai
so tired..i wake up at 9am 2day...
but i can't go church...i all becos of my father...
he dun wan mii 2 go church...
he say go there is like wasting ur time...
n keep asking mii y i alway wan 2 go church...
he really dun understand mii...
for mii i go church i can like 4get all e sad thinks tat happen...
n can know GOD better...
but 4 him im alway wrong...
wat i say or wat i do is alway wrong...WHY...
wat he wan mii 2 do...
i know im nt as smart as my sis...
they can study...i can't...
they r smart...but im not...
im useless n hopeless..
i KNOW...
but tis is nt wat i wan...
i try 2 do all my best in everything...
but i jux can't do it...
im born like tis wat u wan mii 2 do...
if i have a choose i dun wan 2 be in tis world...
I REALLY DUN HAVE FREEDOM...
i wan back my FREEDOM...
can i...
YYY
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