somewhere only we noe...

2009-09-07T04:26:00.000-07:00

Me-damn,guess who talk to me...
fad-XLbadboy.
Me-YAH!!!WTF!!!
fad-O my,what he say???
Me-'copy and paste', but i haven reply.
fad-errrrrrr.why not?mmm.you dont feel like?
Me-i dun now...
Fad-or...
Me-is like argh!!!
Fad-okay follow your heart k.dont force.(:
Me-
*my heart almost stop beating...LOL
and she go,hahahaha...

coming back asking how are u,
hope you are not angry with me,
glad that you still fine.
what more can i say?!
-no,iam not fine at all!!???

and telling me how u can't get over ur ex.
telling me how u kana reject for more than 20 times.
telling me how sad and even cry when u see them holding hand.
and say,hope i could forget her,and just live happily.
saying it ur first love sld be even longer to forget.
what's e ponit of telling me all that.

when iam crying in bed becos of u,where are u.u dun even noe and dun even care how i feel.
when i tot u were my hope,u went missing. or yah,maybe im just so silly~
if it so hard for u to let go,what about me.
iam will to let go anything and try,but yet.
i get back nth...

2009-08-21T07:46:00.000-07:00

"you say was for me,my bday,wan to acc me.wan me to be happy."
but i'm not happy at all.
so looking forward to just see you,watch movie with you,just as a friend.
but for no reason i can't sleep tat nite before meeting you.
and then now,the day after you change.totally change to another person.
you lie,you bluff!!!but why?!
even you still do love/like/or can't let go of her,we still can be friend right?!is it just so hard?!
dun give those toopix reason or explains anything.

"So Random you walk in my life,and So Random you walked out again"
WHY?!
all tat you say,it's just lie,just to entertain me.

2009-08-19T09:30:00.000-07:00

Don't be so nice,
Don't be so good.
cos it should be a letting go thingy.
arghhhhhhh!!!!

~~Badboy~~i wish you are doing good out there(: younoeicare...
it's just feel suan suan de....LOL....toopix toopix!!!arghhhhhh.....):

***NYDIA LIM WEI LING!!!- ♥thing will be alrigth(: okie(: you noe ILY...heehee.

-Back to what we use to be,your life my life...
takecare,~~badboy~~

Sgin Off:200809-12.35am

2009-08-17T03:51:00.000-07:00

It's because you lie to me~

Yeok Ling say : i would rather keep a friendship going then a relationship that tie me up...

Remember onces i say before,get her back before it too late.see~
win her back if u really still do love her.show & prove it to her.
win her heart 'back' like how u did it in e past!
even if she alr have bf now,u still can give it a try.
iam sure she still do have a ill feeling for u,dun give up.
All the best JiaYou,my friend~~~badboy~~

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2009-08-16T02:47:00.000-07:00

I dun ask for more,it enough alr.
just friend will do.

i never knew/expect it'll hurt like this.e feeling it diff.
tears drooped for u again.damn it.freak off.
~~badboy~~u LIE!!!u bluff me.
i wouldnt feel so hurt if u tell e truth in e begging.say thing out.
*fool or wat?!after so much thing,and now...IHATEYOU!!!fordoingallthis...

as i say iam prepare for anything like this.so i'll be back track soon wif my BIG BIG SMILE :D just wait for me...i'll be alright after awhile.

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2009-08-14T10:05:00.001-07:00

Here we go again~

Running after each other...

It all about LOVE(:^^^

They're what I call LOVE(:

she's always wif those toopix FACE(:^^^

We just love her so much,even dou she's always so stubborn!!!hahas.^^^

She never faill to be there.^^^
We are alr firends for 10yr,Girlfriend(: since pri 4???hahas

He's always so Nice so good to ME(: not only me,but all ppl around him!!!^^^

She's e reason why i go school everyday,as wat she say(:

*~~badboy~~,i just can't figure out.what's wrong...

i alr did wat i wanted to do, or maybe i should just stop doing all those.

but you noe i care for you my friend.

*Back to square one...

argh!!!damn it,Gastric's killing me):

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2009-08-10T23:53:00.000-07:00

Thanks again for all e wishers & present(:

1.Leonard-thanks for e Adidas's Jacket and e surprise dinner(:

2.BF(: Freddie-thanks for e purple dress and e purple hairband(:

(and Thanks so much for coming over to my place just to pass me e present(: so sweet!!!hahas,LOL)

3.Nydia-THANKS so much for e 2days for surprise(:

and e Bag pack(:<3

4.ZQS-Thanks for e wish and e $150 Adidas's Voucher(:

5.Phoebe(cousin)-Thanks for e nice meeting up and e dinner(:

6.Thanks Daddy,Ahma & Aunt for e 'Ang bao'(: hahas.

7.Fad-Thanks baby,for e wish,e card and e Box of Chocolate(:

8.Zeda-Thanks for e Chocolate too(:

More photo at facebook(:

Lastly BIG BIG THANKS to ALL those who have wished ME(:

i really have a wonderful 19th Birthday tis year(: thanks to all...

WHERE IS JOLEEN CHEW!!!???LOL

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thanks,

it take me so long to just think whether to text yOu not.LOL
in e end i did(: thanks alot.THANKS(:

2009-08-10T02:22:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF(:

thanks alot to those who wished me(:

-thanks for e movie(:thanks for making my day ~~badboys.~~

-thanks,Nydia & Leonard for e surprise dinner and e long long waiting(: heehee.

is really a nice place(: nice view(: and goodlooking waiter!!!who can sing and play piano(: hahas.

-iamwaitingforyOurwish...

2009-08-06T00:11:00.000-07:00

O-Town - I Showed Her Lyrics

It's catchin up to me right now
Everything that I said the night I left her there
When I said I wanted out
I was angry and upset
And at the time I couldnt care less about staying there
I had to prove I didn't care
As much as she thought I did

CHORUS
I showed her
I let my pride take me far away from the only Woman I loved
I showed her
And now she has found someone new
And her life will go on
And I'm all alone but
I showed her

I hear that she's in love
But it took a while for her to get over the hurt
Now I know that I messed up
I was trying to give us time
But I see she took that time to find somebody else
What happened to the things she felt
For me, am I really a part of her past

I showed her
I let my pride take me far away from the only Woman I loved
I showed her
And now she has found someone new
And her life will go on
And I'm all alone but
I showed her

Whoa... whoa... whoa, whoa... whoa... whoa... whoa...whoa, whoa

I showed her
I let my pride take me far away from the only Woman I loved
I showed her
And now she has found someone new
And her life will go on
And I'm all alone but
I showed her

I showed her
And now she has found someone new
And her life will go on
And I'm all alone but I showed her
Whoa, whoa
I showed her
I showed her

2009-08-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

it keep me thinking~
saysomething,letmeunderstand...

as per normal,Can't sleep again.
try not to thinking,but my mind Can't.
tears myself to sleep again)':
i just wan to noe.
what's going on?!

alright,
today it's CHENYING AND WEI BENG brithday!!!(:
tml it's my HUBBY,RUDDI bday!!!wah!!!18th alr eh!!!(:
best wish to 3 of u eh!!!(:

went bought persent for Ruddi and Fau alr.hope they like it(:
and i saw tis PURPLE sweat at uniqlo.it's nice(:
hmm,guess i maybe going to get it.since i dun have a purple one.LOL(:

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2009-08-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

Heating up again,headache and now wat!!!

ahhhh!!!wat e problem now???!!!
what i did!!!.damn! or iam think too much!!!
but it dun seem iam thinking too much from wat i see.
not only once!!!
dislike me???say it infront of me!!!
dun do it behind me.dun have to say it to other,
tell me!!!instead!!!hate me for all U wan!!!

damn tearing~~crying~~ for those toopix things make me feel like
FOOL really a BIG BIG FOOL!!!heart aching~

then now wat i got to text it first again???
why always me.?
why can't be YOU!!!
it YOU who go offline first!!!
it YOU always get,angry/ jealousy first for like joke YOU started.?
why would i care so much when YOU dun even care,i guess.
ytd was just talking about e outting tat we may have on friday or sat and now?!argh!!!
~~iam so looking forward when YOU say wanna go for friday nite cycling or sat skating,~~~~but now is all for nth.is all nth.~~

is up to you to believer or not.~~badboy~~!!!
or maybe is wat Ian have say,we get useded to each other mgs,each other entertain.
*giving up someone is not as easy as you tot.,iam still on my way out~
you show me e Love tat HIM used to give and now.
bringing me out and leaving me hide~
even if it just friend,could YOU just stay a little longer.

Sign Off:040809,12.03am.

2009-07-31T09:51:00.000-07:00

So silly?like a fool?or wat?i always find thousands millions of reson to do it first!
maybe his's busy,maybe he's still angry...maybe his's tis or wat so ever...

no matter is to which guy or anyone.
so i did it again,texted him.
and oh well he reply,
-iam sick,just wake up.very tired.text you tml.i go sleep again.

hmm,is just wat i tot):

依赖也是一种爱?

ke si ai dao hen xin ku...

Sign Off:010809.2.20am.

2009-07-30T08:44:00.000-07:00

Mixed feeling~

loss,confuse,complicated...
it always seem so complicated for me...

i dun understand.
i noe you got alot of school report to rush and stuff.
yes,i noe.ITE life it diff from Poly.
so go on continue wif your stuff,you say you got no time for me.
yah i noe.iam okie wif it.
now what have i say wrong?!

what ami to you?i always ask myself this.
ans will always be just e entertianer as it started...

what more...~~(badboy)~~

yah,sorry tat iam stubborn.but this is wat iam.

i'll not say much about how i feel.

even duo,i dun agree or wat so ever.

this's just me.

what u mean by tat.

'i dun feel like quarring wif you'

and going offline without say a word.

argh...damn it!!!

i dun noe,i dun noe,i dun noe,I DUN NOE!!!

i am just going wif e flow,

tot it would have an out come.

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction...

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2009-07-29T02:35:00.000-07:00

It ended here.

i finally say wat i wan/have to say.
u noe i dun wanna waste ur time,and dragging it.
and thanks for ur understanding.
tahnsk for everything u have done for me.

i'msorryforthoseword...
let's start new tgt(:
i say-go find someone who LOVE u more then u LOVE her(:
and u say -i will,and will make u jealous of it!!!
i say-okie,i'll here waiting(:
take care my friend...

亲爱的，那不是爱情...

2009-07-23T22:38:00.000-07:00

SICK):

temp never get so HIGH before 38.6deg!!!
down wif high fever,sore throat & cough):
tis time it getting worse): 4days MC.

as my friend,u ppl should noe!!! i dislike going to e doctor even if i sick!!!.
but got no choose tis time): then daddy called and went doctor wif me(:
i dislike e med doctor give,i dislike staying at home and stay on bed for like 24hr!!!

~~Badboy went Holiday alr till sunday night...): LOL...is another crush or....i dun noe..~~

"Sometime i just wish to have a shoulder to rest on or a hand for me to hold on."

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2009-07-22T03:37:00.000-07:00

Never say Never~

i like tis photo,wif my toopis face=P

have not being updating,getting lazy to update alr,

dun feel like updating anymore i guess...

hmmm...

'tot it could be e one???but now i dun think so anymore...'

or dun dare to think anymore...

yeah,ppl say i got no faith in BGR.yah i totally got no faith at all...

maybe not tat i dun have faith in it,but just scare to accept it ba.

'ppl' around me treat me really well.

everyone of my friend ask me,why dun i just give it a try???!!!

maybe things will just work out well.

ahhh,thanks for all those things u ppl told me and stuff.

but,i'm just not really for tat ba.

will wait for my fate to come(:

ahhh,i just tears for nth,or can i say iam too emo over it...

or think too much...or wat so ever lah...

*I knew it,so i'm alr prepare for it...

by not putting too mush hope/feeling in it...

2009-07-11T11:10:00.000-07:00

'不可能有的未来~'

~~istilldomisssyOu,i just can't face it.~~
~~saying i wan to let it go,yah i'm trying too.~~
~~ITHARD!!!): killmeplsss~~

not a good sis.
cut it short.
i just fail to be a sis...
is never enough~

*be my Happy/Smiling/Laughing pill,can?!...

2009-07-11T09:01:00.000-07:00

纪佳松潘玮柏-同一个遗憾
(华视周日偶像剧不良笑花插曲)

剩下我们坐在岸边
看着她越走越远
白色星星迎着海面
沙滩好远

而她的心去了哪里
我们都无能为力
是谁的手能牵她回来

tell she know
don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白那时候
为何要对彼此为难
tell me she knows
cause i could't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
而我们都学会了释怀

两个朋友一个最爱
不可能有的未来
只是结局却让我们如此意外
她的决定终于太慢
看那玩笑的安排
你怪
谁的错(谁的错)
我们都我们都失败

tell she know
don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白那时候
为何要对彼此为难
tell me she knows
cause i could't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
而我们学会了释怀

tell she know
don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白那时候
为何要对彼此为难
tell me she knows
cause i could't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
而我们学会了释怀

*addicted to it!!!(:

2009-07-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

"it's not complicated,anymore???!!!"

Iam tried alr....

time to take a REST~

^^^dun you think it cute!!!^^^^^^and tis is LOVE(: hahahas^^^^^^ hahahs,see wat ruddi is doing!!!^^^

~~IAM A BADGIRL TO EVERYONE???!!!~~

ahhh,i noe i maybe bad to treat u tis way but i got no choice.

i told u so manytime...argh!!!i dun wan u to get i wrong ideal!!!u say u noe,but u dun seem u noe to me...

2009-06-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

Iam somehow in LOVE wif FOOTBALL now(:

^^^be it rain or shine i wish i could be there^^^
if you wan me too~

^^^South Korea!!!No.03# 'SUNGMIN'!!!^^^

he's SHY & CUTE lah!!!hahahs
see HIM again in e Finally round!!!JiaYou(:

^^^Lao's player!!!e most HANDSOME one,i think....hahahs^^^

e friendly Lao's player!!!

^^^saw he again!!!and he wanna take Photo again!!!hahahs and he can speak Chinese!!!^^^

2009-06-29T07:57:00.000-07:00

It's today!!!(:

D:is nice seeing you again!and knowing tat you are not leaving as soon as it tot(:

then LOVE they give ME.
THANKS(: love you both LOT!!!(:
meet up soon~

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2009-06-28T09:26:00.000-07:00

Follow YOUR heart~

iamtryingtoo...

working working and working~

tired tired tired....Dark Circle is getting worse):
Youth Festival,was FUN!!!job was nt tat bad as wat i tot actually(: [5more event to end tis work(:]

Veera Me & Aloysius(:

And days pass,today's alr 2nd day of AYG.
it's FUN we get to see e live GAME without PAY and bring PAY!!!hahahs
our jod is just to keep the place there CLEAN!!!hahas,cleaner...nope we are call manger!!!okie.hahahs
damn didn't enough sleep form e pass 2 days.when to help out in PR run today in e morning 6am we got to reach and really THANKS to LEONARD for sending me and sanjit there(:
e day before went to work for Youth Festival from 2 to 5.then rushed to Jalan bersa stadium for AGY all e way till 10plus reached home only at 11plus12...damn TIRED~
sleep at 1plus2?!wake up at 4.45am!!!till like now!!!which is 1am!!!

alright,will be in AYG all e way till 7july.only tis 2 days are off if it comfirm.3july & 5july.
see me in Jalan Bersa Stadium(:
okie shall stop here alr!!!nitenite PPL(:

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2009-06-25T08:58:00.000-07:00

long since i nv update(:
busy busy or should i say lazy(: hahas...

today had training in e morning 8.30am.
wake up,stomach not feeling well must be e steamboat i eat too much ytd.and durian dayy bought.heehee
sorry ppl didn't go for training...

so when back to sleep after texing CY and Miss P.
wake up by a call from e Boss,saying tat i got to go down to her office by 3pm wif my friend...
so prepare then headed to meet e rest then to ubi.
after everything,when to had late lunch then to bishan then to ikea(:

tml work alr.WAT a JOB huh marcus!!!
walking around wif tat): nvm.HOPE it would be fun...
will be v busy after tml.
Friday-work.
Sat-work plus HX bday Party at nite.
Sun-RP run in e monring 6.15am till 11plus then AYG event 3till 10plus
DIE DIE DIE just DIE):

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2009-06-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

Sometime there's only one thing left to say.

From e movie P.S I LOVE YOU.
Lost without you-Delta Goodrem
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
nice song,huh?!(:

HAPPY FATHER DAY(:

guess daddy is Vhappy today!!!(:

even dun we use to fight evertime,but after all his still a good father

then...nah,forget it....

ahhhhh,i just feel like going K now.

to shout all i wan,sing all i wan!!!): just somehow feeling down now.

my time is so PACK!!

monday-meeting in school for e AYG thingy.

Tue-netball friendly.which iam always scare even it's only friendly.

iam so blur till u all can't imagine.LOL.

Wed-Class outing to Sentosa(: LOVE<3

Thurday-Netball training?!

Friday-working.

Sat-working.

Sun-working.

the following week,will be e AYG week.still not sure helping out in which day or maybe e all 9days.

till tml meeting.

sorry to say i can't attend netball traning or friendly for e following week): IAM SORRY,really~

ihadtogiveupsomethingtogetotherthingdone.if u ppl understand me.i'am sorry~

alright,should stop here alr.

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2009-06-20T22:48:00.000-07:00

IT's about Time,OGDM~

O
maybe iam trying/alr geting over it?!
i still need time~give me e time ppl...
stop/dun ask me things about it anymore.
i noe ppl care.but
i,myself dun even noe e ans sometime.
i noe it bring us no where...till now.
but sometime iam still a little too not over yOu...
so let it be ba~

G
u seem good,seem fine out there(:
glad tat u are.takecare friend~

D
u caught my eye e v first time i saw u.till now.
my dearesteyecandy takecare.
maybe i dun have e gut to meet u for e last time.
maybe we'll nv had our lunch tat we say we'll have.
but thanks.
from u,at least now i dare/did make e first move ever.

M
u told me u have change.u wan to change.
i can see tat,u did make an effort to change.good for u.

*friend u should noe i care~

im hoping you’ll sing along

even if its not your favourite song~

2009-06-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

Kris Allen - No Boundaries

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever
If you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am — still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

Stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don’t know where’s the future’s heading
Nothings gonna bring me down
I jumped every bridge
I risked being safe but i always arise
I always arise

So here i am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

With Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

i guess iam going to miss you,my dear friend

it's deep down from my heart~

even duo we're nth at all.

2009-06-14T06:22:00.000-07:00

the waiting got to end~

tank -如果我变成回忆
作词:陈信延施人诚作曲:tank

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么

如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记

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damn!!!it put my mood all e way down.

tell me tis's not going to happen,tis's not real.Pls~

he's~~david~~ leaving singapore,may not be coing back anymore!!!

tears drop,once i saw tat.argh...damn!!!!

no Wonder you asked me for tat lunch,tat we say we'll gona have...

i pray tat's something tat happen so he won't have to go...

as a friend,as a eye candy of mine...

2009-06-13T11:07:00.000-07:00

time now,2.18am.sunday.but...

daddy is still out there working hard.just for US...

waiting for him to get back home then go to bed.

iam a little HUNGRY now):

found e bag i WAN,but it not PURPLE in colour.

well nvm,PINK look fine too(: i guess.LOL

i wan e other one should go and get e black or e brown one soon(:

iam tired alr actually,out since 12.30pm till 9plus10pm.

helped out in my aunt stall at karllang.

Tanya,Joleen and marcus came over too.

had durian wif them there.

then east coast walk wif Joleen,Marcus & SKY.

then acc Leonard to eat subway.

as he came to pass me thing(:

[thanks for e help,buying e memory card(:]

then HOME SWEET HOME.

shower.

watch TV.

use LAPPY till now.

alright,shall stop here.

nite or shall say morning ppl.LOL.

BYE~

会长大的幸福~

we chatted,like wat we use to be!?

*running away bring u no where!?

2009-06-12T09:15:00.000-07:00

Photo Of the Day~

Couple/Sibling/Classmate?!hahas...

Classmate!!!
WongYeokLing & Freddie Ng XinGuang!!!

ppl say we look like couple,LOL,but i think we look more like sibling lah.

young/small boy~

^^^hahahas^^^

*btw i kind of like tis pic lah(: "random".

alright was suppose to meet melvin for movie not fred.

but mel suddenly got thinks to setter.hope it all find and done now(:

so called fred!!!and YES he's FREE to go for movie(: heehee.

if not i'm gona be alone walking around like CRAZY women!!!hahas.

so i when to setter my thing first then meet him at cityhall.

meeted,toopix loh.we took so long to find each other in e control station.LOL.hahassssss.

[well waiting for him,i saw FAITH she's going off to work(:]

so walk over to marina sq GV.got e last pair of movie ticket,e first row first 2 sit.LOL.

"Ghost Of My GirlFriend Past"(: it's nice,sweet,touching?!hahahs...3/5 i'ii rate.

after movie,get e cake "strawberry sweet heart" and start

walking around to find present.nth caught our eye.dun noe wat to get.give up.LOL.

so waited for YaoHui to come at e station.

he came and fred when off.thanks for watching movie wif ME!!!hahahs...

i'll still box u even duo you are so so so good to ME,hahahs=P

then me & YH walk over to suntec IT fair to find PingHui.

while otw I SAW thengong!!!LOL

i didnt noe till he shouted my name.so damn long since i last SAW he lah.and finally!!!hahahs(:

oh man,so many ppl at e IT fair lah.but it's much better then e previous one.hahhas.

when in first thing saw COMPAQ.opps...Badboy!!!his's working for tat brand!!!LOL

start finding for Toshiba brand where PH is working for.

saw HER,hahahs.pass her e cake!!!she didn't know we going down to find her.i wanted to surprise her.

were she surprised i dun noe lah...hahas...anyway:

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY-GOH PING HUI<3

Meet up soon again(:

then walked over to COMPAQ,heehee.just to see see.hahahs.LOL

then walked around,HOME SWEET HOME(:

i say to him,'you got small eyes lah.

then he's trying to make his small eyes,BIG.

See my BIGBIG blueblack on my leg!!!):

dun noe where it come from oso...

tml gona go to my aunt stall to help out.

got to sleep alr,if not DIE.hahas.

NITENITE(:

get over and done with...

Sign Off:130609-1.29am

2009-06-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

It needed to be complete~
w/o yOu my life got to go on...

Today had netball Carnival!!!
and we got CHAMPION!!!hahas(:
yeah yeah!!!well done to all e team tat play today!!!(:

before e netball Carnival had test FQC.i did my best to rmb but still i when soooo blank when i get e paper when i see e paper!!!"faint".argh~
then in between e game got pract test.
after tat when back for e game.
all e way till 6plus,it ended.

then headed to ahma place as i told her i'll be going down,
asked Jie to go back to see ahma as yah she's old alr and stuff.
so she was thinking and thinking and decided to go visit her.finally,after like 6 7yrs.ahma almost dun noe who she is.hahahs.
so had dinner tgt wif Jie & shiashia first then headed back to ahma house tgt.

reached,got e letter.yah it seem like tis time round they finally approve?!
but i got to keep going down to ICA to setter stuff.hope,pray tis time round i could get it.
if not tat it!!!~

it got so much to be done:
-Family
there's sis for me to takecare of.
there's thing in e house waiting for me to be done.
-School
it's my late yr,i wan to do my v best even duo i noe it maybe too late alr to put e GPA up.
-CCA(netball/track)
i love both,but i just got to think far.
tis 2 are sport tat i love,but there's more thing i got to do before it too late.
-PR thingy
got tat letter alr,pray hard it could be approve ASAP.
dun drag till next yr.
-i got to work to get my own income,even duo daddy didn't say anything.
but iam use not getting money from him since e day i work.
yah some time he will still give.but i know it hard for him to support we 3 and oso giving ahma money.he left not much.
i leant to earn my money to get wat i need wat i want.
sometime ppl just got to give up something to get something.true?!
i got to think now,give up or not give up~
to get or not to get....

yah,ppl may think we are only like 18 19 20yrs old.still young still teenager.
should just enjoy tis time,why care so much.
yah, as i say diff ppl had diff life~
*Complicated family back grond if u ppl understand.
e LOVE tat only mummy can give...
but still i iam Happy wif my life now i guess.(if only i have more time,if only i got my PR~)

later meeting Fad in school to pass her my note(:
can't wait to see her<3<3<3>
out tml!!!MOVIE time!!!

is always good to stay a distance away,not to get any closer~

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2009-06-10T04:16:00.000-07:00

Everyone has diff LIFE,good/bad we can't decide.So As I~

dun force anymore,it need time...
you wan something,you got to give up something too.
is time for me to decide now...
so much i got to do before it too late,before e time is up.

Nydia & Joell came all e way to my school to surprise me(for dun noe why) and to just pass me tis CHOCOLATE(:

THANKS~

my NEW toy!!!

Mr Nooses & Miss Chatterbox!!!

my classmate wif e fake tattoo!!!hahas...Ruddie~
ME & zeda(: too boring in lecture...my nose look Sooo BIG and look sooo fat!!!):

***FAD IS BACK~

LOVE LOVE<3

*maybe iam just nth to YOU,a passes by???a entertainer i guess...itfeeldiff~

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2009-06-07T09:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TRISHIA~

sat celebration wif cousin only.at KTV(:Bday Girl!!!TRISHIA~ ^^^e cousin and we 3!!!(: ^^^2nd part: today is e day!!!080609 12am!!!

Happy Birthday!!!

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2009-06-05T10:51:00.000-07:00

060607 and now is alr 060609.

it has been 2yr mummy left us.

hope she's find and doing good in other part of wrold.

Mummy I LOVE YOU LOT(:

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2009-06-05T09:35:00.000-07:00

Thanks(: for everything~^^^CHOCOLATE and JellyBelly!!!:D^^^^^^Red Camera!!! and nike bagpack(:^^^

thanks!!!2 thing to cancel away from my wish list:D hahas... ^^^all tat we got from HIM...^^^

^^^tis's cute mini camera!!!^^^

for tanya & trishia each got one(:

all thanks to Leonard(:

alright,tot will really stay at home e whole day and just rot!!!

but NO!!!atleast i went out for Dinner(:KFC,as shiashia wan it!!!hahas

Leonard came over to find me,pass us everything tat he bought for us from oversea.(which i forget where)LOL.

then waited for shiashia to reach home then headed out to expo to pass Tanya cloth as she's going to watch BARNEY!!!hahas...

then we headed to had our DINNER...my first meal of e day!!!LOL...

then HOME SWEET HOME!!!(:

-shower

-watched TV

-use lappy

-now listening to song & updating my blog.lol.

tml going down to bukit gomba stadium for e track event again,got to reach at 1pm.i think~

then back to katong mall for shiashai bday celebration.hope she will have FUN tml.

she's going to be 14yr old sooon.....in 2day time(monday) so fast,tis show tat i'm old alr.hahas...

Bless her in everything her PAT too!!!hahas...oppsssssss....=P stay strong ah girl BGR is not easy~

i'm in PAIN ~~having CRAMP~~ NOW!!!

till i can sleep)':

HELP!!!

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2009-06-04T23:25:00.000-07:00

AYG(: here i COME!!!lol

will be helping out in e Asian Youth Game tis yr(:
it's confirmed!!!if there's nth when wrong,heehee(:
from e 29 jun till 07 jun 9days(: $50-$60perday(:

i'm so borriinngg at HOME NOW.
didn't go out,didn't go to watch Movie just rotting at HOME wif SKY.
toopix toopix,stomach pain.... ~~DaYiMa~~ came LOL
and I'M HUNGRY now))):

alright,one more week to HOLIDAY!!!
I CAN'T WAIT!!!
oh,LENOARD is BACK!!!weewee(:
FAD is COMING BACK soon too(: LOVE LOVE~

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2009-06-04T01:24:00.000-07:00

you say,you both were only close Friend~
LOL...silly~

alright,practical exam was argh...
just wish i could PASS(: but i guess it hard):
TML i got NO school,as there's no SW(: so i got a day off.
actually i dun have to attend SW oso.but it's fun to play soccer,badminton or any game wif my classmate(: hahas...

*Movie tml???maybe?!should be?!i think so?!LOL

today after practical exam,sian till i decided to had Trippe CHOCOLATE ice cream before i go home.heehee(: i need tat to bring myself back...hahahas=P

after which headed home,shower.when out again!!!headed to TM to meet my cousin wanted to watch movie but e show we wanted to watch dun have.
so went to MOS to had dinner first.then walked around.
went to Top Shop,e purple shoes i want dun have my size): too bad.
then went to check see any old movie we could watch BUT tanya is under AGE!!!hahas...
then too bad,hahas.
went to get tanya school shoes then to fair price bought chip bought CHOCOLATE then HOME SWEET HOME(:

i'm tired~
yousay:youbothwereonlyclosefriend~=whyshouldicare!?youasked:whereiselunchtatwepromissetohad~=oh,well.you still remember?!

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2009-06-03T03:04:00.000-07:00

Is no longer e same as it use to be~

SICK!!!
Headache,fever on and off,whole boby aching~
it should be e BIG BIG HOT HOT SUN on sat&aun!!!

alright,had netball friendly ytd didn't.as i'm so dizzy,and cold at e wrong time~
after tat home sweet home.
shower,rested then SLEEP~
wake up at 9plus but drag till 11plus then get out of bed.
prepare headed to school,THEN practical was CANCEL!!!argh...
then went to tmp wif some of e class mate.as there i puma sale.LOL.
walked around didn't get anything,but saw tis shoe for TOPSHOP tat i kind of like it.
It PURPLE in colour!!!(: those light purple...think i'll go get it someday~hahas.
money money COME COME!!!PLSsssssssssssssssssss...

Holiday is coming-will be working,traning 3time a week.
i dun noe how ami going to...shall see how then~
i wanna go singK,go Marina Barrage go alot alot of place.
but i guess i dun have e time to.

~~-I miss e pass where we hangout tgt and do all Toopix thing.~~

~~If only u ppl still remember it~~~

*~~if i could decide...thing could end up so long and is still e same...~~

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2009-05-31T22:40:00.000-07:00

SUNBURN!!!

alright,was busy tis 2days.
Both day headed down to Bukit Gombak Stadium to help out in some track event under.
and i got my Face and both Hand SUNBURN!!!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY!!!(fad)
who's still now in Canada):
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MEI XIAN!!!
my GB p3 mate(: e BEST P3 ever(:
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MONSTER!!!
it's time to be more serious in every thing u do.

alright,tml got practical exam.and i have not study it yet.
DIE!!!
okie i think i have to go,BYE~

***如果我变成回忆~

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2009-05-27T04:15:00.001-07:00

sowasHER~

aching aching aching...
TIRED~
had training ytd 6pm till 9pm.
dun feel well today.
wake up wif a heavy HEAD!!!-headache!!!
school start at 1pm.had practical till 3plus4pm.
then HOME SWEET HOME...
mood was still e SAME as YTD~
well well well~

exam is coming or should i say alr started!!!
i haven even start studying~
practical exam next week...
phase practical next next week...
and more to come...i forget e date alr...LOL

alright alright going off now~

Sign Off:27may2008-7:50pm

2009-05-25T23:57:00.000-07:00

If only I could hang it there a little more,just a litter more~

Finally got those flyer photo from GF(:

*istilldoLOVEyOu~

2009-05-23T09:22:00.000-07:00

RED RAIN concert at Heart Of God Church(:

i'm lazy to update,let photo do all e toking(:

getting it ALL out!!!
it's time to move on???i guess...
~~iwouldbehappytooifyOuwerehappywifsomeoneelse~~~
wedunhavemuchtimetowaste....right???
~~looking back dun get me/us anything anywhere,most of it is only those bad/sad memory~~.
which it i dun wan it to ever happen again!i can't take it anymore.
be it to yOu or who ever.
i would rather be alone 4ever.

it's YOUR it's will be YOURS.if it's not just let it go.
both'll be happier...right?!
shall just wait for God's plan~

Sign off:24may2009-1.18am

2009-05-19T10:25:00.000-07:00

i miss it alot~

but i noe it wun bring me back again/anymore...

ahma trying hard to get PR for me.thanks her for everything(:

miss-ing my grandpa who live is Malaysia...

who always show me e care and concern(:

miss-ing mummy too~

~~sometime i just hate HIM,who i dun even noe who e hell he is!!!~~

~~why u bring me to tis world when u dun even wan me!!!~~

~~and making my life so hard to even stay in sg.~~

11mth more i may just got to leave tis place,get it~

argh~

trying is always not enought~

sleepless nite again~

time now 1.58am

*hoping there's just someone who can stay by myside to hear me out.

be here when i'm crying,till i fall asleep~

argh,just let me be,i'll be alright after awhile.

*dont avoid, it get you no where~

really no where.

noe i understand it.

2009-05-19T08:38:00.000-07:00

Sometime goodbye's the only way!

having being watching "boys-before-flowers"Koren F4.show.
was damn Nice(: all so charming lei(: hahas...
soulmate/husband....so SWEET...
watch till esp 8only.

training today is cancel change to tml and thur BUT just got a Mgs from Miss P saying tat tml training is CANCEL!!! yeah!!!(:
can rest and watch my show alr!!!

*is 2days alr,23days leave(:
come back fast fast~

2009-05-17T04:38:00.000-07:00

bao & Fad^^^
e gife we bought for her... e gife and my card^^^

more photo view facebook when i upload it(:

2009-05-17T02:17:00.000-07:00

im starting to MISSHER alr...

had a nap and got up just not long ago.

lastnite sleep about 2plus.

walk up at 5am,shower prepare and heared to e bus stop to catch e first bus.

headed to bedok mrt station to meet fred.

then to meet Rubene and bao.

reach there contact her sis and went over to where she's.

Give her a surprise!!!then pass her e advance bday present and cake.

she was so touch,yeah i noe she's gona cry but she control it.

till then we wait and send her it.

hug-ed each other yeah,tears drooped):

damn!!!i gona misssss her like crazy lah...

day without her is school will be damnnnn boring can!!!):

alright,after send her off headed to Mac for breakfast.

then walk around and slack in e airport till 9.40 went fred got to go for dance.

then as for me i headed home,otw home called shiashia she's going for breakfast with daddy at e market so when over to meet them.

so watched them having their breakfast.then HOME SWEET HOME.

i was so sleepy and BACKACHE!!! but reached home shower and everything i'm so awake.

so did some housework then sat on e sofa till i fall asleep~zZzZzZzZ....

so sleep all e way from like 12 plus1 all e way till 4plus.

wake up lower back damn aching!!!argh~
wanted to go back to sleep but if i sleep now that's it.tonite can't sleep alr.

wake up suddenly start to think of HER(fad).

oh dear,tml school start without HER!!!

No more morning meeting!!!

No more joke and laughed in class!!!

No more see-ing guy tgt!!!

No more talking about them tgt!!!

No more C1 or C2 tgt!!!

No more 'fad they bully me!!!'/'yeok they bully me'

No more all that for e damn 3weekplus or for 25days i say!!!from today till 10jun.

so girl pls do take good care over there alright.(Canada) LOVE~

heard from you soooon~

ppl pray for her alright(:

Sign off:17may09-0625pm.

2009-05-16T08:24:00.001-07:00

You Belong With Me Lyrics
Artist(Band):Taylor Swift

You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I do

I'm in my room
It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Standing by you all along
waiting at your back door all this time how could you never known
baby.
you belong with me.
you belong with me.
you belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?

2009-05-14T02:14:00.000-07:00
Somewhere Over The Rainbow~
will YOU be there???
^^^wat a uglyyyyyyyy photo~

oh,long since i did up date~
i'm so tooo lazzzyyy~

oh,well shall skip watever it passs~LOL...
okie today is e 2nd day of track and field meet.
took 3000m and 800m.
came in 6th for 3000m.
and 5th for 8oom.

just reach home not long from school.
going over to ahma place later
tml's mummy 2nd yr.
so yah,going over ahma to stay then morning going down to mandai.
So no school for me tml.can't run relay wif them too tml.sorry~

oh well,i saw it wif own eye.wat could i say more.LOL
"is always better to be loved then love someone"
but wait,i didn't fall for HIM...LOL.
it's always EYE CANDY OF MINE!!!
hahas...watever....
random~

nah...LOVE me for who IAM!!!=P~
*ahhhhhh,see my skin is still dropping off!!! argh~damn....
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY,FREDDIE NG!!!today!!!140591
HAPPY advance 19TH BIRTHDAY,SHALIUI!!!210590
HAPPY belated 20TH BIRTHDAY,ZEDA!!!090589

i wan LOT of CHOCOLATE to cheer mii up.PLS~
hahas....
Sign Off:140509,5.45pm

2009-05-09T11:21:00.000-07:00

thier LOVE~
i thanks GOD for everything~

2009-05-09T11:07:00.000-07:00

it's 10may09 2.19am now.
but
i can't get myself to slp):
ever thro i'm tired now...
damn~
anyway,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
to all mother is tis world(:
***mummy I LOVE YOU!!!
always~
in my heart...
yOur call...

2009-05-09T10:28:00.000-07:00
Come Back To Me~
by David Cook.

you say you gotta go and find yourself
you say that you're becoming someone else
don't recognize the face in the mirror
looking back at you

you say you're leavin
as you look away
i know theres really nothin left to say
just know i'm here
whenever you need me
i'll wait for you

so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

take your time i wont go anywhere
picture you with the wind in your hair
i'll keep your things right where you left them
i'll be here for you

oh and i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

and i hope you find everything that you need
i'll be right here waiting to see
you find you come back to me

i can't get close if your not there
i can't get inside if theres no soul to bear
i can't fix you i can't save you
its something you have to do

so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me
come back to me
so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

and i hope you find everything that you need
i'll be right here waiting to see
you find you come back to me

when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me

2009-05-08T10:15:00.000-07:00

more pic view Facebook(:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=76786&id=572584479&l=b7d69517c7

2009-05-08T08:50:00.000-07:00

watch over YOU...

argh!is all my fault to ask.wat more i could say...
if i dun ask at least i dun noe and wun be thinking and guessing it now.
oh well i'm happy enough to talk to him in school today...
all e best in e dating u're on now.hahas.LOL.
move on~
you ask,and now i ans-iwastheretojustseeYOU.
~~[D's always e eyecandy of my]~~

lappy is not working right tat's why didn't update.
life is still e same,
lesson pract training~
always e same...

oh,went sentosa on e 2may and i finally watch 17again(:
and got myself sunburn...always~
RED like LOBSTER...hahas.
pic will upload asap(: hahas...

mood's not right tis few day!
ahhh,dun ask why...
becos becos becos....nvm~
bye~

Sign Off:090509-12.40am.

2009-04-29T07:49:00.000-07:00

TOOPIX DAMN PHONE!!!):
spoil): just can't receive Mgs out of a sudden)':
kill mii lah,i can't live without my PHONE!!!

2009-04-28T09:06:00.000-07:00

tis pic is just sooo CUTE lah!!!
BRING IT ~
hahas=P

tired,training sometime can be fun too...hahas...
No Pain,No Gain~
so BRING IT on man....HAHAS....
gona sleep sooon alr...
nitenite ppl~
CARVING FOR SUBWAY DOUBLE CHOCOLATE COOKIE(:

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2009-04-28T08:30:00.000-07:00

PHOTO for lats week.
Singapore Flyer[friday]& Party world day[sun](:

tat e only pic i left):

my girl(: ^^^
my FAV!!!(: F1 blue~hahas...
watch tat i bought(:

e only pic i have...): waiting for Dia to send...heehee.

***tiramisu tat lenoard make...

2009-04-27T06:34:00.000-07:00

Isn't e same anymore...
seriously!!!wat wrong wif mii~

damn it...
again~
i keeping losing my things.
really got no ideal where e hell it is!!!!
arghhhhhhh~
'bangwall''bangwall'

2009-04-26T09:28:00.000-07:00

shall update move tml.
just not in e mood to do it now.

**擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙~
isz time to give up???
i'm scare i just can't hang it there anymore.
thinking alot alot again.argh...'bangwall'
i dun noe why...
it had pass almost 3yr.
is always e same old feeling.
same old thing i like to do.
same old feeling i wish i could hind it.
i wish i colud just give up.
just move on wifout anyone~
i dun wish to hold anyone back either.~~monster~~
dun wanna be a burden to anyone,not even my friend.
if i'm,i'm sorry.
~~:talking about him/asking about him.~~~~i'll just smile and look away.wat can i say more?!~~

And yah,i may just got to leave here anytime next yr.
when i end my course.
which i dun wish too)':
i may look okie/good/find when i talk about it.
inside mii,i'm damn scare.
i really dun wanna leave my family and my friend here.
i dun noe wat else i can do.
thinking real hard,but is e same old thing,continue to study or work.
thanks GOD for all those wonderful friend & family.
i feel blessed wif everything single thing u give it to mii.
even though,i keep asking why?or even compare wif other.
i noe u have diff plan for every single one here.
even though mummy is now not here wif mii,but i still feel her every where i go.
[thinking about all tis i'll just tears no stop,damn it]
i pray i won't get swollen eye/small eye tml for school.
S.H.E-612星球
满园玫瑰我以爲找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麽人也没有用
玫瑰都红难免看错
望着天空爱是风活在童话里头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱会一直寂寞
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我
擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗在什麽时候
iwishmummyishereforever~
*好让我忍着痛,也愿意往下走...
Sign Off:270409-1.15am

2009-04-25T07:02:00.000-07:00
SINGAPORE FLYER(:

damn,my phone when CRAZY~
all those pic i took all gone):
only left those pic in GF(jo) camera.
toopix toopix!!!
I WAN A CAMERA OF MINE!!!
so got to wait for GF to send mii e photo then i can update...

Friday went school for SW(pe).
then went for PM too.got nth to do go ya.sleep inside e class till it end.
then had lunch.
and went tp1 wif GF then walk around.
then head HOME.
sleep all e way till i reach my stop.hahas.damn tired dun noe why.
reach home.rested,shower then went out wif shiashia to meet GF and Leonard.
SINGAPORE FLYER(:
is NICE(: LOVE LOVE<3
wanna go again.wanna go again!!!
wanna go for e fight and dine thingy too!!!

alright,after flyer went to makansutra to had our dinner(:
then to mustafa to get my Casio watch(:
finally~
but sad,i lost adidas watch)': i really got no ideal where i put it loh):
then HOME SWEET HOME to my ahma place(:

so just came back for her place.
didn't go out e whole day.e 3[mii.tanya&shiashia] of us acc ahma e whole day(:
hohoho,TML is singing DAY!!! and will be meet mummy(:[miss jia ying]
LOVE LOVE<3

Sign Off:250409-11.07pm

*craving for TIRAMISU.
*addited to KINDDER JOY(:!
*iwishyOuwouldbethere,weweretgtthere.
howniceit'llbe(:

2009-04-23T08:50:00.000-07:00
TIRED~
an aching training again):

oh,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO EDMUND!!!
AND
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO JUNXIAN!!!
all e best ahead(:
wif love YL....hahas(:
*eblueeye(:
***Dream of mii & yOu~

Sign Off:240409-12.05am

2009-04-22T23:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ESTEE MOK & ESTHER MOK(:
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO SHISHI(:
tml lesson at 9am till 5pm.
then training 4pm till 6pm.
gonna miss e first hr of training.hee
but if i end early i'll go down(:
*It's Raining~
nite nite,yOuarestillmiss-esbymii!!!
Sign off:23/04/09-12.20am

2009-04-21T09:19:00.000-07:00
How's e feeling like???
i think i had lose it...

Training was normal.
and i'm as tired as normal oso.
back is still weak)':
it still hurt now...
Jia You CE netball,we can do in as a team(:
track too(:

Alright,had lecture in e morning,i'm too early for school.LOL
it start at 8.30am.i reach at 7.53am tot tat i'll be late.
but i was way too early.didnt cheek my timetable cos normally start at 8am or 9am.
nv start at 8.30 before tat's why.
so sited at C1 alone.then Jo came,she bought mii kidder JOY!!!heehee.
then went up for lecture.
after which had SW(PE).
then lunch,today C1 & C2 was darm darm pack loh.sian~
so end up 'tabao'go outside pract room eat.so kelian~
then was pratc,it was fast then ended early oso(:
so meeted my netball mate at C1,then saw Jo!!!hahas.
and she buy mii ICE CREAM!!!TRIPLE CHOCOLATE lei...nice nice(:
then she when back for lesson.
so we chatted slacked there till training start~
there's april newbie today,hope they will stay(:
and it end about 8plus9 again.
reached home going to 10pm.
shower and had milk and bread.
and here i'm now,infront of my LAPPY(:
sleeping soon alr,even tho my lesson start at 1pm tml.
i need alot alot of sleep.i'm going to become panda alr):

oh,well was Chatting wif XL then we came across tis Q:
XL-how long since ur last relationship ar?
mii-guess.
XL-1 month?1 week?yesterday?now?
mii-LOL,no no no...guess...
XL-2 year?
mii-no no no.i'm sure u Can't get it de loh...
XL-5 years?
siting there and was counting it.hmm
mii-hohoho,soon to be 5 yr...hahas.
XL-wow.
XL-hahas.
XL-no wonder u say u forget the feeling of being love.

he's bad lah,keep saying "is you too high standard le lah"
i told him:Love Cannt force de mah...like jiu like dun like jiu dun like.right.
no one believe mii when my reply is:'no i dun have a BF'
i'm singer for qite sometime.
just becos i got a ring wif mii.
what's there to not believe...

time just pass go fast.
(waiting and waiting is wat i have being doing,tat's why.but i got no regret)

HAPPY 21TH BIRTHDAY,APRIL(:

after all it's complicated~
~~DCPJY~~ is only my eye candy!!!let's just stay tis way.

2009-04-20T09:12:00.001-07:00

i'm so lazy to just update~
tml lesson in e morning 8am and end at 4pm.
then training from 6pm till 9pm.
Jia you Jia you!!!
e LOVE i wish to have~
e HUG i wish i would get~
e ONE i wish it be here now~
not here anymore???

You're Not Sorry Lyrics
Artist(Band):Taylor Swift
All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

2009-04-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

It's gonna be hard for mii):

i'm e toopix one!!!hahas=P

i guess i'm getting better alr(:

alright,sure up date about ytd.
went school for SW(pe) only as my noon lesson i dun have to attend(:
i just sit there watching them play floorball and helping them took video.
was aching and tired to join them.so yah.
after SW went to had last Breakfast/early Lunch.
then slack awhile wif them then went off alone to expo John litter to help my aunt and grandma to get e hairdye. as i noe Edmund is working there but dun noe is morning or noon shift so try my luck so texted him. yeah,he's there,morning shift.LOL.
he tis slacker,siting outside hall 4.sleeping.hahas.
i walked pass and he shouted my name.i tot WTH loh.
so then went in tgt to look for e hairdye tat my aunt & grandma wan.
found it and is took early for mii to go home as no one is at home too so stayed there walking around wif him.walk over to NUM there,saw tis guy look like Mel BF hahas.but dun noe whether is or not.hahas.nvm. there's nth for mii to buy): then walk back to went Edmund counter is,stayed at there chatting wif him.and i bought for him one Adidas Deodorant spray(floral dream)is nice(: hahas.and is only $3.90.heehee.got perfumed too but nah...i dun really put perfumed.
so stayed for like an hr there off i go.HOME SWEET HOME.

reached home,rested,watched TV till i fall aslp.
then walk up at only 2plus.
went to shower then off i go.
went down to OPSS to meet trishia.
then waited for Lenoard to come over to fetch us.
then headed to queensway to get my netball courtshoes and lenoard running shoes.
reached there,there's damn alot of nice nice track shose loh.
but i'm there to get my netball courtshose not track shoes):
nvm,i'll be back to get track shoes!!!

so walked around and soon lenoard got his running shoes alr.
i still can't find e one i like):
so keep walking around.
saw one tat i like cos is purple colour but is ex $139plus i think.but for a courtshoes and i maybe only wearing it for a yr.so yah.
keep walking and walking.
saw one purple colour and is a netball shoes but dun have my SIZE!!!):
end up i get e same type but not netball shoes but is a courtshoes.and blue in colours.

then headed to tampiness de ikea for lunch cum dinner.
i had MEALBALL(: heehee.
then HOME SWEET HOME(:

oh,otw home receive a mgs for Fad.
she's really confirm going to cannada for a mth of study.
i'm happy cum sad):
-happy cos she can leant more from over.and stuff.
-sad cos i'm gonna MISS her like crazy.
tears just drop after i saw her mgs.argh!!!
i find myself so weak.
oh,thanks GOD is only a mth(:

alright,i'm staying at home e whole day today and not going out.
gonna acc sky.hahas.
i wanna watch 17 again!!!anyone anyone then HIM.
*yOuandiboth-LOVE~
Sign Off:18/04/09-4.30pm

2009-04-17T03:48:00.000-07:00

Photo took on last sunday(:
katong laksa(:

Rat,FiveFive & DoDo=D

2009-04-16T09:30:00.000-07:00
Is not getting right~

well well well i'm still SICK!!!
and is really getting worst)':
[yah,i'm not a good girl.i'm stubborn,
dun listen,i dun care.so now.argh!!!]
but i have not been eating
CHOCOLATE and those unhealthy food for e pass 4days alr loh.
but is still e SAME!!!
maybe i didn't drink enough water???as i dun like to.
maybe i got not enough sleep???i guess so.
maybe i still go for training???as i think i still can take it.
maybe maybe maybe....

alright,watever.
meeted ~~monster~~ for breakfast,after he's work after he went home.
he came over to my place and went over opp my house de Mac.
had breakfast,chat.yeah,he LOVE to disturb mii as usual.TOOPIX BENDAN!!!
then walked to bus stop,he send mii to school.
[u dun have to come all e way down to just eat breakfast wif mii after a long nite work.
u dun have to send mii to school.i noe u are really really tried after work.
u dun have to come and just to see mii.u dun have too.
u dun have to spend ur time on wif/wif mii.u dun have too.
i alr noe e reason for all those thing before u say.
yah,u maybe working after today and e timing will be very very pack.
so u just wanna meet mii before u dun have e time for mii.
i noe i noe.but u dun have too.
yah,is nice spending time wif u,chatting wif u.
but u noe wat,when i'm wif u i'm thinking of someone else.
i just feel bad lah,when u treat mii so good and i'm like tat
argh,i hate myself for all tis.]

school start at 9am,had our care time wif our CS.
then lesson,break,pract.school ended at 3pm.by right should 5pm(:
so i had 2hr plus before my training start.
dun noe where to go,almost wanna go to take bus to TM1 to walk walk alr.
but receiver CY mgs she ended lesson early too.
so went over to Cafe 1 to find them,CY & JY.
slacked,chated watched TV there.
then HM came then J came.
slack awhile again.
and i'm so caving for ICE CREAM loh.
but i try my best to dun eat cos i noe i'll sure get worse if i eat.
but i just dun noe why,today there's go many ppl Q-ing for ice cream and eating it in front of MII loh.i try very best to dun buy,dun eat.
BUT end-ed up i bought my fav Trippe Chocolate to eat before training start.
then now my voice sound so MAN and SEXY loh!!!
but i nv regret eating it.hahas.
i have not been eating for 4days le loh.argh.

oh,today training was only gym.
and only e 5 of us[CY,HM,JY,J&MII]
went up to e gym,and was told tat e gym is closing in like 10min time
we were like WTH...
so went down to outdoor to get Netball and BB to play and to teach JY netball too.
had lot of FUN(:
then HOME SWEET HOME at 7.30pm i think.
was plan-ed nicely,but then.nah nvm...is okie is okie...
alright,i should stop here alr.aching,throat is still hurt and toopis flu...nite ppl(:

OHyah,HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO FAITH!!!(:
160490,her bday(:

*wat i need e most???-it's yOu.

Sign off:17/04/09-1.15pm

2009-04-15T03:41:00.000-07:00

Still SICK):

not even getting better): worse???i guess so.
bad flu,sore throat,fever on and off.
headache,ACHING all over my body.
haix~

ytd was CCA open house as i say.
morning lesson 8till9plus.then went over to indoor sport hall to help out,
then 12plus had my lunch.
then went back to indoor all e way till it end about 4.
had fun in indoor,played netball wif some guy from out CCA.
their funny(: hahas.nice game.
then went over to play e cycle dun noe wat tat thingy call.hahas.
for like 30min,non-stop.after tat cycle thingy my leg were like jelly.hahas.

then slacked wif ah chua,hui min and cy at Cafe1 till 5.30 then went up to indoor to push e balls down then not long training started.

yah,i noe i'm not suppose to go down for training as i'm still sick.
but since i'm there alr so just go loh.
told coach tat i'm still sick,so i dun have to do e track run 4 or 5round.
so did warmup first then ball handling.
then blah blah blah...
training all e way till 8plus9.
reach-ed home nearly 10pm.
shower,unpack my bag.
was hungry and oso very tired and was aching all over):
but there's nth for mii to eat then chip and chocolate.
which i can't eat,if i eat i comfirm dun need to tok alr.
so yah,then i had my panadol jiu went to bed alr.

Thanks God tat my today lesson start at 1pm(:
as i dun need to attend my morning lesson.
so i sleeped all e way from like 11plus lates nite till tis morning 9plus10(:

oh,tis CHOCOLATE look tempting???(:
dun think can find it in SG.it was from someone tat i dun really noe.
but tis is e second time he buy mii chocolate(:
thanks,hahas(:
sad tat i can't eat it now.hahas.
Coach told mii-if u dun like e person,tell he earlier.
dun let e person wait.dun let e person get e wrong ideal.
I say-yah i noe,but i dun even noe him.even he's oso in track but i hardly see him and talk to him oso.
Coach say-alright,but still dun let him get e wrong ideal.
I say-alright,i noe.
*yah,i noe something should say before it too late(:
Sign Off:15/04/09-8.14pm.

2009-04-13T06:49:00.000-07:00

I'M SICK...
first was sore throat,then flu badly then whole body aching.
keep feel like vomiting.argh~
dun feel tat good loh.

first day of school and i'm SICK!!!):
tml still having lesson at 8.30am till 5.
tml is CCA fair too.
then trainiig from 6pm till 8plus 9pm):

pray hard tat i;ll be better tml(:

*isowishyOuwereherewifmii.
IMY~
Sign Off:12.04.09-9.58pm.

2009-04-11T08:15:00.000-07:00
NYJ outing day(:
it's Huang YuLing(:
e one and only.WYL/HYL.
hahas=P

alright,watch-ed sniper at cine.
Edison Chen & Huang Xiaoming is charming loh.hahas.
e movie is like CS game i think hahas.but nice(:

after movie we walk-ed around orchard,somerset...
then when over to paragon coffee bean to slack slack and oso had our so call dinner.
oh,didn't drink my fav WCD,try e double chocolate.is nice too.but i still LOVE my WCD most(:
took lot of photos there.heehee.tis wat we like to do:D
rested awhile send Jo to somerset MRT station.as she wanna go home first.
then we when over to meet LOL(Joell,dia BF)
walk-ed for awhile then they pei mii wait for bus 36.
HOME SWEET HOME(:
tired~

oh well,planed to go down to SSS to visit Ms eunice and GB girls.
but,yah out of a sundden got tis weird feel so end up didnt go down.
but still i'll find time to go down to visit her(: really miss her alot.

Photo of e day=D
more pic wif Nydia Lim,hahas

J&N...they are call<3

our dinner^^^

just mii(:
***the unconditional love i used to feel~
Sign Off:12/04/09-12.35am.

2009-04-10T07:08:00.000-07:00

GOOD FRIDAY~

okie,as i say we have plan for daddy today(:
Jacky Chan movie:The Shinjuku Incident!!!

daddy & uncle Lu[daddy bestfriend](:

oh,well didn't go out wif leonard.
as i'm not feeling tat well in e morning(2,3plus) before i slp~
BAD FLU & GASTRIC~
argh!!!):

but when out wif tanya in e afternoon.
when TPM first to get e movie ticket for daddy then headed to expo.
john litter sale,walked for awhile nth much.
wanna get some chocolate and hairdye for my aunt but e Q was damn LONGGGGGGG~
so didn't buy anything.
walk over to e book fair,then rmb edmund is working at john litter.
so texted he,then he when over to find mii and chatted for awhile(:
long time didn't see him alr he still so kuku.hahas.
after no long,we were hungry~
had subway for lunch cum dinner(:
oh,morning i had my meatball mee again(:hahas.
after subway,bus-ed to parkway parade.
when cotton on(: got a pair of sandal again(:
my 3rd pair of cotton on sandal~
bought my sis sandal and a polo top too.
then head to marks & spencer to buy my fav redcurrant puffs(:
then walked awhile,bought our ice cream and we WALK-ED back home(:

MOVIE later(:

Photo of e day(:
***should i or not???
Sign Off:11/04/09-1.10am

2009-04-09T01:26:00.000-07:00
Small Small Small EYE~
of e day...=.=
can't really see,but i can feel it loh.

oh,wake up wif a eye swellon again):
it started to pain and swellon on wed morning when i wake up.
i got no ideal why?!hmm,meybe not enough slp.or too heatet.
oh well i'm late to meet Joleen(GF)tis morning,was suppose to meet her 8am in school but i reached school only at 8.30am.
i just can't get myself out of e bed,sorry~
so she setter her school fee and everything.
when to C1 for breakfast,had milo and bread(:
then sent her to busstop then when back for training.

had warmup run:stairscase RUN is a killer.about3km+.up & down.
'heng'we came back just in time(: keep it up,jiayou =D
then 3 diff stairscase'exericse'2set,3each.
then was 5diff exercise.2set,10each & one of it was 20each.2nd set all plus 5 so 15 each.
then ball handling then passes then sprints...
oh,my~
this time we did even more then past training~
then when over to e gym.
coach shown us wat we have to do for e coming thursday traning if she is not around.
yup yup(:
school reopen training will be tue-6pm till 9pm & maybe thursday-6pm till 9pm.can'faint'~
so tis mean i wun be able to go for track training as it's on e same day but diff timing.5pm till 7pm how sad ):
hmm is okie,netball can oso train my stamina(:
but still i'm gona miss my track-mate):
hopefully tis april in take we can get MORE girls to join netball & track(:

*** phobia alr~hahas...STAIRS!!!!!

alright,rush-ed to bath and everything and meet up wif dia after training.
when over to raffle mt agent office to pass him dia time sheet & fill in some form.
and was asked to be model 'again' for 'SUE'as they're having event today.
but too bad,i'm nt 'fair' enough as wat my agent say.hahas.
and he asked do u have friend who's 'fair'.
i was like,hmm i think i'm e fairer one ba.hahahas.

then head-ed to orachrd,lucky plaza to had lunch.'PIZZAHUT'!!!=D
eat eat chat chat,then we when walking around lunky plaza.nth much.
when over to fareast,window shopping~
then was raining~argh. then we walked slowly toward center point where dai work place is.
but was too early,so when over to herren.
HERREN ofcos is for NUM guy lah.hahas.right right???hahas.jkjk lah.
so walked around again~
is almost time,dia when over to work and i when HOME SWEET HOME(:

otw home bought CHOCOLATE milk tea.
reah-ed home,too sleepy till watch TV watch till fall aslp.tis's a always for mii loh.
sleep for like less then 30mim,bith sis came home banging on e door.
hey hey ahling,open e door we got no KEY~
argh,gotup pass them e key and trying ti get back to sleep but CAN"T.
argh~nvm.
oh,then cousin call-ed home.
was any food as she is otw back so can tabao.
i was like i was like,i wan i wan.
i wan POPIAH!!!hahas.
i'm nt hungry but i just wan it as i'm caving it for long~heeheehee.

then now i'm here updating my blog~
nth much to do.
tml is GOOD FRIDAY=D
daddy is nt working so he came over to see us(:
as all e 3 of us is going out tml so we had a plan for daddy(:
heehee,we had tis 2 free movie ticket so we ask-ed him to date his all time bestfriend for movie.
"The Shinjuku Incident"(: hahahs.jackey chan show,he like de loh.

oh,yeah.
had plan for sunday alr.
ping ping date mii out.hahas.
heading to bugis(: v long didn't go down alr.

Photo of e day~

hahas,tis is funny~
Botak!!!

*is there something i should noe,but i dun noe yet.
or ami thinking too much over it.

Sign off:10/04/09-2.33am.

2009-04-08T01:05:00.000-07:00

I wanna catch tis both MOVIE!!!
17 again now showing only at Golden Village(PS)
LOVE now showing only at Cathay (Amk Hub & Orchard)

Zac Efron!!!^^^

L.O.V.E^^^
oh,my plan before holiday end):
Thursday,which is tml-monring training,then meet nydia(:
Friday-out wif leonard maybe Joleen too(: SHOPPING SHOPPING~
Saturday-out wif Nydia & Joleen??? K-box or watch MOVIE,or mabye both???hahas(:
anyone wanna join us???(:
Sunday-no plan yet,but i guess i should stay at home and rest.e next day school REOPEN alr):

tis's my LUNCH(: meatball mee~
e uncle oso v funny,i told him i dun wan fishball wan mealball.
he really just give mii mealball nth else but only mealball loh.hahas
so i had 8mealball wif mii mee today.(:

oh,timetable is out!!!
Monday-9am-1pm
Tuesday-9am-1pm(training)
Wednesday-8am-5am
Thursday-8am-4am(training)
Friday-8am-12pm
i'm happy wif my timetable(:
hoohoohoo!!!
i think tis should be e correct timetable ba.heehee.

oh,D is attached to st pats!!!
and is near by.where i live,a bus stop away(:
told him since is so near by we shall have lunch tgt someday(:
he say:SURE(: hahas.
let's stay tis way(:
alright till here(:
training TML,JiaYou JiaYou(:
byebye
Sign Off:08/04/09-9.14pm

2009-04-08T00:57:00.000-07:00
and FINALLY!!!~
after so long,yOuarehereonline...

noe wat i found HER blog~
i was like shouting'OH,GOD,OH,GOD!!!'
and sis said i'm SIAO.going to LESBIAN alr.
hahas.LOL.
I'm NOT okie.I'm Normal & straight de hor!!!
but she's just reallt too COOL lah(:

hungry hungry hungry~
caving caving caving~
my last meal was just now is school.HOR FAN~
then bought CHOCOLATE milk tea otw back home.
had Pocky oso.
AND now i'm hungry~
i wanna eat POPIAH loh.
but dun noe,near by where got sell.
plus i'm toooooo lazy to move myself to go buy
so cooked mi goreng to eat): but is nice.hahas.

i'm caving for popiah loh~argh...

***I try and try so hard To keep our LOVE alive~
~~220408-220409,~~15daystoayr.

Sign Off:08/04/09-12.57am
____________________________________________________

This song keep repeating in my mind
and is NICE(:

I Stay In Love Lyrics
Artist(Band):Mariah Carey

Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you...
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

2009-04-07T20:15:00.000-07:00

Training was WOO~
tiring!!!ofcos...hahas.

Force myself to get out of my bed!!!argh~
was aching loh.tot of not going down for training de.
but but,yah i still when.
2hours plus of training~
end-ed at 12plus1.
shower in school,lunch wif netball mate and coach(:
eat,chat-ed.then 3plus HOME SWEET HOME(:

On my lappy from i reach home till now.
nth to do.
so BORING~

oh,photo for YTD luch meet wif Mel,YH,Dia & mii(:
before he go in to report of POLICE academy today hahas.

from tis till~ like tis~
LOL.hahas
Donut from KOREA!!!

Cousin bought mii tis from korea^

nice nice^^^
leonard bought mii tis~
*i got to get a new pair of track soon shoes alr~
PS:stay in LOVE with yOu~
Sign Off:07/08/09-8.15pm

2009-04-05T09:48:00.000-07:00
argh argh argh argh argh~
just feel so not right now...
mood when really down down down down down...
deep deep down...
ask mii why???wat happen??
I DUN NOE!!!i wan to noe too~
just something when WRONG to mii...
maybe is cos wat daddy say just now.
yah,i think alot.even he didn't say it v detail.
i'll somehow understand.

(there's one day,daddy wanna tell mii about mummy past and how i came.
okie not only tat day he wanna tell mii.
he's trying to tell mii when ever he think is e right time.
which is when my both sis is aslp.
but yah i always refuel to listen,i told him there's nth i wan to noe.
so dun need to say anythings. but true is i'm scare.for dun noe why.
i dun noe how to face it when i noe every thing.
yah,so wat if i really noe everything,is there any diff.
NO!!!i still dun get to see my real daddy or dun even tot of seeing him.
cos noone noe where's HIM.
and so wat if i found him.THEN!!!WAT!!!
and yah by law i got to follow him,cos he is my real daddy.
THEN,WAT...stay wif him!!!sorry but
i can't live wif someone tat i dun even noe even he is my real daddy but HE NV EVER DID wat a daddy should have do.
so yah,wat's e point of telling mii e whole story.
when there's NOT A NEED TO DO IT.
yah i know,i should noe my our story.but pls not now.i'm not yet ready for all this.)

i got so much to think now,
-wat to do next after my ITE course.
continue to study???but i really dun have e interest anymore.
so i dun wanna waste those money.
-if i dun continue to study wat can i go or what should do???work???i dun mind.
-if i dun continue to study i'll got to go back to malaysia???HOW???
tis's e BIG problem.cos i can't stay here long.
-i wish i hope i pray i could get a PR asap.as i noe tis is freacking hard for mii.

i just miss HIM soooooooooooooooooooooo mucccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccch...
thinking of him every min every sec.
*it really killing mii,do yOu noe?!
i gusee now,daddy still dislike yOu.
for real i really really dun understand why till now daddy is still like tat.
is soon to be a yr.2weekplus more.
yes,i keep track.cos is just so hard for mii not counting and keep counting.

i feel weak,when it night time.
i find it hard to control myself,my tears my emotion.
it will just flow down my eye.

how i wish mummy is still here.
listening to mii.
IMISSHER)':

Sign Off:06/04/09-1.55am.

2009-04-05T07:17:00.000-07:00
subway Double Chocolate Cookie!!!

Hoohoo~
last day of work alr~
stand till back aching really badly)':
somemore somemore here come my monthly killer argh~

alright alright,school going to reopen in 1 more week time!!!):
SOOOOO FAST~

okie shall just end here...BYEBYE~
Photo is here~

tis's when we are fighting for e one and only CHOCOLATE cake for YH.
hahas~
tis's when we go for e Fei Lun Hai thingy~
e Q was damn damn damn long~
Track BBQ photo,not much~

Sign Off:05/03/09-11.06pm

2009-04-04T06:32:00.000-07:00
Back From Work~

yeah,as wat i say i'm really e demo model=.=
For 4 time loh.i just sit down there they will do e makeup for mii.
It's my first time.so many ppl see,so many eye look at mii."scare scare~".
okie watever~

i really need a long long,rest
long long sleep~
TIRED ah~
backache,leg pain):

tml lastdays(:
JIA YOU JIA YOU:D
Sign Off:06/04/09-9.35pm

2009-04-03T07:54:00.000-07:00

Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

2009-04-03T06:22:00.000-07:00
APRIL FOOL~

okie,i may be slow by 3 days to say APRIL FOOL~
but but but,i really did fool ppl on tat day.hahas.
first was monster-i told him ILOVEYOU!!!
and he tot was real.hahas.and i kanna scolded idiot!!!=P
then was Nydia,Jo then Leonard.=D

020409
was KGRY Bday!
texted him,wished him.
he was shocked tat i still rmb!!!hahas(:
ofcos i do rmb,
uaresomeonetatmeanalottomiibeforebutnotnowanymore~

alright ytd which is 2nd april.
in e morning when for netball training.
then movie wif monster.unborn!!!
dun intend to watch de loh!!!
but watever~

after movie head-ed to track BBQ at aloha changi chalet.
had fun there(:
then head-ed home at about 9plus.
TRIED~

reach-ed home shower,online for a while.
offline~ was on e phone till 1plus2.
then off to LALALAND~

today,
is working day~
wake up in e monring aching as usally.ahhhhhh.
head-ed to work from 12 till 8 at central point.
then blah blah blah~
off work,HOME SWEET HOME!!!
was so boring at work.
stand till leg aching now.
giving flyer can be fun,can oso be boring too~

alrigh tml working too.
11 till 7.
tml having event 3pm till 5pm.
I'm told tat i'll be their MODEL for tml event!!!
WTH!!!told mii only like when i'm going to off work just now.
i was told to be a flyer girl for 3day only.
nv told tat i'm going to be wat model or watever~
argh!!!hopefully there will be changes or i hear wrongly.ha ha ha~

sunday will be working too! 12 till 8.

oh,D is back from overseas attachment(:
PS:
yeah,i still when online.hoping wishing tat yOu were online.
everdou we dun talk to each other.
is still my habit to view.evertime i on my lappy~
~~yOu~~ are my HABIT.

Sign Off:03/04/09-10.25pm

2009-03-31T23:30:00.000-07:00
Result's OUT!!!

An B for Food Handling and Preparation.
and an C for Food Hygiene and Sanitation.
GPA 2.25 for 2 sem.
1st sem i got only GPA 2.(so tis's my first yr results)
atleast i improve,0.5GPA~
knew it~
wat more.

2009-03-30T09:51:00.001-07:00
Confessions of a Shopaholic!!!

was NICE(:
watch it wif Dia & jo at AMK engwah.

alright,daddy told mii in e morning say tat we are moving BACK to EASTCOAST tml.
as in 31march!!!so sudden and rush!!!
argh!!!NO TIME AH!!!)':

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JOLEEN CHEW!!!

did e DIY cake for her!!!

surprise her at her house!!!more pic to be upload!!!when i get it(:
wun be going for training as got to back & move in e morning)':
Sign Off:31/03/09-12.48am

2009-03-29T06:17:00.000-07:00

bought tis today at IMM.
when FeiLunHai came for autograph!!!
but Q too long,so didnt wait.so didnt get their autograph))):
but i bought their FIRST PHOTO ALBUM!!!(:

Sgin Off:29/03/09-9.24pm.

2009-03-27T08:39:00.000-07:00
Just watched A walk to remember by Mandy Moore and shane west.
it NICE(:
ppl should watch IT!!!
i wan e soundtrack too(:
finding finding finding~

alright,got to go to bed alr tml working~
12pm till 8pm,ALONE in VIVO so FAR!!!
argh~

okie okie,GoodNITE!!!(:
love is like a wind i can't see it but i feel it~

***still aching):

Sign Off:28/03/09-12.46am

2009-03-26T04:16:00.000-07:00
IT's not my today i guess~

early in e morning force myself to wake up for training.
prepare myself and was about to go out.
stomach cramps!!!
tot of just skip training,but as wat i had say i got to train even hard.
so i just when down for training.
had our RUN!!!
up and down from 3rd floor to 6 floor then to 2nd floor then up again to 6 floor then back to 3rd floor.not only up and down we got to go around e class room.
after tat had our physical exercise/activity.
then ball handering exercise.

argh,
i didn't tears becos of wat coach say,becof of she shouter all mii...NONONO.
i noe i'm still weak when handering ball and foot work.so yah i accept wat she say.
u noe tat i'm weak u still wanna put mii wif those Senior wif those who noe how to play.
i'm try damn damn hard to not to make mistake.
but still my hand is WEAK.i just can throw far passes.
it hurt when e ball get to e face okie.and is a hard one!!!
not once but a few time.
my finger hurt too when u receive ball e force is hard and e ball is hard too.
now i can't really bend my lasts finger.
AND I TEARS becof it hurt.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HAY YAO HIU!!!
was suppose to give him a surprise but HE when oversea!!!
tis's wat we(dia & mii wof e help of tanya) for him.

draw and make by tanya!!!

*aching,argh~
Sign off:26/03/09-7:20pm.

2009-03-24T04:56:00.000-07:00
Is just another passer by~
iguesss...

Training is tiring,
back is aching,knees cap pain too)':
Seriously got to visit e Doctor/Chinese Doctor.
but yeah NO Pain NO Gain!!!
i'll train even hard now.
For both,track cum Netball(:

after training when to had lunch wif Fred and Fua(:
and we when for movie too(: MALL COP!!!(:
is nice and funny~
after tat HOME sweet HOME(:

Sign Off:24/3/09-08:07pm

2009-03-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Mummy...(on e 20 March.)
ILOVEYOU,always~
wanted to visit her on e day itself,but suddenly got to work.from Friday till sunday.
so bought Flower and when over to Mandai to visit her today wif dia(:

after visiting Mummy,when to AMK hub for breakfast cum lunch(:
then took train head to Raffle,my agent office to pass him my timesheet.(so ma fan)
then headed to Orchard,walked around then dia when to work.
and i headed back to sembawang to meet PH,acc her to eat dinner.
then blah blah blah~
headed home not long.
bought milo,chocolate and snack home(:

iam offer a job from biotherm again,but tis time i got to wear full white to work!!!
and i dun have.iam ask to buy.
so still thinking shoukd i work anot.argh~
but alr,to just work for 3days???
wasting of money~

iam tired,and i need a REST~
oh,Training is on TML morning(:
movie after tat???
Bye,off he go(:
all e best man.
Sign Off:23/09-11.34pm.

2009-03-17T23:06:00.000-07:00

wat ami suppose to do.

i did wat a sis should do.
take good care of my 2sis.
make sure they had they meal.
clean e house.
wash their cloth.
try to give them wat they wan they need.
even i dun have money i'll find a way to get money for them.
and wat have i do wrong or no enough.
or iam just not a good sister.
or iam just not a good daughter.

sometime i really dun understand daddy.
i noe watever he say/do he mean good for mii for us.
but is too over,iam alr 19yr old.
i noe wat is wrong wat is correct.
i noe wat iam doing.

tis holiday i really can't get a job.still finding.
i leave not much cash,or should i say no more cash.
but still i didn't ask from daddy.
since e day i started(start of sec 4,16)working i didn't ask money from him.
if only i didn't work,he will give mii school allowance.
even my first year retail course fee,i pay myself.
and i did give him money as tat part of time mummy need money to see doctor.
i give it willing.
even till now,mummy had pass way i still give him money if i work.
so i didnt wanna go out,i noe if i go out i'll spend.
so i stayed at home for e past days.
iam those type who can't stay at home and rot.ill go crazy~
but still i stay at home,as he wish.
only go for traning traning and traning~

yah i understand,he's busy with he's work.
came home his's tired and moody.
worry,of renting e house out as fast as possible.
but wat can i do to help.
tis kind of life is killing mii.
iam sick and tired of everything.
how i wish i could just stop it somewhere here.
带我走~

crying/tearing to slp is a use to it.
waking up alone at home is an always.
miss-ing thinkink wondering waiting hopeing is forever~

there's go much thing deep down my heart it just can't say it out here.
all those worry,who'll understand.
Sign off:18/03/09
-2.05pm

2009-03-16T23:59:00.000-07:00
It's OGDM~

other then my close friend and girls friend.
is always tis 4person.
who make mii wanna care so much,for no reason.
who can make mii think so much till i dun noe wat to do.
till i break down.
who i miss when they leave,when they dun care.
who bring mii joy,sadness,laughter~

is goner be a year,a mth more to go.
time just pass so fast.i'm still counting it.
what's on yOur mind???
*still missing it~

now tat i see u are having a happy good life out there???
i'm glad and happy for u(:
take care alright my dear friend.
i'm still here if u need anything(:

you're my eye candy.
u caught my attention when i first see u.
it goner be a year too(:
hahas,alright all e best and good luck in ur upcoming attachment(:

seriously,i miss M~
i'm worry if anythings will happen to him.or maybe i'm just think too much.
maybe his's having a good life without mii nagging him.
but watever it's,i'm and i'll stillbe here/there when u need.
alright,i noe u wun be reading it.u dun even have my password.but is okie.

***will miracles happen~
*addicted to tis song~

2009-03-16T01:28:00.000-07:00
Friday,sat.was at science center having our own ITE Food Science event.
friday,reached there 8plus and it end only at 6plus7pm.
sat,reached there 7plus and end 1plus2pm.
after e event,lenoard come over to fetch mii.had lunch and headed down to e IT fair.
was suppose to meet girlfriend and chocolate but too pack till damn argh so we walk our they walk thiers.
i so wan e PURPLE colour Limited Edition VAIO Notebook~(VGN-CS26G/V)

First time i see Purple lappy.nice nice nice.
but didn;t get to see it in e IT fair):
alright,after walk around lenoard bought all his stuff we haeded back HOME.tired!!!!

ytd when over to bukit gombak.to help out in e singapore athletic assocution event.
reached there 1plus.event started at 2pm.not long it started to rain after e first round tot it will stop or something but NO.it getting heavy.thunder came,argh i hate it!!!all stuck in one place.
so end up post the event till coming thursay???i guess.
so head-ed home,Girlfriend waited for mii at station and walk back tgt(:

Today,wake up at 8plusam.meet lenoard headed back to east coast to take back his desktop.
then blah blah blah.has last breakfast,early lunch at BPP.had LJS,argh angry.a long story~
reach-ed home rest,watched TV.too tired and i fall asleep~ so as TANYA.hahas.
wake up at 4plus,when shiashia going to school for her Band~
alright,till here~
bye bye,160309,5.24pm

2009-03-16T01:12:00.001-07:00

^^^ supper at my place(:
2 day(friday,sat)of science center event had end-ed(:
was fun but tiring.
pic will do all e talking.

2009-03-13T05:52:00.000-07:00
yOu,就让我的心安静地守着你.把祝福送给你.

ti:幸福不灭]
[ar:罗志祥]
[al:潮男正传]
[by:赖润诚]
罗志祥-幸福不灭
作词:严云农
作曲:阿沁
专辑:潮男正传

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

oh i believe cause i believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
oh i believe 你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

2009-03-13T05:43:00.000-07:00
罗志祥-搞笑
作词:陈镇川
作曲:李伟菘
专辑:潮男正传

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
它习惯睡觉的床尾少了一双脚
所以它常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
我在搞笑却在醉后眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到你好不好